recently i've been meditating. At first it was a tad difucult and so many things distracted me, but for about the last week or so when i've meditated odd things have happened. I really have no idea what else to call them. excerpt from my black book which i detail my progress: feb 7th...

I did the final part monday.I only felt minor pain, like a subtle throbing. but how do i know if it really worked?

i dunno, mabey if you don't like what you would perceive after its opened. i've always seen werid thinggs but its gotten so much more frequent since i've started opening my third eye. So i guess you'd want to clsoe if what you saw got to be to much for you ?

I'm on the third day of opening my third eye. i've revently just finished the process that leades to it opening, and my head hurts so much. like its swimming in torental waters. Is it normal for my head to hurt so much ?

After doing a ritual i felt so light, so powerful, so complete. its like my whole body was tingling, i never wanted it to stop. and just a bit ago i was doing my first attempt at programming my aura to repel certain people and my body it still feels warm, tingeling and energized. is that normal...

thank you, all your advice was really helpful ^^

i would like one in book form for two main reasons 1. my p-rinter is on the fritz and i don't trust to print it out else where 2. because i think it would be a wonderful thing to have

when i read this artical (http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... rable.html) something near the bottom stuck out at me , She said that sometimes she was attacked in the night because she was directly involved in spirital warefare. she said that they would attack her...

Where can i buy a legitimate Al Jilwah ?

I know that praying to father is different and i beleive i read somewhere on joyofsatan that you write your prayer on a clean piece of paper and burn it? and i'm wondering if i've remebered correctly.

i had the urge to create a facebook group in the name of father. its called father is joy. if you're of facebook and want to join i encourage you to do so plaease. its designed to connect us more and those who are generaly curious about father and seeking knowledge.

I've read that the peacock is sacred to satan. now considerin gmy home predicament i'm wondering if geting a peacock statue or figurine would be a offence to father stan ? or would that be a apropriate symbol ?

I haven't beleived in the religion i raised by for a long time. Though i attened church ( the church of jesus chrst of latter day saints) ( yep mormon ) I feel that satanism is better for me when i dedicated myself i jsut felt like a weight was removed i was very happy. but i'm having trouble...