Hello again, and welcome to another chapter in this ongoing saga to fix myself. So I've begun to notice something rather strange--it's been ongoing for as long as I can remember but I guess I just didn't realize what had been happening until now. Anyway, whenever I attempt to meditate or enter...

Alrighty. So for those who've been following my saga, you already know what's going on, but for those who haven't, I've undergone a premature kundalini ascension and, due to the overflow of energy or a past life failure or whatever the fuck else it might be, I've been essentially unable to...

To the clergy: If you choose not to publish this thread, I completely understand. I fully realize trying to explain or make sense of my very strange situation may reveal sensitive information. Anyway, let's get on with it. I will most likely repeat some of what I wrote in my previous thread...

Hello, everyone. I've been dealing with a chronic problem for a very long time, and I feel it's time to ask for help. I've been dedicated to Satan for about nine years now. At first glance, that may look impressive, but there's been one major hangup that's keeping me just spinning my wheels: I...

So I've been reading up on how to perform 40-day workings and followed the suggestion to install ChronosXP. Problem is: I'm a Linux user, and trying to get it to run in Wine has been an absolute can of worms. My machine also has nowhere near enough horsepower to run a virtual machine. As well...

I have a knee that's suffered a fair amount of cartilage loss. It's not so bad in day to day activities, but whenever I try to do something strenuous, it almost immediately starts to hurt quite badly and lose stability. It also likes to lock up and/or collapse at random intervals. There's also...