Earlier I was in a dark place, thinking about all of my failures. I was hating myself for things I did do, and didn't do. I was letting all the hateful things other's have said bring me down. I felt worthless, as if nothing I did mattered. My self esteem was at it's lowest, but then I thought...

Take a moment to ponder yourself...Are all of your thoughts and favorite things really your own? are your beliefs and ideas yours, Do these thoughts really belong to you, or have they been made for you by those around you, by society? are you really "you"? are you the person that calls to you...

Ok so here it goes, every now and again I fall into a slump where I don't do what I need for myself. That includes poor eating habits, not drinking enough water. Not meditating or doing important rituals..not cleaning up my home. I get overwhelmed and don't want to do anything good for myself...

Just a quick question. Been seeing a lot online that it's rumored that not only is graphene oxide in the vaccine but it's being added to all of our foods and water. Is that a lie meant to spread fear or is it true and if so, what should we do to protect ourselves from eating or drinking any...

So I know this will sound a little strange but here it goes, I was decorating for the holidays and I came upon a tangled jingle bell garland. After struggling with it for a good time I started to become frustrated. I at first wanted to break it in half I was so angry but instead I started to...

I've been seeing some posts circulating on various websites about how this company senomyx uses hek293 cells in several food, drink and health products. I find it pretty disturbing if that's the case..I feel kinda sick about the idea that aborted human embryo kidney cells are being added to food...

Firstly the magnitude of race mixing in movies, commercials and general TV. The magnitude of Gayness, or gender being rid of on these platforms. The increasing amount of Women being so powerful "they don't need no man" they can survive on their own with no help. While I know women are powerful...

Sorry I haven't posted in a while everyone. Been focusing on my life and not much time to talk now. But today I am interested in learning more about haplogroups. I long ago was dumb and tried using an ancestry DNA service I didn't find any useful info other than it telling me of my German...

I'm trying to get back into things but I'm constantly attacked with this weird guilt coming from nowhere, worries of what if I'm wrong for being back here, etcetera. I know it's not true and I'm not used to these kind of attacks. I never had too much of a problem with this in the past, but now...

I've been through a dark period in my life. I've been inactive. I feel like I have no business being here, posting after such a long time of inactivity. I've been no help at all. All I ever wanted to do was fight to stop the enemy and to help our cause. But it's been a long time now and I've...

I was wondering how old is too old? This obviously only applies to adults. Teens should never date or have relationships with older people. But once we have the freedom of being an adult, and being with who we want. How old of an age gap is too old? I don't feel that 5-7 years is bad. But what...

I only have one song recorded so far. It's been a little while since I recorded music. I am a little rusty, but I hope it still can be enjoyable. The website is safe, It is a free music sharing platform. It has the option to listen to my song in your browser OR to download it for free if you...

Truly disgusting shit right there. I am sharing this here again so we can all be aware of what they are planning. I feel we should all increase our Rtrs on this day to combat this evil. Who is with me?

Every now and then I look up famous writers,poets,musicians,actors, etc. I search to find out who is a true Gentile and who is a piece of jewish shit. I recently had the curiosity to research Lord of the rings. I was reading into the influences behind the lore and the background of the story. I...

Marijuana is not as harmless as many people seem to think. Weed may seem relatively safe or ''light'' compared to other substances, but the truth is that it is just as bad in it's own way. Marijuana damages the soul, the aura, and the mind. It may not physically addict someone but it definitely...

Just another post to chat! Aside from all the seriousness going on, how is everyone? We are now in September. Fall will soon be coming up and then winter. My favorite seasons. I have been working, and healing, and meditating. trying to work on myself. I had a few set backs after the sudden death...

I haven't see a thread for this sort of thing yet, and I think it's about time we start one! I have seen meme sharing, music sharing, art, etc. Here's one for poetry and short stories! I will go first with my recent poem. Warrior's path: I sat and watched the skies as the forest cracked and...

This is an issue I have had for several years, it comes and goes. I sometimes have a few years without experiencing it, but it always seems to come back. I have never fully understood what causes it, but there could be many factors such as stress and lack of sleep, which I have been experiencing...

I am just curious honestly, so much of the food we eat is now from all over the world that I feel we have lost touch with the true diets of our people. I am certain it's one of the reasons for diabetes, obesity, and heart issues. not the only reason, but one of the reasons. I say this because...

I don't see so many topics about her here. I heard she called upon Andras in battle against her foes. I was curious about any opinions on her. She sounded like a very powerful warrior. I was reading up about her recently.

I had recently lost someone dear to me so suddenly, so soon..They didn't share my beliefs, but I asked Father for their safe journey to be led away from the "light" trap of the enemy. I fully believe they will be safe. And one day be reincarnated. And we will meet again. What this has taught me...

I know she doesn't come on a lot because she is so very busy, But I was wondering how she is doing through all of this, and if you are reading this, You have always been a huge inspiration for me. It was your words that helped me understand and become a part of Satanism. I found jos when I was...

This is just a post to chit chat. How are you all doing? Is everyone remembering to take care of themselves, and make sure to not overwork yourselves? remember we are humans and not machines! yes we are in a war and must keep up the fight, but it's also important to take care of oneself...

Alright, I want to start of first by thanking everyone who posted advice on my last topic. and now this is an odd topic. I have been meaning to post it, but wasn't sure how to word this, or if it was just something in my head, or it was true..If it is just a crazy thought please call me out on...

This is one of my flaws. I am very emotional to begin with and take things deeply to heart. But there are times where I get overly emotional and hurt over something said, or I get too emotional and react too intensely. I never am outright cruel or abusive to anyone but I can say things that may...

Even the wayback machine has no record of them currently. I just found this out now while trying to visit them. I am sure the Hps know this but Just in case not, I wanted to bring it to your attention. I previously went through all of our website content a while back and saved full website...

And by sacred I mean altar items, ritual items, ouija boards, tarot cards, etc. See I have a small bit of an issue, I live in a place where I am alone pretty much, but I have very religious parents who visit on occasion, and they can be a little snoopy and nosy at times. I love them, but I can't...

I was wondering, whenever I listen to so called Egyptian styled music on the web it never sounds right. It sounds too Arabic or middle eastern or too this or that, I understand no one can really say what it sounded like except for our Gods and our past lives, I feel perhaps it was closer to...

I was going to ask this before but I'm stubborn and thought I could do it on my own without asking. So now I see I have an issue that I need to write about. I've tried and I've asked for guidance from Father and my Guardian as well, which they have very well given me, and I am very grateful. The...

Let's share some of our favorites! I'll start with two of mine. (The victor will never be asked if he told the truth) (If a comrade of ours opens a Jewish newspaper in the morning and does not find himself vilified there, then he has spent yesterday to no account. For if he had achieved...

I know you guys are very busy and I wanted to do something nice for you. I had an artistic vision, after being on our joyofsatan website. and I know much of the image content there has not been updated in years. I just was wondering if you guys would like to maybe use my header I made for you. I...

https://mk.christogenea.org/system/files/video/EternalJewMovieAudio.mp4 Above This is a very important documentary I feel everyone here should watch, If you already haven't yet. Please excuse the website this is from, They have some good videos, but some very weird things that go against what...

I had heard of it before but never watched it. With some research I found it online on a video hosting website with english subtitles. I recommend this film it honestly shows perfectly how deceitful the jewish people are. I will not share the exact link I came across because I do not want any...

Would runes help with this or something else? I have a strong amount of German ancestry as my father was directly adopted from Germany. But because it was long ago and the area he was adopted from tore down that place it's all lost. we have no information on our backgroud, and the people...

It's very terrible once you find out that some of your favorite shows,movies,music was created by a jew. I have spent hours and hours researching all of my favorite content. Once I realized it was made by the enemy it pissed me off..especially if it was a childhood favorite. Like the rugrats for...

https://www.charismanews.com/culture/80326-jonathan-cahn-calls-for-national-day-of-prayer-and-repentance-the-return Above is an article a xian family member of mine posted. Calling for a mass day of prayer in the United states in September 26th of this year. Here's a piece of the article for...

I used to frequent the yahoo groups but I had a long absence from social media for a while due to many changes in my life. I never made too many friends on the groups, I'm a sort of loner and choose to figure stuff out myself through stubbornness lol. Mainly I used to just read other peoples...