Hello all! Last week I had a stressful series of days & I accidentally overdosed on my lithium, which sent me into a super mentally hyped mode. I was full of torrents of broken thought & I couldn't focus on anything. I couldn't even work at my job. In the midst of it, Father gave me...

I get that feeling too! Every time is see the sun wheel or Adolf I feel a strange sense of pride deep down. I'm gonna do a past life regression to see. I'll post what I find. I think it'd be cool for everyone in this thread to as well! Hail Enki! Heil Hitler! spv

First off; Bitches brew! Such a badass album! Anyway, I've worked in music for 10 years & collected many things I like to use. I personnally like secular choir for purposeful magick, ambiant native American tribal music, & I even use Team Sleep to relax (turned down of course. It is a bit of...

I was just wondering what everyone elses view of these people's ideals & existence? It seems to me they're abusing Father's symbols & propigating slander against Hitler & his sacrifice. Any input? Hail Enki! Spv

When I was a retarded wiccan, I did a "spell" to make it rain. I used with success several times, but now I see how stupid I was using that magic. Is there anything I can do to make it rain here without disrespecting the Gods? I live near San Antonio Texas & it is dangerously dry out here. I'd...

Howdy friend! Good to hear from another Texan! It depends what you want to know. The Joy of Satan website is a good place to start, especially with the history & meditations links. After that, I would start with the witchcraft aspect when you feel strong enough. The meditation page will tell you...

Hello all, it's kinda funny that there are a few posts on healing as I've been home sick for the past few days. I spent these days on amoxicillin (lymph infection) & a regiment of Satanic healing. I pictured the area glowing like the sun & repeated " my sub mandibular lymph node is healing, my...

Do not mention father's name, lest you regret it. Iearned that the hard way myself. With my xian family. & I do regret it. Let them hide from the truth. They're not worth it. Hail Enki! Spv

I finished the ritual in Marion, tx @ 6:34 this morning, I feel great about it! My board is watching the sunrise now, charged & ready! Hail Enki! & happy father's day! -spv

Hi all! I recently used a pendulum to find my gd, the name I got was "Der." I know that's german for "The" but does anyone have an idea of his other names, or where I can find his sigil? I would appreciate it very much! Hail Enki! -spv

Hello all! I was watching the discovery channel's "a haunting" & was disgusted by the victims' constant running to the Xian church fir help. But, I realized that that's pretty much the only available resource visible. But what of these entities? I think they're Xian based & used to strengthen...

Hello brothers & sisters! I am currently entrusted with overseeing my grandfather's health, which is quickly deteriorating. I'm doing it because I'm the only one in the family with moderate medical knowledge ( I can do ekg's & simple tests) but they can only tell so much. Aside from training my...

Hello brothers & sisters! Well, long story short, I was born with a serious heart defect & have have several operations throughout my childhood. I've also battled testicular cancer. I lived under a Xian household for 18 years & during those years, I was "prayed" upon(haha! Get it?) by Xian...

very amusing pic of the pope http://www.break.com/pictures/interesti ... 46247.html hail Enki!

I was thinking about this and you're right; the pope & his chums will have heavy protection physically & psychically. We can't "cut of the head & watch the body die," I think we should go after the small & work our way up. I say small, I mean head parishoners, deacons, etc of the Vatican...

Hello all! I just used a pendulum to find my gaurdian demon & I got the letters D-E-R. Has anyone ever heard of this name or anything close? I got nothin. Thank you for your time! Hail Enki! -spv

i've been meditating with simple breaths, as the 3rd eye mudra is for that major chakra. as these are minors, i just inhale the energy, and exhale on the points envisioning them like little stars brightening on each exhale. i use the diagrams in the JOS page on chakras for locations. when i had...

Hello, all! I wanted to pass these experiences along & see what you thought: 2 days ago I noticed my wife's puppy was acting strangely. He wasn't energetic, but he looked really good. The next day I came home & I realized I couldn't "feel" him anymore. I could feel my dog & son. I've only been...

I forgot to mention I go to the gym every other day & eat healthy. I'd just like to capitalize on any plausible method.

Hello, brothers & sisters! I've a question about assisted weight loss. I'm aware of the meditation on blacksun666, but does anyone know of another method to use in conjunction with it? I'd like to lose about 15-20 lbs., & any advice I would be grateful for! Thank you for your time! Hail Enki!

I just wanted to throw a couple things out there: 1. I'm not clear on the definition of reptilans. & 2. I'm not clear on how the earth was created. I used to be 100% Pure pro evolution athiest until I could no longer ignore the Complexity on everything from eocsystems to orbits. I'm not...

It may be your own personal sigil. I've heard of that before.

Can anyone show me a link regarding the truth about Hitler & his commrades & Nazism?im showing my grandma the lies of the holocaust & it's the piece I have left to find. Thank you all! Hail Ea! -spv

I doubt it. A friend of mine is very close to the bassist (he managed union underground's sound) & it's more of a jew's slander on xians, so he really doesn't know what he's talking about. It's funny because i've always loved their tone, but hated their singer. I knew he was jew because he...

Can anyone please give me a link to a list of facts disproving the holocaust? My grandma & I got into a discussion about it & she wants some credible info. Thank you! -spv

I just finished my 7chakra openings, & I was wondering what I should do next? I'm open to the suggestions of your experiences. Thank you! -spv

And where can I find good info that debunks the vile jews and gives great detail to the actual ones responsible? Thank you all Spv

Hello everyone! Last night I started opening my crown chakra, but I think I'm having difficulties. Im having strong flashes of emotions (anger, annoyance, joy, sadness, peace), but mostly negative stuff, & it's strong! I thought i'm supposed to feel happy & light? I did have trouble finding my...