I come from a very eclectic pagan background. Not the white light fluffy crap. I’ve read about voodoo, black magic, all types of spells, tarot, runes, etc, etc. Some of it was obvious crap. But some seems pretty legit. Can any of that be salvaged? I might cry if I find out I’ve spent thousands...

I’m trying to access the 40 day empowerment ritual, but I keep getting a broken link. It shows the first page, and that’s it. Is there another way to access it? As an aside, check out the video Demons Are A Girls Best Friend by Powerwolf on YouTube. Straight ahead metal, but very cool ?

It’s been about 2 weeks since I did my dedication, and almost immediately I began getting small signs, so subtle that it actually took me a few days to notice. I’ve had the pain in my neck and shoulder from a pinched nerve, and arthritis pain in my hands and feet, for years. Within 2 days of my...

My whole life I’ve unconsciously repelled spirits. I would go on ghost hunts to places that had lots of activity, and there’d be nothing. Tour guides would say things like “I guess the spirits don’t want to be bothered tonight”, and “That’s weird. They’re usually pretty active.” I’ve never been...

Last night I performed my dedication ritual. Everything went beautifully. Then this morning when I woke up, I felt horrible, like I’d been hit by a truck. If I was still in my old mindset, I would have thought that this is God, the Universe, telling me I made a mistake. Fix it fast. But after...

I am very, very squeamish about my hands and fingers (feet and toes too). Does the blood have to come from the finger? I have no problem getting it from my leg or arm. Weird, I know

So I’m starting the power meditations “course” and I’m starting with the breathing exercises. I’ve always had this problem in other meditation classes I’ve taken. One instructor called it body dismorphia, or something like that. I don’t feel the breath in my body. I can’t feel my lungs or my...

My one female cat sleeps beside my pillow. Last night, or rather this morning at about 5:30am, I woke up because I was cold. I sat up to pull up my bedding, and my cat sat up also. As I’m reaching for the blanket, she suddenly lets out these terrifying loud screams, grabs ahold of my arm with...

The first version of this doesn’t seem to have gone through. I apologize in advance if it happens to turn up after this one. Just wondering how to read through the site. Should I read each topic and the links at the bottom before going on to the next, or each topic, then go back and read the...

Hi! I just found your site tonight. I’ve tried a bit of just about everything in the past and nothing seemed to fit, so I just did my own thing. As soon as I started reading your site, a literal bell went off, and I knew this was it. Just a quick question about reading order. Should I follow the...