So just about anyone can probably type my name into a computer and see that I'm labeled as a "paranoid schizophrenic - convicted felon". Because of this, could it be why I always have this feeling of banishment/exile? Like society has turned their back on me? Why I almost always get piss-poor...

I've sometimes wondered about this. I've often gotten the impression that in order to become a God you need to let go of earthly things like eating food or drinking water and instead survive off the energy of the cosmos or something. Is that sort of thing true, or do Gods eat and drink just...