i'm curious as to how someone communicates with them. do the satanists that have these astral relationships sometimes meditate on their astral partner when they're in a park so that they feel as if they're enjoying nature together? can they be clingy? can the interactions last all day? i'm genuinely curious how this ends up.
I remember having some recurrent experiences with an Incubus when I was entering puberty at around 13-14. At least, I'm now convinced it was, since I didn't even know what Satanism was back then. He was enchantingly beautiful, with blonde wavy hair and a body similar to a greek statue (like my pfp), around 25 years old in appearance, or less. He presented himself with a Roman name (I can't quite remember if Valerius, or Varius, or a similar one). Since in my family sexuality was a forbidden topic, and sex a taboo, He helped me to discover and deal with my sexuality and my naked body. He came to me in that medium trance state before falling asleep, and then followed me in my dreams (these dreams were very vivid). These encounters continued for half a year, and periodically. He teached me to embrace my sexual development as something to be proud of, and not ashamed. He helped me coming to terms with my bisexuality when I was convinced it was a bad and pervy thing due to my social environment. The sexual intercourses I had with him weren't "dirty" in any way, or as the majority of people think they are. He wasn't a lover, he was a teacher and a helper; and for the little teenage-me, a saviour. I remember this short friendship and carry it in my heart. He disappeared as he came, suddenly the encounters stopped. I don't even remember if we said goodbye to each other. But a thing was certain: when he leaved, I wasn't the same as before. Insecurity, shame and hate towards my sexual self disappeared for good.
P.S. I didn't decide when to call him, or how much the encounter lasted. He came to me at night.
It wasn't a goetic demon, or a high ranking demon. But definitely a lesser demon or spirit of Satan. It wasn't clingy as in a human relationship, it was like a teacher-student friendly relationship. This experience was totally positive and absolutely not harmful or negative for me in anyway.
