I phoned a psychic yesterday brothers and sisters! But he pretty much told me many things I already knew. He was able to confirm that there was some sort of "guardian" around me - My GD, he told me that my meditations are sending my subconcious mind to the spiritual world and he explained...

Hi brothers and sisters, I was waiting at a bus stop today and I met a strange baby. It was laying in a buggy and it was staring at me with this intense look on its face. It wan't smiling and it didn't look scared either it was like it was observing me. I was startled by it and couldn't stop...

I want to use this energy to empower my chakra and soul so that I can become a psychic, fight for father satan and begin the magnum opus before my 20th birthday (around 19) - while being prepared to raise our gift from satan, the kundalini. All of this is VERY IMPORTANT to me. I masturbated...

Piracetam is a drug that boosts cognitive performance giving the user better memory recall and concentration. I take it with Choline Bitartrate aswell. It alters your brain and when I take it my dreams are more vivid and I can wake up earlier too. Is this drug going to affect my...

I have been really rock these past few days emotionally. My sister has been having 'panic attacks' but the doctor suggested it may be anemia. My father can't cope and now I have to look after him alone. My mother is an asshole and is nowhere to be found, shes no help at all. Today I got...

I awoke this morning very early at around 4am after ANOTHER unsuccessful attempt at astral projection. I was very tired and still depressed [see my other post] and so I decided to have a - private moment (use your imagination)! (BEFORE that I was just searching about the kundalini and...

This past week has been horrible. My sister has started having what I believe to be panic attacks. She went to the hospital today for a blood test but their hypothesis is that she is anemic! Today I was working out in the gym and "my xian friends" went over board with the comments of my...

Hi brethren, I got this idea from a fellow dedicated satanist on youtube. They talked about making their own sigil. Now Ive been thinking about this a lot and I wonder if there was any reason why I should not. My sigil will be: A J; This is my first name. The J will be bubble...

Hi brethren, My element appears to be air. I share almost all of the characteristics, in particularly callousness. When I meditate I often feel wind or some form of breeze on the palm of my hands or on my hands, etc. I want to learn how to fully control my element. I want to be able...

Hi brethren, I have been feeling pressure on my forehead on random ocassions. As I am typing this it is really intense and it is making me feel light headed (this is making it very hard for me to focus). I have done the third eye awakening meditation and I regularly focus on my third eye...

Hi, Im an former xian-sanatist and because of that, I am slightly homophobic. (I think I was once called a "raging homophobe") However I saw a guy who I thought looked really attractive (he looked really feminine - his hair and all and he had this really intense look on his face - kind of...

Today, my dad was admitted into hospital. he had some breathing problems that started really early in the morning (it kept me up all night). Around the early afternoon it started getting worse and so I prayed to Lord Satan and my Guardian Demon to forgive and forget his misguided christian...

Is there anyway for me to summon a succubus without doing a ritual to Lord Satan? I don't have any gear for a ritual and I would be burnt if it were found. I am trying to work on astral projection but have lingering fears (which I am trying to break)of negative entities, I am trying to be fairly...

I have been reading about wings of the soul and I plan to start meditating after I settle into college and spread out my time. Is there any benefit to it? Will it strengthen my back? Will the wings become visible to me (and those psychically open)? Will I be able to fly? Will it bring me bliss...

Firstly, I am a dedicated satanist of 2 days! Yeah just 2. Today, I found out that all of my friends are sincere christ believers. I didn't tell them I was a satanist but I did tell them that I had 'lost faith'. They started telling me about all these miraculous workings (like curing cancer and...

I really would like to change my eye colour (I know this is thought to be impossible) but I want to know if there is anyway to shapeshift yourself using glamour magic or other forms or spirituality? Or is there a spell or meditation that can change the way people see you (or become completely...

Hi brethren! I have a really big issue. I am on a quest to find my guardian demon. It has only been hours since I dedicated to Satan. The night before I planned to do this my Stereo turned on by itself!! It did this again yesterday night (the night I dedicated)! Then at around 6:15pm or so it...

What is meant by the term 'vibrate' when trying to say a demons name? I am trying to find my guardian demon, I have lately been feeling sensations of being touched when meditating or trancing (its overwhelming but not too terribly frightening). Im starting to wonder if this is my guardian demon...

Hi, I thought I'd share my experience of my dedication because many other experiences on here helped answer some of my questions, I also have some myself. I had come across the JoS website many years ago when I was looking up stuff on the succubus - the sex with demon/ess page came up. But as...