about a year ago i did the dedication ritual meditated for a bit and i wouldnt say forgot about satanism as i thought about it frequently but simply never brought myself to sit down and meditate. that being said somehow my third eye works despite meditating maybe twice in my life and not even...

Honestly mate It sounds nothing like Thoth. I've read other things claiming it is pronounced more like toe and that's easy enough to do. However I'm a very err detail oriented person and an easily angered one. it drives me crazy that I can't pronounce that is there any other way of opening the...

I understand how to do the simple yogic humming breath. however when I try to apply it to opening the third eye or any other meditation for that matter I just can't exactly pron ounce the word. For example thoth how am I supposed to pronounce this it seems impossible any tips?

I have yet to actually make a pact of sorts with Satan. However I believe my guardian is shax whenever I say the name it makes me feel a deep happy sort of power. I'm yet to truly make contact however will this become easier once the pact is made?