http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6t6ac45o4l8

I looked in the group some, but I couldn't find anything. So, I, as a transgendered girl decided to ask... What gods or goddesses can help one on bodily feminization?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6t6ac45o4l8 Here is a link to it. Hail Satan!

What I have written is not directed towards Satanists. It is directed towards outsiders, and if anyone wishes to print it out and make fliers, you are free to do so. What follows is a thorough exploitation of Zionism/Jewishness. To endow those ignorant or uninformed about true Zionist...

What I have written is not directed towards Satanists. It is directed towards outsiders, and if anyone wishes to print it out and make fliers, you are free to do so. What follows is a thorough exploitation of Zionism/Jewishness. To endow those ignorant or uninformed about true Zionist...

I stumbled onto a band recently. They're called Melechesh, and despite the band's origins, which is Jerusalem and Bethlehem, they praise Sumerian/Mesopotamian text. A lot of their song titles involve The Anunnaki. And, on their album 'As Jerusalem Burns... Al'Intisar' they have a song called...

I don't want to hear about myth, I want the personal experience. Anubis, I please welcome even the trivial things that wouldn't seem important. He's my Father, and I have a humbling interest. Who was his wife? Did he have another other children other than Zorantiel? What are all the details that...

I've been through the list a few times, and I found a few on feminine energies and magick, which is close to what I am looking for, but... So, as some are you aware, I am a transgendered girl, and I recently have been using runes. I would like to know which would be good for physical...

I don't know what is wrong at this point... I didn't think it'd be a good idea to post about this on the J.O.S boards, but... It fucking hurts so much... It feels like my appendix exploded, or that I have a bullet in my ovaries, which I don't have ovaries, so... I went to the hospital yesterday...

So, I opened my old Luciferic grimoire written by Michael W. Ford, and began to search through it. I discovered in it that it dealt with the kundalini. As I haven't completely read it, I was wondering if anyone is aware of what I am talking about. Yes, the book is called Liber HVHI. Are any of...

So, I've done some theological thinking lately, and this is what I came up with. Jesus Christ is supposed to be "God" reincarnated on Earth, but supposedly, to get from Heaven to Earth, from the Christian perspective, is to fall. So, if God in the old testament was a cruel dick, and Jesus in the...

No Satanist limits themselves, and I know this is possible, but how would one go about with erasing memories? I'm not asking because of trauma purposes, but I was thinking about some of my favorite music, and how I can't listen to it anymore, because I've listened to it too much over the years...

I read that Shiva is looked upon to be the destroyer, but that's untrue, obviously. Now, we look at Yama, who is supposed to be death. I ask inspired by a song by Gojira, Yama's Messengers, who at the end kind of refers to Yama as the "creator, faultless one". I know Gojira are practitioners of...

Ouroboros, the dragon/serpent seen eating its own tail, is it Satanic? I see how it could be, and this song is what triggered these thoughts for me. It's called Oroborus by Gojira. Serpent of light, movement of the soul crawling stately along the spine Mighty phoenix, from the ashes arises...

I was just wondering if it is possible for the enemy to suppress your sexuality somehow. When I was a child, I had a vivid sexuality, but it seems like I don't have one at all sometimes, and at my age it should be raging. Are there any meditations to increase your sexuality or to fill your body...

I just want some information on what people closer to Demons/Father himself think about Anti-Cosmic Satanism. I question it, and it interests me, but intend no sort of blasphemy towards Enki.

So, I've been thinking for a while now... I hate my name, because not only does it not match me, but it's biblical. I really, really don't want any Demon or fellow Satanist to call me by such blasphemy to our Father Satan, and in general, I don't want such mirth placed upon me. I came up with...

One of the first metal bands I listened to, Devildriver, I saw an interview of and they talked about the bible and encounter with aliens. Dez spoke of rooting back religions to the first, of Mesopotamian, Egyptian, and Sumerian. Immediately, I thought he was a Spiritual Satanist, but then I...

The Aquarian Twilight is the name I picked for the coming new age of Aquarius, which we all know is when Father said he'd rule again. I got REALLY, REALLY fucking excited for this! I nearly burst into tears seeing the date, December 21st, 2012, and grew overwhelmed by joy. I want to know all of...

I guess I'll just bluntly say it, I'm transgendered. I am wondering what to do about this, Satanically speaking. Should be self explanatory, I feel like utter shit and mirth because I'm not myself on the outside, as I am on the inside...

I've been quite devoted to meditation, as I have been doing a lot of it. I seem to be having troubles with the meditations of Psychic Clairaudience and Clairvoyance, though. Can anyone help me?

The day before yesterday, and even the day before, I did meditations and magick prior to achieving a few certain things. Within twenty four hours, they were all granted, and I began feeling Father Satan's energy flow throughout my visceral very loving and energetically. I know, it's probably not...

I would like to start off by saying that I am diagnosed with multiple problems, some which include depression, delusional disorder, derealization, and depersonalization. In this, I have trouble focusing. (Also, please excuse me for ranting, and keep in mind that I am new. I just dedicated my...