Befor I start, I want to say that I am a person with an extremely powerful sex drive. Each person is different and how much one can masturbate is completely individual. For the last few months when I go to sleep, I masturbate and work with my sexual energy. In the last few months...

For the last year their has been a man coming to the gym who yells when he works out, slams weight and says so many curse words in a time span of five minutes that it is nauseating. He is a little under 6 foot, has tattoos all over his arms and legs and goes by the name JD. Recently me and my...

Last night I was extremely tired when I decided to go to sleep; though after laying there for some time I found myself to be restless. I laid in bed for about an hour befor I started to fade into the deep trance state of theta. This is when I realized that their seemed to be an energy aiding me...

I haven't been speaking to demons as regularly as I usually do, simply because I want to show them that I can work and advance independently without consistent guidance. Though recently I have been having some issues with projection. Recently I have been having dreams to where I loose control...

One thing that I have realized over the last few years is that I have never read that having a good, full body sun tan allows you to sit in the sunlight longer in meditation. This gives your physical body the ability to sit longer in the sunlight, giving the soul more time to absorb the suns...

I wanted to talk about Satan and the gifts he has bestowed onto me. first of all, I want to say that I have been an active member of the spiritually satanic community. I have participated and preformed every single Reverse Torah Ritual that has ever been posted on the joyofsatan website. One...

I have been working on expanding my sushumna and raising my serpents. I have been speaking with demons and getting help with the process. I wanted to hear from someone else what their personal experiences were with working with this aspect of the soul. Simply because I do not ever make posts and...