hi fellow brothers and sisters. yesterday sevral members of our family that hangs around in the chatroom got banned without no reason, and no reason was given to them at all?

I hate this xian music That they play on this boat That i have to take to get too my girlfriend.. Stupid fucking xian jesus and there songs about him and those ugly angels. Xianity is infecting everything.. they must vanish! Hail the true gods! Hail father satan!

i've been thinking about this for a few days, and my question is iron offensive for demons? cause when i dedicated i used a iron bowl to burn the paper in. and i was wondering if i could use that iron bowl as a burning bowl for rituals?

it seems like i have no focus center at all... even how hard i try to focus to get into a trance or when meditating, my mind just wonder's off, i start to have a conversation with my own brain or something! it upsets me so much i wanna punch myself in the face.. those few times i've managed to...

what is wrong with JoS? some of the pages like the joine hells army page won't come up?

a while back ago, i was out drinking with some friends, and i meet a girl and her mother out at the local bar, and we started talking about paranormal things like energies, zodiacs, etc, and the mother could se some aura, and she told me that my aura was blue, like navy blue, and since she is...

the few times i have been able too fall in a trance everything starts too spin around really fast and i get a little dizzy, my body feels really heavy, sometimes i don't get the spinning, then i only get the feeling of being heavy, and i don't get that mentally falling feeling, or like I am in a...

what are the take on these? ghost spirits and poltergeist are the just fucking with us? can the hurt/attack us?

hi! just wanted to ask something, me and my girlfriend have been together for like 3 years. And i really love her, she is a totally great girl and love me for what and who I am. But She is a "xian" but one would only know if you asked here, she is not like that hysterical xian, cause she don't...

hi brothers & sisters. about a year ago i downloaded a folder containing a lot of books from temple of the vampire and sanguinarium and strigoi, start right now about reading from one of the books ( the vampire predator bible ) anybody have some insight in this? stands alot of stuff about energy...

Hi brothers & sisters. been a couple of months since the last time i've been here. I haven't done any meditations lately, and i feel so guilty about it, feel like i have disappointed father, and myself, i feel realy bad about myself for not doing anything. But i have too get my lazy ass up and...

i have probably asked this question before. But as a totaly "newborn" satanist, i have been practicing foundation meditation, trance and void. mostly foundation meditation, wanna get the feel of energy, starting too feel a warm tingeling, but not so strong, but it is there :-D but i have not...

i'm haveing a real hard time with visualizeing thing. like energy. should i have my eyes open or closed? any tips about traning up my visualizeing? and i'm real woried when i'm starting to open my chakras and don't have mastered the visualizeing part.. hail father enki!

I belive i maybe did get into a trance this morning, i did the breathing exercises technique # 4, did it like 10 times, then i suddenly feelt like falling, and like i was spinning all around, out of control. my hands feelt realy havy and i startet to get dizzy, but my mind was totaly clear and...

i'm doing the best i can on meditation and trying too feel energy, feel father or any demons, but i don't feel anything, maybe beacuse i'm a newborn? dedicated 8 days ago. i know this thing take time, sometimes i belive i can feel him but I don't know for sure, when i try too feel energy it...

I just have 2-6th editions of the earth chronicles, where is the first one? or what is the name of the book?

Hi my soon to be brothers and sisters. I have alot of adrenalin now cause i will do the dedication tomorrow night. And there is like a 100000000 questions in my head right now! Like what things too use. i have the candles and i have i big heavy steal/metall bowl. But i don't know if it is the...

Sorry for all my questions, but when doing foundation meditation, should you keep your eyes closed or open? i've had mine closed. have been doing it for one and a half week now. And i belive i can feel like a hot radiation hitting my arms and face. not the rest of the body. maybe it's just my...

Is the spiritual warfare traning program a good start for someone who haven't done any power meditation? cause if it is, i have something to start with. I also need to mention that i work on a boat, fhising boat to be exactly. where there's only a little privacy. cause you work 6 hours and get...

Hi :-) I'm working with meditation at the time. void meditation and breathing in energy with your whole body. But i have problems too visualise things in my mind. like i don't realy now how too imagine energy, and what it looks like, what color ect. And when the times come too try and open up...

what is the diffrence between annunaki and nephilim? I've done a little snooping around on youtube, and there they say the nephilim are the fallen ones, sons of satan and so one..

what is the best meditation too start with? void meditation or opening your chackra? the third eye?

hi people! I have tried too meditat but it's kind a hard for me.. cause i have problems too concentrate, and sometimes when i succed i see all this horrible pictures of twisted face's and shit that realy scares me, what could it be? just my imagination playing tricks or angelic attack?.. I have...

I can feel that my time is close, that i will do what is right, and that would be to do the dedication, but i have no rituale tools, and i have problems my consentration.. And i have trouble too dedicate myself to meditate and doing what i must too empower myself. i know i have asked alot of...

I don't know where too begin. or what too say. But every night that passes, i'm thinking of doing the dedication ceremony. But when I think clearly i'm getting scared shitless. Like there is something holding me back. I am probably a big whimp or pussy or something. but is this natural? too be...

finaly home from 1 month at the sea:-) looking for the right time to do the dedication ceremony. It's just i feel a bit scared and i'm afraid that i'll have to change my life style totaly after the ceremony, that i'll have to read and meaditate every day. that i'll have no time to go out with my...