This kinda reminds me of the spiritual warefare message Satan gave the JoS years ago, especially this part: "... There is always another way to do a thing. That way is far away. But it is still a possible way. Destruction and terror will not always be the other way. But until the time comes...

From what I've observed, Dahaarkan hasn't used these more negative emotions to go out of his way to crazily attack his brothers and sisters. His pattern is the same, he does to you what you do to him, so if someone makes false accusations rather rudely and insultingly, or uses general ill...

That explains a lot for what I've gone through in regards to entities and such, even some really bad attachments. Thank you both for adding these comments here. This is a great side-by-side I think to help others understand if they are being drained from an external source (external meaning...

Hmm… well, I’ll give it shot since I made the thread. If someone has a better one, please go ahead, or correct mine if you wish. “In a positive and healthy way for me, any and all psychic vampires and toxic attachments on or connected to my soul are now only able to siphon dross, filth, and...

Learning to trust your gut and intuition when something feels off about a person even if there's no obvious reason why there might be something wrong with them, is good practice too since chances are it might save you from a toxic connection. I believe the Fighting Back meditation can help with...

Often we seek the validation, acceptance, and security of others when we are unable to accept ourselves or provide ourselves security. When we feel that way, we feel very vulnerable to be ourselves among others. Feeling safe in a community, one like JoS, is not based on if others like you, but...

Not sure where you've grown up but I've known people who have bought empty land plots, invested their savings into making nice homes, and then sold or rented them to others, and moved onto another property. Sometimes they bought rundown properties and transformed them into great homes to rent or...

For anyone struggling with aura holes, this might be worth a try. For a while now I have been supplementing my normal AoP routine with an extra affirmation to help my aura heal. Breathe in white-gold energy into your whole body 5 times, then affirm 3 or 5 times: “Any and all holes within my...

Are you listening to the sound of the rain? Are you whispering to the hills of wet hay? Are you calling for a lost love far away, Here in the sleeping town of Valley Ray? Are you rushing down the path in the forest? Are you crushing walnuts with your fingers? Are you going to the market in May...

Sounds quite similar to the advice HPS Maxine gives when she talks of cleaning and AoP at least twice a day, morning/night, especially at night before bed, and always clean thoroughly before and after doing healing or energy work on another. It's like how a doctor will wash up before and after a...

Let it go, Jack. This is just more personal bias based character attacks on Dahaarkan, and acting more like fuel to a pretty over burned fire than something "helpful" to readers. People will make their own opinions of him just as they do for yourself, no matter the kind of "disclaimers" you make...

I can attest to that. Jrvan and I had an encounter with a very sick and crippled person recently, and we were exhausted and looked sick ourselves after talking with them for just a couple hours. The next time we bumped into them we had worn our tourmaline necklaces with algiz carved into it, and...

To reference your original response to my comment, I answered that way since I figured that the larger reason you feel so against the practice of psychic vampirism was because it was done to you, therefore you didn't want others to practice it out of fear of just the idea that someone could do...

I know I'm butting in here but I just wanted to offer something I learned when it comes to things like this (and this can apply to more than just victims of energy vampires like you and I). If you are shot in the leg by an enemy, do you become afraid to use a gun to fight against people who...

Happy Spring Equinox 🌸 <3 Hail Lady Astarte!

Please excuse the late response, thank you for all your advice. If I can remember to get around to it later down the line, I'll update on how my progress is going under this thread. I'm having trouble finding Lydia's visuddhi method for cleaning though. I've seen it get mentioned several times...

The home page of joyofsatan.org looks completely different. Are the different sections (i.e meditations, Demons section, witchcraft etc) being redesigned are well? They don’t seem to be accessible from the home page anymore currently.

I'm so happy that we get to do Father's ritual again! Stay safe everyone. It was mentioned sometime a few months ago I think, that there would be new race awakening rituals eventually. Is this something that we will get to start later this year? I hope this isn't rude to ask.

Thank you very much, HP Hoodedcobra. When I woke up this morning it felt as if there had already been SS performing the rituals. The energy was wonderful.

How do we vibrate Lady Astarte's name in this part?

For once I feel in agreement with a couple of your points, specifically 1 to 3 (I don't outright disagree with the rest, they just seem more your personal pet-peeves for the kind of woman you want). Clear and open communication in any relationship makes things a lot easier. In the past I had...

I've never really understood the whole "only the woman cooks" thing. I guess that's a difference in culture, it was considered to be very good manners to offer to help in the kitchen where I grew up even if you had worked hard all day. Family meals were always a team effort in my household...

As a teen my mother bought me a deck of oracle cards when I was getting into yoga, meditation and energy for the first time. There was a lot of weird xtian and new-age stuff in the meanings of the cards, but the deck I had seemed to function pretty similarly to most decks, only at the time, I...

I have a suggestion if you are willing to hear it. It’s noted that you have a deep fear of rejection and abandonment, and the thought of finding a different compatible partner instead of your fiance is out of the question for you on a personal level… with that in mind, would you agree or...

Not wrong there. There's probably about a half dozen people I know that I can count as people who would without hesitation throw me into an insane asylum ward if they knew I practice magick, RTR's, and am dedicated to Father Satan, and that's just my personally known circle - forget counting the...

This is exactly why I love poetry, especially ones of the Gods. There are some things you just can't convey or teach by normal means, and you can impart wisdom using only the necessary number of words without losing the power of their meaning and their depth. Those who are advancing and know...

I notice that these kinds of clashing of ideas are actually pretty helpful most of the time, (when done in non-aggressive fashions with the intention of digging deeper into understanding like now). I don't imagine it's all that easy for everyone to clear out old ways of thinking if there's...

The prayer mudra can help if this happens during a time that isn't desirable for you. If you're in a situation where this is a problem then you can meditate for a couple minutes with the mudra and feel its energy, it's helped me when I needed to get my bearings in a given moment. But work with...

What is the context of immaturity here? Since Merc.R is over now maybe more pleasant communication can be managed. One could be a very mature person and still another may be required to speak in a different manner or present information/advice in a different style to this person than someone...

Something some say at times is that the truth hurts, or waking up to the truth hurts and deciding to heal hurts. I've learned that truth isn't what hurts, it's the lies and delusions we live in. Lies are like being bound and blinded with a blindfold, whipped across our backs, and given...

Thank you for all this information, this is very helpful and an eye opener. Do you think drinking the chamomile would also help? From my experiences with drinking the tea it's very calming, and helps me sleep but I don't know much else about what it does. It's pretty itchy when it flares up...

Thank you guys :)

The world has its centre, it has its sun Rays of shining gold, then silver on the moon Day and night it lights up the sky Watching from above with the stars so high For a night a month there is no light And the dark celestial calls and beckons Look to another world, another sun Just once a...

haha thank you. I’ll be submitting another one soon (since this one wasn’t actually going to be a post, but oh well things happen). I’ll look forward to seeing some of yours if you do :) that would be awesome.

Oh crap… that wasn’t suppose to submit.

As it rains in spring so it does in fall The seasons change And time feels like it stays the same But ever growing are the seeds and fruits Cherry picked out the dross and threw it away Of little munchkins and song birds and games to play Maybe this time I won’t stay the same Life gives you...

Unlike yourself Jack, I don’t reject everything that I am and mold myself into someone else’s ideas just because a few imbalanced people or those I don’t connect with can’t stand to see my tears and heart. When we shut ourselves and our emotions down, we become angry, resentful, aggressive, and...

Don't vent at me as if I'm the reason you have suffered just because I couldn't help your past self at the turning point of your life that lead you to feel this way. You're here on JoS now, the 4th option that has been presented to you, the one that would actually save you from yourself and lead...

Take a step back, Jack, and re-examine your own growth and behaviour on the forums since you've been here.

I have struggled for a very long time in managing myself, staying disciplined, and not getting caught up in unimportant things. The impact it had on my home life was becoming unbearable and so after trying and failing once more to make the effective change I needed, I asked Father Satan for...

You're welcome, everyone. Glad this could help a bit.

I'm finding that if I analyse my placements and something is stated about a particular house or sign like "In addition, one or more of the areas ruled by the house in which X retrograde is posited, along with the houses with X on the cusps can sometimes experience delays or other problems." then...

I wouldn't exactly call the label of qualified as meaning much more than "a kike placed you in a position with a loud voice of authority and apparently experience" these days regarding the medical field of things... especially where the knowledge of energies and chakras are completely...

My first time here I was labelled an alt account and had my relationship claimed to be invalid just because I stood up for my partner against an idiot who made a stab at jrvan for no reason, then covered it up as a joke. From there it was nearly non-stop “you’re a cuck” “you’re not a real man”...

No. Meteor is the only member here aside from my partner that I have gone this deep into sensing and made notes for, purely because I wanted personally to understand the root of this madness and the truth of his situation, and as my last attempt to maybe help Meteor understand outside of the...

Can you guys "choose not to accept" in a way that doesn't personally target people just because you don't like them, and they don't take shit laying down? It's the same thing again and again. Unwarranted personal attacks or mockery, passive aggression, twisting arguments, putting words in...

I’m a little confused about what you guys are telling me. One is saying it’s yang deficiency and the other yin deficiency. I don’t understand, can one be deficient in both? I’ll try respond as best as I can. Blitz for your first paragraph, I have all three there. My body is almost always...

I’ve tried these things before but they only seemed to make it worse or didn’t make a difference - both the natural route of aloe and coconut, and prescription medication. Topicals have only provided me temporary relief and often that relief lasts as little as a few minutes. So I just don’t...

How do you people expect to reach our 10 year goals for JoS, if you’re all afraid of SS who are different from you? And instead of actually making any personal growth, you just get better at bullshitting.

We've been here only a little over a year, what do you expect? You act is if we're meant to have 10 years of experience among you on our backs when we walked through the door. The people we've had issues with are neither innocent themselves from having inner problems that have been projected...

And that is precisely why despite the surface happiness you might gain from keeping the shield and going through surgery, it will only serve to inflict more problems, harm, and suffering for yourself in the future. You're not a female, that's the fake doll you created, and now you want to...

You really don’t get it. You energy ripped people’s emotions and negativity, willingly taking that into yourself thinking of all things you could have done that would make them cheery? You didn’t help those people you completely imbalanced them, and you still hold those people’s energies. The...

I kept my description of what I experienced brief and vague. It's rather controversial and risky to reveal what one sees psychically when they have no ability to provide physical proof and people have to take their word for it or call them a liar or deluded even if they're telling/seeing the...

Thank you, Blitz. Much Appreciated :) I saw your post on my other thread in the health section (thank you), I'll respond there soon when I have some more time on my hands.

If I may, Blitzkreig. Jrvan and I may appear to some as if we’re suggesting we all turn rogue just because we can, but that’s not the case. There’s a reason he presents this in a harsh and chaotic way, and it’s so that people don’t continue to be ignorant of the side of reality that most get...

I know it's been stated that vibrating the FRTR silently in your mind is still effective, but does that also apply to the other RTR's as well? My throat is taking a beating this week from a cold and the vibrations are causing too much strain.

*Oh I don’t need to stop you from hurting me because later you’re just going to get struck by lightning!* "Evil" or "bad" people don't get punished unless someone has the power to do so. Why do you think we do RTR's? This is the second time someone has pulled the "HPS Maxine's writing is...

This is a sermon of HPS Maxine's that I felt drawn to so I'm making a re-post for it. Fate and the Soul ~ By HPS Maxine Knowledge regarding the soul has been vehemently suppressed for centuries. Ignorance is required in order to be victims/slaves. What is within the soul determines our fate...

No.1 Troll award goes to you.

Seems you need some reading comprehension skills of your own. Not once has jrvan ever stated or suggested that rape is fucking correct. If you are not strong enough or have enough power to stop someone from harming you, you will be harmed. There’s no correctness about it. People can and will...

If you want a more simpler working (in terms of not needing runes) you could follow the one on JoS. It's a form of sex magick. https://satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Love_Spell.html

I know quite well that possession, thoughtforms, and curses can impact your appearance somewhat. Though once they're cleared your appearance normalizes again. But that doesn't explain much. Forceful submission seems to have an affect on appearances as well, as does simply wanting to be like...

The 20th-21th was the date I had in mind as well, though that's assuming my current workings free me up some space in time. I believe there's another waning virgo moon next month as well so I'll get another opportunity for that at least if things don't work out this month. I saw your post...

I can kinda relate in a way. When I use to hang around certain groups of people I'd develop parts of their characteristics, way of talking, behaving, accent. Not sure about appearances for my case personally, but there has been a couple of occasions where my appearance became altered slightly...

This is kinda embarrassing for me to write about but some health problems I have that I’m hoping to address sooner than later is an eczema condition, breast health, and menstrual problems. The eczema seems to be triggered by a fair range of different things. Triggers include: - certain foods...

You know how during certain moon signs there are specific surgeries you should not do? What if it's the same for animals? And if the procedure was done under a safe moon with the help of a Demon watching over your pet as it is neutered, would they suffer any kind of damage to their soul? I...

If you're wanting to compare situations of humans to animals you may want to have an analogy that's closer together. Like say an overpopulation of people in extremely poor conditions where there is no contraception, health care, wealth, or resources, but they continue to engage in sex carelessly...

For anyone needing ideas for affirmations, stumbled on a thread listing some. List of Affirmations For Planetary Squares by AS

Haha definitely not. I barely made the marks to avoid repeating the class and that's only because I made my father help me every time I had homework for it. Pain in the ass. Jrvan mentioned the same thing to me, I checked it out this morning brushing up on some multiplication practice and I've...

Thank you, and yeah definitely. Though I'd rather things be chaotic now than later. I find that I never stop learning more and more, especially for things to help myself or my partner heal and get better. Each time I think I've made a breakthrough there's another door to walk through after it...

Ah shit, the one math topic I failed at in my education and hated was financial.

What would be a good example for a debilitated planet? Would you focus in on an aspect of the planet to empower or the placement of the planet itself such as "in a safe and positive way, my [natal planet] is now strengthened and empowered"?

It's now well and truly past mine and my partner's first year anniversary of dedicating to Father Satan, and finding JoS. That day feels more like a life time ago than a year, honestly. I'd been scared at first, just coming out of an awful place and all that crap, haha even that feels closer to...

I don't remember if I have already touched on this but recently I found an article on different seam finishes that I found pretty helpful when stuck on a personal project. They can be done by hand or on machine (the article shows examples for machine). If you want your seams to look crisp and...

Hmm, diet sure does impact a lot of things, everything from skin and hair health to immune system etc. It's moments like these I wish I'd had the sense to pursue further into nutritional health past basic studies, if only to broaden my knowledge. Yeah that'd suck bad. There's a lot that can be...

There's a few things I've gathered from others comments here. Something I think would be important to realise is that other people in society keep us alive. As individuals we don't have the means to take care of everything that makes the world go round ourselves, but as a group many things can...

Another reason one might fear power, especially other's power, is because it makes them feel inferior, weak, or even helpless. Many don't like facing their own level of ability to be, do or have certain things at a given time, so it can make one hate or resent those who are above them that are...

You sure have a lot of patience to make this post, Dahaarkan. I’m grateful. You’ve answered many questions that have been going around in my head ever since my partner and I figured out that we had been ripped from, even providing answers I didn’t know we needed. It’s been a mess trying to...

I haven't seen that video yet though jrvan tells me the same since he watched it as well. I guess the best thing we can do is continue to do our part here and be careful of naming - though given the thread I made difficult not to since I used specific videos to aid in learning. It's sad...

One could argue that no one should ever have to pay their money and wealth every month just for basic survival necessities like food, water and shelter, the ability to travel (cars), and connect with people (phones) etc. Our ancestors didn't have to pay for most of these things, if they wanted...

HAIL SATAN! And best of luck to everyone in this new year!

Your comments had me blow a mental fuse for a bit, honestly. But re-reading a few times, I think I get most of it now enough to at least be able to make a response. It's tricky to fully understand what you're saying with how you present your words, so I answered the only way I felt I could at...

Unlikely to do much at this point, I'm afraid. You can try with a letter or something, but I checked her channel and it seems she's probably already decided a new project. Probably better not to risk it. Whatever she's deciding to make now I can only hope it doesn't get flushed again by more...

I have no time on my hands or the strength to spend on targets like Dahaarkan chooses. If I could, I'd go after sorry bastards who exploit others too, especially children and teens. Justice doesn't come freely just because you believe what someone else did to you or others is wrong and they...

Well that’s the thing I tried to explain earlier but people either don’t care or don’t want to listen. You guys assume this is the only thing one is using to advance but that is clearly not the case, and this argument is becoming annoyingly repetitive. The argument can be broken down into two...

That particular comment of mine was not meant to be coupled totally with jrvan's. It was a separate mental exercise relaying my personal experiences and thoughts on the concept, since I felt it fits with the subject at hand. We condemn those with a different opinion or way of doing things simply...

I'm curious. The concepts of right and wrong, good and evil came about through xtianity, so what came before? People weren't at each others throats doing whatever they wanted because they just could. A lot of what falls under those branches are subjective in the sense "what does me benefit and...

No need to say it that way, Henu. I’m starting to think that some mistakenly assume that when one chooses to take energy from others that is all they do to advance. Taking someone else’s energy isn’t the first choice and in fact it’s not even the second or third. We clean, we meditate, we...

I can relate to the same desire, at least to your brief description of it. I'm personally glad you'll be writing a post about this topic, as someone who has both been a victim of energy ripping as well as used it for justice myself. The method used on me was something close to energy...

Kinda been pondering a bit after skimming through the comments here. Bare in mind new members can have pretty awkward and sometimes less than glamorous first appearances on the forums. Questions and ideas can look really stupid and even down right retarded to us but remember these people don't...

If you dig a little you'll find that piercing the ears is an acupuncture practice and metallurgy that's been done for thousands of years. Wearing gem stones and different metals has an effect on the body and can be used to help with ailments and health problems. It's hard to find good...

Something like that, yeah. She got a lot of backlash once its history was uncovered but I suspect those who voiced those complaints were few and far compared to the ones that wanted to see the project finished judging by most of the comments. Which makes the whole thing more crazy. Funny that no...

Clothing is both a practical and self-expressive item that everyone wears. You can gather a huge file of information about a person from clothing alone, some things most don't care to look at. You want success? Don't dress like a hobo or a druggy, keep your appearance clean, and your chances...

Yeah, no thanks. Dealing with your bs is like willingly drowning myself in a pit of mud. I'd rather watch it play from afar than engage in it needlessly anymore. You either get your shit together and start acting like a person with their head on straight, or you continue taking up space...

Already felt a shift in energy around when we woke up this morning. This is an exciting ritual, can't wait for the others. Happy Yule everyone and have a beautiful holiday!

I suppose that would depend on who you ask and where you site your info on such things. If you wanted to go down that particular rabbit hole you could go as far to say that necklaces, chokers, bracelets, anklets, rings, etc, are all "symbols of slavery" for the fact that these items are made...

I think this has been my favourite page to read so far, though all the updates have had me smiling every time. Fantastic and beautiful as always, Commander. Hail Lady Astarte!

YES! IKR? I saw 'em the day the video came out. If I had the time and materials I'd totally want to make some and take a hike around town in them :lol: already head deep in a few running projects as is haha. You heard about the lady making the peacock dress? She's dropping the project, apparently.

Nothing like the enemy trying to pull a "gotcha goys!" move only to be smacked on the head with failure.

Congrats and best wishes in this new chapter!

This has definitely gotten me fired up to start the new RTR schedule today.

This sounds more like complaining than constructive criticism. There are features in JoS's site that you don't find in other astrology sites. For one, if you hover the cursor of your computer over any planets, houses, or signs on the JoS site, it let's you click an info button that leads you to...

This makes my little astrology heart so happy. I've already been clicking on all the features on the new website so far and it's really smooth and clean. Easy to navigate and understand. Thank you guys very much for all the hard work you've done! Thank you and hail Lord Azazel!

Thank you for clarifying. I'd wondered about that part most, since that's the paragraph that triggered my tears. After reading I realised the same, that the men made the physical armor and weapons, etc, so I'm glad you and the HP spoke a little more on it. The symbolism is quite beautiful...

Thank you for recommending these. I've been keen to find something new to read, especially something more spiritual. Are there links to the astrology books HPS Maxine recommended?

So you’re just like them. A cult leader who ruined people’s lives. The enemies who create “spiritual” cults like this always create thoughtforms that they brainwash their victims to connect to and take their wealth, while the person is left to deal with a rooted thoughtform or entity that eats...

I'll assume that my senses were potentially wrong then. When I astral projected to them to get to the bottom of this confusion, and felt the amount of pain coming from them, I couldn't get any closer because it hurt. I couldn't see their face either since the figure was balled up with their back...

And you're the one telling people to mutilate their bodies. You're a disease upon the world that fits no where and has nothing but a sob story about as legit as your jewish bible to manipulate already confused and mentally ill people to harm themselves so you can go pray to your slave masters...

Accepting One's Self: https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=24&t=12177 How To Control Addictions, Passions, Animal Drives: https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=24&t=63969 40 Day meditation program: https://satanslibrary.org/hp_hooded_cobra_40_day_meditation_program.pdf (The...

Yesterday I stumbled on an old post of Lydia's and realised how little I really understand about the genders and sex. I'm not sure if Lydia just has a way of explaining things, but I felt something deeper being pulled at and I burst into tears while reading. Linking it here for anyone else who...

You’re right on that. It’s not the first time giving the benefit of the doubt has turned around to bite me harder than I’d like. But at least I’m not bleeding this time, munka and healing is helping to gain little by little more control… long way to go though. There are traits in myself that...

I'm about ready to call you a troll, Meteor. You're a fucking adult, not a 2yr old protagonist living in a jew-run Hollywood show. Get your shit together. You've wasted weeks worth of everyone's time, gained a tonne of help, advice, and attention, and now you back hand us across the face with...

I’m glad you said it straight and blunt. If it weren’t for the side topic of intersex conditions and lies putting a wrench in my cogs, I would have long ago told Meteor the same as I did the trannies in the beginning (I guess that comment applied to him after all). I hate that surgery to be...

To choose Truth over lies. There are those who don’t understand what this means, and I’ve only begun to scratch the surface myself. While we’re at the beginning of a new RTR schedule, I wanted to make a note to any who choose to listen. By fighting against the enemies of Truth, kikes and their...

Enjoying... while your soul screams. The way one enjoys poisoning their bodies with excessive alcohol consumption at the expense of their vital organs. You delude each other, him fueling your crazy obsession because he wants a woman not a man and that plays straight into your fears of rejection...

If you spend the rest of your life pleasing others and running away from the truth in order to avoid what you’re afraid of and avoid being alone, you will drown, and there will be no fixing yourself. There will be no happiness, Godhead or healing for you, and you will manifest exactly what...

No one is trying to sabotage you except yourself. We are sensing you using our abilities, not altering you spiritually. That would be a violation. I can’t help but notice that you take a lot of what we say to mean things we do not, and it’s a little frustrating, because then you fling these poor...

A note on experiencing orgasm and sex as the opposite gender on the astral. It is entirely possible to experience the opposite genders sexual experiences astrally regardless of soul gender. I speak from experience. To aid in figuring out a couple of my own personal issues relating to sex and...

I know, believe me when I say I've felt and seen it. You can try convince yourself and everyone around you that you're happy and will be at peace after this choice... but you're not. You're screaming underneath regardless of what you display on the surface to everyone. The hurt you're in just...

I worry because you are still expressing a lot of confusion, yet are moving down a path with a certainty that you want to be a woman. All I can ask is how can you be certain about something irreversible when you are this confused? Surgery and hormones may give you the relief and comfort that you...

The enemy has waged war on both the masculine and feminine, males and females for many years. The more confused and uncertain one is the more easily it is to control and manipulate them. The more one is out of harmony with themselves, the easier it is to be destroyed from the inside out or...

Reminds me a little of my grandma always thanking "jewsus" for a break in traffic. Crazy old hag would close her eyes and pray to it whenever she was driving around a roundabout on the road. I don't know how she isn't dead yet for that. Growing up my family didn't celebrate Samhain. I remember...

So "Third World" is just another misdirection created by the enemy to have us hold sympathy for the "refugees" they pour into our countries, when really we shouldn't be handing any time to these foreigners at all. What do criminals have to be rescued from their country for other than to avoid...

Thank you Blitz, I'll give your advice a shot. Earth and fire are definitely energies I feel imbalanced in. The earth element was something my Demon talked with me about not that long ago to aid in grounding my chaotic mind.

These are old posts by the HP and still important. I know they've been shared around every now-and-then when the topics of men and women, "how to be a man/woman" etc comes up, so here's both in one topic for anyone new and old to easily find. Divine Masculinity...

I wonder sometimes if it's less about "how to be a man" - because who knows what that really means other than looking at what your soul and genitals are - and more about "how to be the kind of man you want to be". One way to figure that out is looking to the Gods as role models. First work out...

This line stood out to me the most - telling, giving my current struggles with relatives. I think I'll be keeping this line close to heart for the future as a reminder that our connection with Satan is forever even if all other connections fall apart around us for whatever reasons.

Oh thanks! :)

We are perfecting our bodies and souls after all, why not strive for it in other areas of life? It's just another balancing act - go too far and it can turn toxic, but too little and you won't end up unlocking your full potential and realize how far you can go. I think you can do really well...

Well all the best in this. I'm not sure what advice I could give then since I don't like being alone either. I mean you no doubt already know this but alcohol is a poison by definition so that's something to keep in mind. Does meditation feel like a chore to you sometimes?

I’d been wondering who that God was. Weeks ago I stumbled on the name after having a moment of curiosity towards hummingbirds since the wing pattern when they fly is like an infinity symbol. Thank you for this update HP Hoodedcobra and for your hard work. This was a joy to learn (aside from...

I never really thought that planning what you're going to eat during the day would be helpful but it sure saves a bit of time when it comes to eating hours. I've been doing the same for a while now regarding the to-do list, something my Demon suggested I do when I had a few things on my plate so...

Do you enjoy any alcoholic-free drinks? You probably don't need my thoughts on that, but I use to like having an alcoholic-free cider or lemon-lime and bitters that was just the soda version at gatherings or parties since I could still enjoy my time without getting drunk. It helped subdue the...

Don't be a dick, dude. Talking about this particular thing in a place with there's spiritual knowledge can provide better help for Meteor to work through this and find the best solution to a fulfilling life. Meteor isn't a trannie, and it's only confusing to us because intersex is not well...

I like how you wrote "die-versity". I might just borrow that from now on whenever idiots talk about it being a good thing. Could also be entity influence as well, regarding seeing oneself as a different gender astrally or desiring to be a different gender. During my teen years when I was going...

A rough version of what my Demon told me last night. I was laying in bed, letting my inner monologue run its course about why I do certain things that are in ways detrimental, useless, or just lacking in importance to do. I guess this is part of a deeper issue that I have only recently managed...

No worries. Kinda reminds me of the whole "those who fight monsters be wary not to become monsters themselves". Even common folk who don't take up the sword in battle can become monsters simply by being around them long enough without proper guidance from those who remain strong in themselves...

One's soul has a gender (male or female) and it always reincarnates into a body that matches its gender. A male soul to a male body / female soul to a female body. That's been stated on JoS before, but in the case of an intersex body, you'll have to sense into your soul to know what you are...

This kinda reminds me of of how a lotus starts as a seed in the mud at the bottom of the pool and grows to rise out of the mud and water and eventually blooms into a beautiful flower untouched by the mud. Right now, we're in the mud as a collective with this world, but the Gods are at the lotus...

I think it goes without saying that it's a blessing to have HP HoodedCobra and HPS Maxine guiding us under Father Satan.

Hey no worries. Misunderstandings happen, and jrvan already cleared that up with you so it's all good. I'm glad I could help you. I can relate on a different issue but the same idea that it was familiar to me and pretty much all I knew. My Demon and jrvan helped me understand that it definitely...

Try relax with this, because you're confusing a number of things mentioned in the past for meanings that are not accurate, and becoming really defensive when you don't need to be. jrvan is not your enemy, he is SS and his opinions of eugenics doesn't equal to wanting you to stop existing. Both...

You’ve misunderstood me here. You’re right that I’ll never know truly what’s it’s like to be inside a confusing body, and your energies tell me just enough how confusing it would be if I was in your shoes. There’s been times where you read like a male and other days female, and for a while I...

A note to you trannies. Get. Your. Shit. Together. Using a small set of animal species that can biologically change their gender in nature has no ground as an argument regarding the mental illness of human "transgender-ism". Those animals have the ability to change sex as a survival mechanism...

No matter. Food from others countries has always intrigued me. Learning about the different flavours and techniques, common household traditions at holidays. It makes me happy, well, good food in general makes me happy :lol: Oh haha funny how things happen. I know I hand sewed it together and...

For a while I was really confused about what people meant when they said that Hitler wanted women to be mothers and not in politics and leadership or whatever it was, but there failed to be any further explanation as to what that really meant, and you're just left to only take it at the surface...

That's very similar to what I was just talking with him about a moment ago. Something we are still trying to learn is when do you disengage from a conflict when someone is attacking you or insulting you? How do you defend yourself, without turning the other cheek but also not adding more fuel...

This has just immediately lifted my spirits.

Are you done yet? If you can't respond to a decent comment that is very responsible with nothing other than attacks and stupid shit go hang out with your Right Wingers you love so much.

WTF, dude? Now you’re just taking a gas truck and throwing it on our rather hot bonfire. What’s the point of this other than to show everyone how much you can’t stand to be in the same room as one guy who called you out? You made a good thread for people to talk about sex. Don’t complain that...

Sure. Did you forget that Father’s name means Eternal Truth? And did you also forget you said this not too long ago? (Refer to quoted comment below). The statistics say Jack is flip flopping. It’s either Jack-think or Wrong-think. How dare we free thinkers question Big Brother even when he...

Good point.

Thank you to you both. I’m really glad that I can help others in this area of things. Practical life skills have been continually preyed on by the enemy and even lost in the passing from generation to generation. We have supermarkets and food shops, malls, whatever, now that it became...

Now you spit on even Demon relationships. If you think I’m going to let you freely insult even HIS relationships without backlash, you truly are insane. You piece of shit. You would rather paint me as some retarded slut just because of your stupid world views about women, instead of being a...

Doing a double take here. Firstly, what makes you believe that there will be an extreme scarcity of eligible men? And secondly, I'm not interested in other human males so this has no relevance to me as to what you're doing in order to gain multiple human wives, or do you enjoy deliberately...

You remember trauma from past lives as well? Every so often I like to check in with myself, and go through moments where I look back at as much of the influences in my life and try figure out what is really true to me. What were the things I was naturally drawn to as a child? What was...

Will you give it a rest already? I find it funny how you avoided that comment of mine to you and only now speak up about it when I wasn't even quoting you here. Whenever I tell you that women's rights and liberation is Satanic, you shut down and don't respond to it. You only have to read up on...

Very first thing that came to mind before I saw you mention about the forest, was how seeds are planted and you wait and wait and wait, tending to those seeds, until one day you check up on your greenhouse and there they are all sprouted, green and new. They were growing the whole time, you...

I think this and one other are the only comments of yours that I haven't yet responded to (hopefully). I lost track. Honestly, BDSM and being tied up during sex still frightens me. I can imagine how it would be sexy for others but the moment I see myself in the same position, my stomach drops...

Just let the discussion about women's liberation (or whatever it is now) go. I thought you two had stated this particular subject had been beaten like a dead horse already. You can bring awareness about issues without nagging about women on the whole and mocking other people's points from...

There are many ways to preserve food, and you can do this with few supplies and pretty much any variety of food - dairy, meat, fruit, vegetables, so on and so forth. Please check up with your own research on food safety when it comes to preserving food since handling food incorrectly could...

We know and understand each other pretty well, so that definitely helped. Jrvan made the entire thing so much smoother than what I thought it was going to be, he was very patient and understanding, so yeah. Xtianity wanted to control and destroy people's sex lives right down to masturbation...

As someone who has had experience with possession, it’s taken 5 rounds of banishing to get my personality and other things back to being me again. Last time I sensed your energy it looked like gooey black tar, so I think you’re going to need something stronger along with what you’re currently...

Aw the pics didn’t come through right. Oh well, but that is funny there’s a Shrek version :lol: Never too late to learn. I had a lot of fun when I made my octopus plush, the only part I had trouble with was attaching the feet things but eventually I figured it out haha. Oh nice! Embroidered...

I have to wonder if the face scanning has already been here a while. I mean you can use your face “facial recognition/Face ID” or finger print now to unlock phones and computers. That data gets stored somewhere. Most iPhone home buttons won’t let you unlock it without sensing the skin touch of...

Some people are into BDSM, and if that's your thing enjoy yourself, you know? As long as it's healthy and consensual there's no problem. That's one of the major reasons why I got mad that my sex life was being attacked so much when there's no need for it. Everyone's different. It's only a...

Jack, let's take a walk for a moment. You became triggered over the fact she mentioned the word "independent" and "women" in the same comment. You made no remark to what she actually said about you until way way later. So you going on the insult train actually had nothing to do with what Lunar...

Jrvan is not the rest of society’s men. I am not the rest of society's women. Can you not generalise bullshit about our sex life with crap that is irrelevant to us? I have already explained to Jack all this nonsense if you care to take a stroll. Meteor touched on the rest above. You are not...

For context on my view of what an "independent" woman looks like to me is a person who if shit got bad, if a relationship failed, or their partner died, something happens to their parents and family support, friend group, resources get tight for their partner to bring in, etc - they would have...

Like I tried saying to Jack. Polyamory is not for everyone, even having a Demon relationship is not for everyone. There are those like myself and jrvan who have been able to heal ourselves in ways we couldn’t alone. What works for one partnership will not work for another. That’s part of...

You're predictable. I had a feeling you would latch onto my cult experiences and use that as ammo despite its irrelevancy to the topic of men and women. I was not raised in it. That cult was opposite to everything I value. They brainwashed everyone to hate their families, hate humans, and turn...

Well, for one thing, I've seen other adult men of my family cry in front of me, in front of their wives and kids, but that didn't make them any less reliable, strong, or a "man" for doing so. Many of the men in my family are into machinery work, electrics and farm work. One of my older cousins...

You sure know how to piss people off. You want an emotional woman, let me give just a little infusion of that. I have one human partner and one Demon partner, and I do not engage in sexual or romantic relations with anyone outside that because unlike the minority jewed women you bitch about, I...

Sometimes I find it a bit depressing the way good people get blamed for the things ill-health or bad people do. I’ve been craving to learn more about men and women. There’s one question that’s been bothering the crap out of me for a long time: what makes a woman, a woman, and what makes a man, a...

Is it really so wrong for one to hope you don't ruin a potential SS woman's life by turning her into a carbon copy of yourself when she becomes your partner with your current mentality and behaviour towards women? I'm not wishing ill will upon you when I said those statements under my thread. I...

I don't fully understand why, but I started crying after reading your post here.

Just making a side note here: Speaking of Suicide Squad, in the first movie the enchantress character ends up wearing a headdress that has different symbols on it and one of them was Azazel's sigil. I don't recognise what the other symbols were though.

Brilliant indeed. Hail Truth! Hail Father Satan!

Cheers guys :)

ikr? I feel like they would feel good to wear while running in a field or something.

No worries. Keep your head up, walk onward, and it’ll be alright. Man, you named a lot of bakery foods that I love! I’ve not heard of “Fiona” cake before. Whenever I hear that name I just think Shrek haha. Haha we all start somewhere. Yeah I was just a kid. A lot of women in my family are...

That’s something I love about sewing. The whole world around me just falls away, and all that’s left is just me and the thread of my needle. I’m not sure if it’s the same with a machine but when I’m hand sewing I find it’s a great time to state some daily affirmations, because I’m already in a...

Thank you for making this thread, Southern. Much appreciated. Just wanted to add in my 2cents on the topic. Something I find really sad about what xtianity does to people is how it turns one against their own. Even the women would turn on other women out of jealously or some ridiculous excuse...

A poem by me: Hand forge all our sacred ties Connected via golden lines A voice that sings between Our different lives A thousand hearts, a million more Truth be told with thunder roars Our gates are open, no running This is war Our web of life with tangled flies Stepping closer in the night...

No problem. I needed the advice myself and just had a moment where I thought that it would be good to share it since it applies to more than just sewing. YES!! I recently started watching her channel not long after making the OP. At the time, I figured may as well branch out and find more...

:lol: haha

A short motivational video. The over all message can apply to anything be it meditation, RTR's, magick for yourself, or personal skills and goals, etc. "How to Make Time for Yourself and Your Sewing || How to Find Time For Hobbies": https://youtu.be/v3RcNnPv-z8

Fascinating, isn't it? Man, I'm getting inspired just to keep researching as much as possible about sewing. There's just so much we don't know about just one industry and skill. I love it. My father wasn't great with emotions either. I've never seen him cry personally, except for the time when...

No worries. Well some humour at least is being brought into the fold of this thread, so that's good. Maybe things will get back on track now a bit better. Thank you, I tried.

When Jack loses his chad status: https://youtu.be/u3-1DJOw2c4 For more comedic relief from this whole shit show... This is Jack in a nut shell under this thread, but replace "that's my money!" with "that's my stats!". https://youtu.be/z5YoRBiQOtg

I pity you, and the level of stupidity and self-projection within your comment here. Everything you've said can be applied directly to yourself and your behaviour under this thread. A thread that was never about you and your statistics and irrational view of the majority of the female sex. I...

Smooth haha I guess there’s some truth to what they say, the quickest way to a man’s heart is through his stomach :lol:

haha I’ve never heard someone use the word “fatassery” before :lol: WHAT?! Dude! Oh man, you’re making me hungry. Ok proposal, one day after all this crazy shit - cook out, I’ll make the desserts and you make the main meal - what do ya say? ;) jrvan mentioned getting together for Oktoberfest...

I’ll try explain my thinking here. There are a few things he said early on that became the cores of the rest of his comments which can be picked up on. The first one “Making Women Great again, one at a time. Hurrah!!!” Originally I had wanted to let him know that sewing is not a female only...

I didn’t mean his behaviour to you as in how he treated you, I said “You expressed your feelings about the guy and his behaviour to ShadowCat” - the “to” here meaning talking to you about his past behaviour and her feelings about the guy. Does that make sense?

Then expect others to do the same, Jack. This isn't a highway with a blocked off bike lane. If you're going to strike first without cause, derail a thread with unrelated comments that apparently isn't even for "a female audience", and throw insults without making the effort to listen to the...

Nice, what sort of things do you like to bake? I love making apple and raisin turnovers. My mother use to make jam roly-poly's with us as kids, except we used pastry instead of the pudding/cake stuff and had it with vanilla ice cream. Sounds like you have a wonderful relationship with your...

To get things back on topic... If anyone is interested, here are some really cool books to check out that I've seen other historical style seamstresses use. You can buy them online as well (might need to search around different websites though). 1) Patterns of Fashion by Janet Arnold 2) The...

You're not alone, conflicts often make me feel like the equivalent of a stressed out hognose snake. And it's not your fault. Jack had already started to derail the topic before you spoke up about your feelings, which is a good thing that you did. He is being manipulative, rude, and a jerk out...

You have no reason to be sorry, you didn't actually cause this. I looked back at your first comment about Jack. You expressed your feelings about the guy and his behaviour to ShadowCat (not even talking to the guy directly), then continued to mention the connections between the sewing industry...