I am the same exact way and it gets so bad that I alienate everyone. What helps is taking my antidepressants and meditation. If u don't like medication, then try St Johns wart, it helps a lot. It takes about a week to get into your system but once it does then u will forget that you were ever...

Its apparent that u did not read what i said.

I don't like either of them cock suckers but if u want to blame everything on one then not the other then it comes off sounding some type of way! Oh bush was all fucking good...oh please! Obama is a fucking prick to me. I hate politics to begin with. All of it is bad. Explain to me who in...

And so was bush when he "bypassed congress"and sent the troops over to Iraq against congress wishes! So many people died over that foolishness. I mean everyone who is intellectual enough to figure out that 911 was an inside job would know that people died for bullshit over in iraq, innocent...

Very well said hoodedcobra! Thank u for saying it. Ty for the knowledge as well. Hail Ea Hail Aguares

Its quite obvious that some of your reading comprehension is very poor. He states clearly that it is bad for you and fucks up your aura, allowing negative entities into the psyche! Why does everyone have to be an infiltrator if you miscomprehend or disagree with something? Clearly there is some...

Try carob chips! Taste almost like chocolate and it's healthy

During meditation I asked who my guardian Demon was and the name Aguares popped up in big red letters...funny because this demon's color is red and governed sign is Aries, and I am an Aries. What do you think of this?

I have a Jewish looking nose because of me being part Native American. My mother is Native American and my father is Black! I hate my nose but this is what it is.

Lady Gaga is Italian but brainwashed and Michael Jackson outsmarted the Jews by faking his death! His mother and children have the rights to his music!

Wow! Thank you for teaching me something new. Hail Ea

Read it already or are u asking to read it? There is a section that says dedication, u click on that and it gives u the ritual and the instructions!

Yes and even more frightening is the fact that I am being attacked badly! My whole life is falling apart no matter how much I cleanse my aura! I am ready to throw the towel in! Hail Satan

What rune do I vibrate to fix financial problems? Please help...another question, when u vibrate runes do u also visualize what u want and also have an affirmation? Hail Enki

What wrong with being a virgin, that is a beautiful thing that u will never get back...embrace that and save it for love. There are hardly any grown virgins left, any person would kill for it! Lucky!

Wow, we sound like twins! Hail Ea

Sure

I keep seeing 11:11 and 3:33 and I had a dream about the number 333 and woke from my sleep and it was exactly 3:33am. Then there was the time that I dreamt that a voice said to me that I had the mark...he said check ur hand, u have 11:11 in your hand. I jumped out of my sleep at exactly 11:11am...

Do u daydream? I always find that daydreaming helps get me in a good trance and then I clear my mind and start meditation.  I hope this helps? Think about something very pleasant and focus on that thought. Once u find yourself extremely relaxed to the point where u barely can hear the outside...

so now a pack of skittles and an iced tea make you a violent? wtf! he lived in the neighborhood himself, did not have a weapon! even if he said something, when the fuck is that grounds to shoot! this is some bullshit! please get off this subject. right now i am in a foul mood. my sister is in...

Yes! Heck yes!Hail Satan

Hi Don, Then I have a question....who do we Marry as SS? We are not allowed to meet people from the egroups, we cannot tell anyone about what we believe in (for obvious reasons...I am not dumb), I know to never marry or even get involve with a jew, but what about muslims or anyone else? I...

Thank you so mmuch for the info...I was about to go vegan lol! Hail Satan

I felt the same way at first, I was scared. Only because of what my family would think (they are muslim) my dad and grandfather are ministers. I had to realize that they do not validate me. I read the site thoroughly and did side research. It seemed to much like truth and I felt a connection...

Do not know of him and his last name sort of sounds jewish....try Dr. Sebi's herbs. This man has cured cancer, aids, diabetes and etc... He was banned from the U.S because of it and major celebrities use his herbs. When I was using his herbs, I've never felt better in my life! His Herbs was a...

I am sorry if I come off disrespectful but at some point you are going to have to grow some balls and cut it off. Despite the fact that you do not like to hurt ones feelings, regardless; the longer you put it off the harder it will get and eventually she will end up getting hurt! Do not put...

I for one am disgusted by this bitch! I was raped as a child, raped as an adult and it was definitely before dedication! It hurts to talk about, and think about. How fucking dare you!? You are worthless scum is, what you are! Something terrible like that is not to be boasting about nor used...

Then work hard for it! Hail Satan

Sarah, I have been there. I felt I was at my lowest point in life. I had just found out that my friends 20 yr old son raped my 7 year old daughter. I was devastated. I blamed myself because I am her mother and my instincts told me he was a pervert. I thought my mind was playing tricks on me and...

I donot know who lives in the N.Y area, but if you ever feel lonely or need a friend...i'm here in N.Y I could use a friend or 2 myself who has the same beliefs as I. Hail Satan

HoodedCobra it takes a person who uses logic, is an intellilect, mature, and not racially insecure. I am a black female and agree with u 100%. Yes we can helo each other but we must work on ourselves first! Thats just common sense. That would be like someone whose children are starving but they...

I don't trust u! There is something fishy about u! Don't answer any of his questions, I get a very bad vibe from this person!!!

Wow...I have had some experiences myself! My started from childhood! Hail Satan

I am looking for SS in the Albany N.Y area because I need companionship as well as friendship and I would like to start a support group! Hail Satan!

Thank u, exactly! Hail Satan

I have always wanted to be in a metal band...my dad is a guitarist.  Loved hearing him play. I am too old now, but if these walls could talk...lol! HAIL SATAN

Thank u

Two days ago I was meditating for two hours. I was so deep into meditation that it felt as if I was lucid dreaming. I asked who my guardian Demon was and all of these images of symbols kept flashing in front of me and then a name popped up in red- Aguares. Who is this? Hail Satan

wow on my birthday! I was born March 24,1975. I definitely will participate in this ritual. Hail Satan!

Does anyone believe this is real? And if it is, then what and who are they? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CQAhhnL ... ata_player

I have taken st. Johns wort and it did wonders for my depression! Herbs affect everyone differently because everyones body chemistry is different. I had ptsd and depression. Giving it a try wouldn't hurt and if you need help with anxiety, try valerian root at night because it will make you...

Why does everything baad happen to me...why is Father ignoring me? Why doesn't anyone answer my questions or freaking help? Am I not a good enough Satanists. All of these bad things keep happening, blood clot in the lung, health failing, everything in my home breaking down, losing money, bad bad...

Pls send ingredients for cat food Thank u High Priestess Maxine. I always love your sermons and post because they always send a powerful message...I thank Satan for you. Without you I would have never have had my eye's open to the truth! I just came home from the hospital and was very close yo...

Beautiful Hail Satan!

No but my father is jamaican st anns parish...my ex husband is jamaican!

I was afraid as well. Brought up in Islam and told that Satan was the bad guy. I started to doubt this on my 33rd b'day. I felt I needed enlightenment and something was pulling me in a different direction. Ever since I had turned 13 I was interested in learning about Satan but I thought that I...

Beautiful...very helpful!!! Thanks Hail Satan!

Yes indeed, I most certainly need help with meditation! Hail Satan!

Wow-wow-woah! Thanx for the inpiration and drive! Makes me feel like there is a light at the end of the tunnel after all :)

Wow so beautiful ....

I don't think innocent people should suffer for someone else's faults. If the shoe were on the other foot, would u want someone to do that to u? As far as the girl goes, did u guys agree to monogamy? Did u have an understanding that it would be just u and her exclusively? If not why waste ur...

Thank you so much...I almost gave up in my quest for the truth! I thought to myself, I finally found the spirituality that suits me, I finally feel free and one with a God and then boom...I thought I lost it all! Thank you everyone for clearing things up. Hail Satan!

The question is...is their racism in ss? Can a black person be ss? I am confused? Because I am a dedicated ss and I am black! Do u not except black people into satanism? I am simply confused, I need things cleared up, that is all.

Wow, very nicely put! I always feel that us as human beings know right from wrong. It is within us, as well as taught to us throughout our lives. The fact that we ask others is a matter of wanting approval for what we have done. If you know in your heart or feel in your heart that you are...

Wooooowwwwwww...this sickens me and I want to say thanx for sharing!! Hail Satan!!

Attachments : <ol>IMG_20120816_224559-1.jpg</ol>My spine had been feeling tingly the past couple days and I had dismissed it. Today after doing an aura meditation I had decided to sit and watch some television. During, a symbol flashes before my eyes and it was a cross with a hook at the bottom...

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I am in tears right now for the Gentiles...this is utterly and simply f**cked up! Don't know why but lately I havve been so emotional (I use meditation and music to try and calm down but meditation just sems to make it worst lately). Anyway, I am sick and tired of not being able to do anything...

I am not looking for a soulmate or any mate because I have never had any good male role models! I have been married twice to 2 different types of abusive men. I knew them so well and when we made love they could not understand what was happening to them (neither did I at the time)! My last...

Wow...my epiphany was the minute I found out about ss! Hail Satan

How do u find out who is your guardian demon? I really need to know for myself, because whoever it is has been very helpful to me ever since I was a child. They have even saved my life many times but I donot know who it is nor how to find out! Hail Satan!

Ur welcome

Wow that is wonderful to hear...father has blessed u and I had the same problem 3 yrs ago today except my son was born with the cord wrapped around his neck and he wasn't breathing. The drs tried to hide the fact that they had to recusitate my son. He was in nicu for 6 days and he is a strong...

5 of cups means someone is turning away from a situation. It represents a loss of some sort in matters of the heart, the only thing I can think of is u being warned about a loss or it could mean a bad situation being turned away from or u being saved from a bad situation! Either way u need to...

Wow...I love it. I used to write songs but now I am a poet. I wrote my first book 4 yrs ago. Didn't go too far but I am glad that I finally finished something.  My book is Injustices of a Poetic Soul www.injusticesofapoeticsoul8.com I tell the story about the abuses I suffered at the hands...

Yes...I was very intrigued by the videos! Beautiful job! Simply beautiful. Hail Satan My true father and savior I love u with all of me and I am a proud member of hells army!!!!!

Very well put and enlightening! Hail Ea/Enki

I can say this, it is not just the catholic church that is corrupted like that! I was raised a muslim and anything that goes on in the islamic community is quickly hushed and kept secret. I was molested and raped by my uncle for ten years and when it all came out it was quickly hushed and thrown...

well robots are mechanical machines that are programmed by the person or corporation that built it. It could mean that the person is either an infiltrator or that they are having second thoughts about their choices and secretly have been studying other beliefs. I have interpreted many dreams and...