Are the aliens coming and does anyone talk to father about this?

I don't know why I use drugs every one always assumes I'm addicted but I use so much when if I just had my normal life I would be g like no voices anxiety not tripping irl and bc they won't go more problems come in

I just did this

A and when ever I quit going cold turkey I feel like my life would be better with drugs and that's why I'm prolly still on it I keep cont turning bro and I feel alone my whole life

The universe only controls my life and is created with me

I guess this just the bad parts of this religion and this is my religion I can't let anyone tell me how to live my life if this religion is all about it

How y'all gonna say these things on jos then say something different here and say I need to re read the whole site again like I wasn't listening?

Im having trouble meditating tho I keep saying I wasn't able to do it everyday keep falling asleep and forgetting is there something I should do better bc I wasn't able to trance when I tried and This is old info about vapes vapes don't kill vitamin e ones do they have FDA ones now and tested...

How come both gods are actively fucking up my life telling me I can't do things and trying to control me no matter what even tho I'm the voices boss and have more power somehow they get absorbed together and then it's everything fucking me up why can't I just sin why can't I live my dreams? How...

i have all these bad things happeneing why cant i hvae my soul mate now

you just have to understand me i feel like i go no one and no one will come tyo me now are you going to keep saying the same things are am i just embarising my self infront of aLL MY SS

might as well just use nic again if im gonna die to thc huh

so i get this as a child and no one can help me i knew it

i hate saying that cuz i have a good heart but i hate it

why does everyone think im crazy and wrong and lie to me?

not that yall are wrong but I'm more right startingto feel like this ss sh is just squid games

so our saying my family is aloud to abuse me will i have to force mny self to never use again when worse things on and on keep happining and my therapist telling me yall are wong

I just remember the one time the voices turned them selves off on purpose then laugh just like god and got louder, I'm in my most powerful times for a reason and for some reason someone wants to fuck me up with all these things and this thing that always follows me everyday trying to stress me...

Fk I forgot to add the dream was Satan's Mansion

I had a dream once where i was in a huge mansion with my some of my best friends and popular rappers but at the end the voices started taking like music from the ceiling and scared me and woke up it was kinda a long dream and fun and have had other like it that seam meaningful I always sometimes...

why d o i feel like yall are just pushing yalls beliefs on me like the voices wont stop if i don't stop thc even tho i did my rituals multiple times I'm always doing my runes putting them in there bubble and just because i cant stop this one thing that is so corrupted the voices will never stop...

did i break out of the curse?

Has anyone read my post?

I feel this way I'm here too!!

I also just did my satanic reds initiation ritual so I'm feeling very strong

I can't seem to reply to y'all on my post but I've read

What am I doing wrong rn

then why do i feel like if i do these things i would actually see a difference and that sets me back like everything doesn't see me for what i am right now and why do i feel like im set b ack from my curses like they acctually did fuck up my life now and i have all these myths about how im the...

so how do i control my life back from the voices and everyone taking it and controlling it from me

but i dont understand why would satan or god force us to go through this badness of drugs when i have in the back of my mind that i know nothing will go worng and im not doing anything wrong and how when i came to this i thought satan would get rid of all my past and negitive karmas but now its...

And I feel nic is worse than THC bc my chest pain stoped when I stoped vaping nic but still vape thc

Plz don't hate me I'm only saying this stuff cuz it's how I feel rn

Stay in hell with all my goodness and greatness never give it up

Even tho I know ik im more powerful than the voices there going to make me stop by getting louder with every hit? I wonder what gods real reason is for fucking my life up I never should've seen this shit anyway now I love it and I'll never get to experience what it's like to not be suppressed...

Everytime I try to quit I go cold turkey and just go back and I thought y'all said to use CBD as a crutch instead so I wanted some good flavor strains but can't find any on the Internet there all fruit flavored or mint and it makes me want to never stop THC because I know I have the best

Ok sorry I haven't fully read all what y'all said but so far I'm taking nic gum and havnt hit the nic vape in a few days now I'm on THC still medical and am wondering if I should do CBD vape because I like the strains so much sorry I'm at work again and here

how is it that where in a universe that has all of time already and time is now and im not culd turkying it makes me go back everytime and thats how i went back because my family made me FUCKING cold turkey all this currpoted bs just come to me now.

Im the boss OF THE VOICES so really i do own them they dont own me tho

i feel like i cant stop now b it i know i can with my soul mate so how am i called addicted and selfish when i found both of those to be good to me.

hi, lately vie just been thinking and beating most of these past experiences that happen to me, most of them being bad experiences almost like it just comes to me most of the time. I want to be the best i can but now i feel like vie been abused with it never stopping probably the reason i still...

Yesss I did mine as soon as I found the site

im so addicted i just posted this and im already back

i remember it saying that shrooms and those drugs create holes not weed does nic too?

Plz don't hate me for going back I keep thinking to go back but I know I can take small steps

I don't think I have a single person I could talk to that would understand my drug use so I know I'm here experiencing it I'm numbing my deeping hurts while everyone trys to curropt it. And my whole child hold of smoking and vaping i never really applied the force to stop even when I was...

I'm going to take steps in stopping now I feel like I have to many problems that I can't do anything about

hi that is how much I've been off so far i keep getting a huge urge to go back but i know its not good for me. i still use thc i don't know why but i just love the medical ones still they are my crutch still but I'm hoping to stay off nic for a long time starting now just an update from me to...

i listen to satanists rappers and satanist music artist

but i think i did those before do i need to do them again?

is it wierd that i just feel suisidle when i try to take in info yall tell me and then i think of all this other sh not Satans but the other bs and the voices curse me out when i think of a good thing and i just forget put me in a bad mood sometimes but im never changing even if i cant find it...

I'm saying its your gradian demon if ur dedicated

I'm glad i made it to and through this journey with all yall!

hi, i have had signs of finding my soul mate recently like my dream of finding her these universe affirmations i got that are meant to find her and i stop when i do my previse mediations of attracting her i used to do a lot and some other. I'm saying this because i want her so bad and sometimes...

so it is just the jews coverup? aliens are starting to spy on us more?

I believe Satan is holy but im not sure why would Father be unholy??

i feel like ive had a rough life too and i think its very kind that you think to talk to us i havnt read your other post but you are on the right path my blood and i know Father Satan will guide you with protection to all of your desires. I BELIVE IN U!

rn im listening to dreams by carti leak. it carti season og sh. HAIL SATAN!

and it feels like god is cursing me out my whole life

i dont know how to think right now it feels like i have to be perfect with everything or it doesnt work

Thank you i always try to think about my Satanist in hard time cuz i know there just like me i just have a hard to being without them even tho Satan sees all his people so i know im close because when i first started smoking thc i just loved the way it made me feel i feel like i felt it more...

It sounds like I'm damanding but nobody is like me I was told the power is within me

I could just go on and on for There's so many reasons I could go on and on if you where here and talking to me but no one even asks how hard it is to maybe be addicted NOBODY

No body will understand but I know it's right

Why do I have to have real voices that attack me and my heart I'm here now I'm not scared like the voices I'll just keep using

I'm not listening to all these Jews telling me it's wrong and I need to

I remember even the voices try to control everything I do I'm remembering a lot of moments that happened back then and all I have is them just pushed back sometiems from my meds and I'm never aloud to vape again bc of this but all I know is doing so I don't see why every one just trys to curropt...

my voices get loud when i try to trance and i never really did it right every time i tried never actually got my self to trance back then it was hard

I need help scheduling my meditations so they never get messed up or someone makes a loud noise while I meditate and it messes me up while I'm tranceing that's what I'm scared about and it makes me fully awake after

It Keeps giving an error on element

I would absolutely love that a way to open me to find my soul mate and meet more satanist how can I start it would help me do more rituals too even tho I've done a lot

How can I make sure I don't give them the power it seems there always desperately coming to me and then I take the blame for some reason

and everyone prolly just thinks im broken and going to bburn in hell even i had a dream i went to bad hell

i just feel broken

and everyone thinks they can control me

im just deppressed my whole life and people and voices think they can take advantage and im sick and tired of it if only i could advance faster got me just sad to music

am i able to do the program again i thought it was a one time thing ill re read the whole site and do this sigil meditation i just want all this bs out of my life HAIL SATAN!

I'm at my job right now part time that's why I had to make it fast

Hi, sorry this is fast I just stoped the mediation program a year ago bc I was having problems with voices and family and friends. I'm just upstatimg to see what y'all think I should be doing right now sense it's so hard for me I need y'all's help now. I'm still waiting for all my manifests from...

u just gotta believe and trust Father Satan to get your breeze and everything, i believe in u!!!! HAIL SATAN!

yes my parents know my mom is now understanding she's been listening to satanic podcast and her friends told her its not evil, so its my just dad that hates it and my brother right now cuz they don't understand really and are kind of mean to me about it before. i feel like it would be really...

hi im also open to new friends im Non-theistic and theistic satanist my family is Christian as well trying my hardest to stay away from the ways of jews. I've been spiritual satanist and dedicated to Father Satan for like 3 years.