3rd eye help

[shimizukuraiso]

I have been a deticated Satanist for almost 2 years now. In the beginning, I frequently meditated. I felt at first that I had the most confidence with my 3rd eye, because I usually had good results meditating on it. Over time, I got lazy and procrastinated doing meditations daily. I would then have on and off days of when I would meditate. As of the past few months, I have felt a significant decrease in any feeling related to the third eye. In the beginning, meditating on the 3rd eye had a sort of pressure in the general area. On the website, it stated that something similar to that would happen. Now, I get little to no results when meditating on it. No feeling for the most part. Does anyone have any advice on resolving the problem? The biggest problem I have found is that it is very demoralizing that the spiritual part I felt most confident about is now gone. 


Before I get any comments saying: "You need to meditate everyday", I get that. The main reason I have had trouble keeping a schedule on meditation is do to my current environment. I am 17, and live with my parents. Neither of which know about Satanism, or would be willing to open up to it. For the most part, I am unable to properly do any form of ritual or meditation that involves vibrations.