Haha I feel it arsenal9408 the idea of me doing this dedication is getting easier for me to decide  as the days pass there has been several weird coincidences nothing negative of course but me being able to notice them is amazing and I want to know more. The knowledge pulls me in 

Thank you guys for your input. I appreciate it. Spiritual Satanism has came easy for me just from studying it. I've read you could see the demons when doing a ritual honestly my fear is seeing another entity not knowing how it looks and from being filled with nonsense placed by Christians.

I still have this fear that is holding me back from dedication. I want this but I'm scared of something that I don't even know what I should be scared of. I feel like this is the way for me I see truth in this..

How do you know if you are with one? Can I get a definition of a succubus?

But what if tht person is a close relative and showed you the truth.. Honestly feel like letting him walk on his own I don't want to but thts what I'm getting right now. I'm feeling more in touch thn he is thn when i first started. I'm thirsty for knowledge or truth which ever comes first. And...

So can you guys tell me the significance of the Orion belt bcuz. Ive been getting these signs which were showing me to the Orion belt. I just want to know more is there anything special about this? Why do I feel like i have to know this?

Any astrological/spiritual significance of the Orion belt??

What to do when someone who has or said they been a satanist for a while had introduced me to this knowledge is now saying he is "feeling the power of god" what does this mean

Now how about the Sun?? I know we could pull energy from the sun while meditating under it but on a cloudy rainy day, do certain people who are used to the suns energy feel drowsy or weakened?? Or does tht just depends on the person??

My emotions have changed more dramatically thn ever I'm not a dedicated satanist but studying and looking forward to it. A lot has changed for me during the time I started with this one is emotion. My emotions try to trick me at times especially anger but I'm really really good at control. But...

I have been reading it but pdf aren't successful on my phone but I'm doing my best with jus reading

What is the meaning of life when its been repeated tht the world is going to end??

Thanks for tht I'm new to this and its exciting nothing I've been doing has not been negative in any way. I want to know why emotions play a big part in everything..

Ok so I'm not dedicated but really interested and growing very fond of this religion but I have this person who brought this knowledge to my attention and the more I get into it I feel its wanting to go to the right hand side. The things it says to me things about god and other things tht just...

Well I felt a presence but it didn't feel negative at all and I knew it was there bcuz I looked away just to check it wasn't my own mind playing tricks or whatever but I looked back at tht one spot and it was there and honestly it made me smile knowing I sensed something tht big it was uplifting...

Earlier this week I was in my room and was either watching a movie or playing video games, anyways this purple apparition or whatever it was was just there in the corner of my eye and I would look away and wouldn't see it until tht particular spot in my room I focused on it a lil more and it...

Hi my names chris ime gonna have to wait a few days to do the initiation. ive read quite a few of the mesages and it seems lik parents are a major problem if any one lives near polo illinois and needs to get something done or just wants to hang out. its just me and my friends no parents...