A lot of us came from Christian backgrounds, and were brainwashed and indoctrinated with their false beliefs and lies about Lord Satan and the Gods.It takes a while to deprogram from all that. Have patience with yourself! Please see www.exposingchristianity.com and www.joyofsatan.org Our Gods...

http://www.vovimbaghie.com/satanic-serm ... on-magick/ This sermon by HP Vovim Baghie will help. Whatever you do, don't give up! Be consistent!  Hail Satan! From: Dino Dizdarevic <dinodizdarevic211@... To: "[email protected]" <[email protected] Sent...

Talking to the guy would only encourage him to talk MORE to her. Some (not all) people take politeness, friendliness and civility as flirting sometimes. If you're working, and listening to music, keep yourself busy and focused on something. Make it as if your body language is telling him "I'm...

Best to do a trial run (well, not running, lol, just lighting the candle...little joke haha) and seeing what it smells like, before you do the ritual. Because if it's a stinker it will be distracting and embarressing.Sometimes what you pay for is what you get. I'd avoid the dollar stores for...

Just show her the Joy of Satan site, and let her know it will show the truth about the Gods. And about SatanismSounds like she has been reading about the Qliphoth.  http://groups.yahoo.com/group/JoyofSata ... sage/30050 This was written by Siguard Draconis, it might help you to understand where...

Where did you read this about HPS Maxine and Her Demon husband?  From: Aquarian Clown <cape.tsoe@... To: [email protected] Sent: Tuesday, April 23, 2013 1:26:56 PM Subject: [JoyofSatan666] How to know if you have a Demon Husband?  ...

I really, really hope so, that the Chinese wake up. I know that their Internet is tightly controlled, and therefore, the information people have access to.On the one hand you have the Communist government. On the other, the waves of Christianity that is getting more and more popular. When I was...

I will look into this, thank Allison. :) Hail Satan! From: Allison P <apocalypseofjon@... To: [email protected] Sent: Monday, April 22, 2013 12:43:17 PM Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re: I dreamt of Poseidon.   Yes. I was...

Hm. I have been spending a lot of money on books recently. Maybe it's time to cut back, lol. They were arched gateways, with gray blocks of stone forming them. Huge ones. I was only going upwards. Some sort of giant spiral going upwards, it feels like. It was daytime, and sunny and pleasant...

That's what I figured. ^.^ I just wanted others' opinions on what they thought the dream meant. I have a few ideas, from Googling. Hail Satan! From: Serpentfire666 <firebird894@... To: [email protected] Sent: Monday, April 22, 2013 12:31:29 PM Subject: [JoyofSatan666]...

There were several families there, you know, like families going to ancient sites together. The trail wasn't packed but it wasn't devoid of people either.Now that you mention it, I remember seeing other black haired families. (Maybe Chinese?)But this Chinese family was closest to me and the...

What is Lord Vassago like? From: jonathon_billing <jonathon.billing@... To: [email protected] Sent: Sunday, April 21, 2013 5:32:53 AM Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Thankyou Vassago   For answering my questions.

Because that's what is easily available for purchase online (Amazon, lulu.com) and in the bookstores. It also takes up the majority of the shelves in said bookstores (mainstream big ones like Barnes and Nobles, and Indigo/Chapters.) People who are tired of the RHP religions or want something...

Enemy activity? Nasty stuff? What do you mean? Could you please elaborate? From: Aquarian Clown <cape.tsoe@... To: [email protected] Sent: Sunday, April 21, 2013 3:05:51 PM Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Problems with Memory.  ...

Good tips. Thanks for responding. :) Hail Satan! From: keeperofstone <brucekuersteiner@... To: [email protected] Sent: Saturday, April 20, 2013 6:34:54 PM Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Problems with Memory.   Try...

http://www.webmd.com/sex/birth-control/ ... th-control ^ Maybe this is a better choice? Just an option. If you get it, continue to use condoms to prevent stds.  From: lordenki1223 <lordenki1223@... To: [email protected] Sent: Saturday, April 20, 2013 6:09:58 PM Subject...

Hi Bellybuchelli,when  you feel the Gods' presence, often it is comforting and friendly. Or maybe stern or commanding, if They want you to do something or bring your attention to something important. Nicknesredna is right, the Gods' energies never make you feel scared. Have you thought about...

You're right about my diet. I mostly subsist on salty crunchy things, carbs, and sugars. Chocolate is a staple in my diet, lol. I will try to eat more fruits and greens.I will look for sites that offer cognitive work. Thanks for the tip. :) Hail Satan! From: tjs4satan <tjs4satan@... To...

I have had short term memory problems for the majority of my 20s. My kundalini was awakened at 23. I am 30 now. I've been waiting a long time for it to go away, this short term memory problem. :pI do remember my past lives, some of them come in dreams and visions. I will ask my GD about this...

That's a nice drawing! Thanks for posting!  Hail Satan! From: Aquarian Clown <cape.tsoe@... To: [email protected] Sent: Friday, April 19, 2013 4:12:35 PM Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Adolf Hitler's Birthday gifts   well...

Please do so, I would be interested in hearing your music. :) From: Dino Dizdarevic <dinodizdarevic211@... To: "[email protected]" <[email protected] Sent: Tuesday, April 16, 2013 11:12:38 AM Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re: metal for life \m/...

That happened to me too. One of the stones I had got wedged in between the couch seats, or behind them, along with a stick of lip balm. My dad found them and gave them back to me. It was probably two years ago I got that stone.I hope you are able to recover your stones. From: Aquarian...

I see. I have a different method though. I ask the  stone whether they prefer to be recharged in moonlight or sunlight. As I know sunlight saps the colour (unsure if it does to the energy too) of the stone. For example, Amethyst is usually a dark purple but putting it near the sun or the window...

I understand better what you mean now.I would always choose the "strongest" and "cleanest" feeling crystal from amongst the others of the same kind. Some feel  "dull". My guess is that many people have held it. One time I bought such a stone and even cleaning it with water and energy did not...

I like to make people laugh. I find it relieves the tension. From: Cam <ch_3_coo@... To: [email protected] Sent: Saturday, April 13, 2013 4:59:43 PM Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Pornography   How helpful of you

What's with the seven pointed star? What's it supposed to mean? From: tanya.azazel <tanya.azazel@... To: [email protected] Sent: Monday, April 15, 2013 1:57:02 AM Subject: [JoyofSatan666] enemy nordic   Is this picture an...

Before you do any rituals, clean your aura and put up a few layers of the aura of protection.Also, clean your ritual space and the surrounding area/room with Satanic blue fire and the hot fire of the sun. Hold it for as long as you can. This will help.I noticed before I did destruction rituals I...

I got the Moldavite some years ago, and kept them. I thought one was lonely, so I bought another one as a companion. Lol. I put them together and they emit a content energy.I know it sounds weird. Have you noticed your crystals emit emotion and other activity? Or is it just me? I do understand...

You can casually mention to your friends you were researching stuff about Christianity on the Net. And show them the www.exposingchristianity.com site and talk about it.But in the end, it's up to them whether they want to break free and see the truth or not. From: Aquarian Clown...

Before I found JoS, I had a copy of that book. It's not worth your time to read through it, as it is reverse Christianity, which is not what we are about.If you want to read it, go ahead. But the quality of the info contained in there is not that great. Please read the Joy of Satan site...

I can relate to your story a lot. I also have abused cocaine and ecstasy. My right nostril is permanently messed  up. The wall in that nostril has partially collasped, so I can never breathe through it like I used to. Even on days when I am not sick. I also survived a lot of suicide attempts and...

http://spiritualwarfare666.webs.com/Satanic_Symbols.htm From: Allison P <apocalypseofjon@... To: [email protected] Sent: Saturday, April 13, 2013 7:32:46 PM Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re: much love too this site THANK YOU 666 SATAN  ...

Is there a crystal or quartz that has a higher vibration then others? How do you measure this? From: Mary-anne <slaveflamez@... To: [email protected] Sent: Friday, April 12, 2013 2:22:26 AM Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Working with Crystals.  ...

Have you ever worked with Moldavite? I bought a pair some years ago and they cost a pretty penny but they had amazing energy. Also, have you ever worked with Lemurian Quartz? Why do you mostly work with plain rock or quartz crystal? From: Serpentfire666 <firebird894@... To...

http://media.rob.nu/wp-content/uploads/ ... lmdown.jpg Here, have a meme. From: Quick SILVER <tenlisyruf2024@... To: [email protected] Sent: Saturday, April 13, 2013 4:20:45 PM Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Pornography  ...

Same here. Best $75 I ever spent. It explained a lot of things and let me know things about myself I did not know before. I was very pleased and happy with my reading by HPS Maxine. It's up to you though. If  you choose to get it, you won't have regrets. ^.^ From: siguarddraconis...

Personally, I suppose I just revere the Gods. And Their names. I don't want to be like, to my dog or cat, "BAD ANUBIS! BAD DOG!" when they take a dump on the carpet or have torn the house apart, leaving toilet paper everywhere.It just sounds and feels weird to use the names of the Gods in that...

Can you further explain HOW one can create or choose a colour for their wings? From: claudius <claudiuslawal@... To: [email protected] Sent: Thursday, April 11, 2013 3:17:13 PM Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Wing  ...

I think his posts speak for themselves. From: felix_valentine_000 <t.ulanowicz@... To: [email protected] Sent: Wednesday, April 10, 2013 8:32:48 PM Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Salem Burke?   Anyone know what made him turn...

The Gods are the Gods. Like Shannon said, Their names are Their own.Out of all the names in the world, I am sure there is another more fitting for one's pet.How is naming your pet, an animal, showing respect to the Gods? From: Light Yagami <tapapakiastinseira@... To...

This is great to hear! Good for you! Hail Satan! From: Cam <ch_3_coo@... To: [email protected] Sent: Wednesday, April 10, 2013 7:59:36 PM Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: About your money workings   I just wanted to say I...

I have heard from some other dedicated Satanists that their wings were different colours. Not just white. Some have several colours on their wings, others just one colour. From: bellybuchelli1234 <bellybuchelli1234@... To: [email protected] Sent: Wednesday, April 10, 2013...

He's about half a million years old, that's what I recall reading from HPS Maxine on JoS. From: tjs4satan <tjs4satan@... To: [email protected] Sent: Wednesday, April 10, 2013 10:44:41 PM Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Trying to understand Satan.  

Awesome! I shall bookmark it. Thanks HP Don. Hail Satan! From: Don Danko <mageson6666@... To: "[email protected]" <[email protected] Sent: Wednesday, April 10, 2013 10:41:01 PM Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Savitri Devi  ...

Jorge, I would stick to what you read on the JoS site and the sister sites. Any deluded or egotistical fool can put up a website or publish a book on a book publishing website, watering it down, completely corrupting the information, and/or then selling that information as their own, even if...

I will look them up. Thanks. From: jeremy montoya <jeremymontoya14@... To: "[email protected]" <[email protected] Sent: Wednesday, April 10, 2013 8:29:04 PM Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Enlightenment Without Satan?  ...

I don't know to what stage his Serpent rose, if it did at all (versus being awakened).I read some of his essays and his autobiography a few times but he does not mention this in the sources I read. I have not read all his works, but I desire to read more in the future.As I recall, he was...

Have you read the www.exposingchristianity.com site? From: shawncunnil <shawncunnil@... To: [email protected] Sent: Wednesday, April 10, 2013 4:25:48 PM Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Why Should I Trust Him?   I am definitely...

Spiritually dependent on Him, how? Please further clarify what you mean. He and the Powers of Hell have given yoga and power meditation to us. (Along with what constitutes human civilization: agriculture, astronomy, science, mathematics, architecture, music, art, etc.)So we can empower...

I respectfully disagree. Only through Lord Satan can the Serpent fully rise. Not some "higher power."  This is what new-age and deluded people crow about on the kundalini awakening forums and in their websites. They think just because they have awakened their Serpent that they have reached full...

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/THOSE.html From: Dino Dizdarevic <dinodizdarevic211@... To: "[email protected]" <[email protected] Sent: Wednesday, April 10, 2013 3:53:50 PM Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Enlightenment Without Satan...

It's best if you research the teas you wish to consume on Google. It was only recently that I found out that green tea contains flouride. From: Dino Dizdarevic <dinodizdarevic211@... To: [email protected] Sent: Monday, April 8, 2013 5:04:35 PM Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666]...

I understand now HP Mac.  Hail Satan! From: High Priest Mac Friday <macfriday@... To: "[email protected]" <[email protected] Sent: Sunday, April 7, 2013 4:39:59 AM Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Ban request  ...

You're welcome, Allison. If you want to publish your work sooner, without waiting for the approval of publishers, try www.lulu.com Before I came to JoS and was seeking information about Lord Satan, and Satanism, I got some occult books from there that *claimed* to be Satanism. I wasted money on...

 "isn't that what Father himself did to Eve?" Would you like to further clarify this, please? As I don't understand what you mean. You say you have read the entire JoS site carefully. Where, then, is there any mention of "Eve"?  Could you please show the link?Or is this a personal belief? And...

That's a good idea, to put an aura of protection after dreaming stuff like that. Even when we no longer fear them (greys, reptilians, Nordics) and their attacks do little or nothing, they find other ways (sneaky ones) to stay in your life. To mislead you, distract you, or gain your trust in a...

Then the newcomers will see for themselves who are true, dedicated Satanists and who are just trolling and disrespectful, and can learn to discern between the two and apply this to their interactions with other people over the Net and in person, who claim to be a Satanist.  From...

Once you feel you are good enough and ready, there are some publishers you can try, that cater to the occult, Satanism, witchcraft: Scarlet ImprintNephilim Presswww.lulu.com (self-publishing)Severed Head Publishing I suggest you make sure you have impeccable grammar and are well knowledgeable in...

You state this without telling us your experiences? In my experience, I've noticed that the enemies of Satan (greys, reptilians, Nordics) can cause hallucinations  and actual noise and make it seem as if something is there when it is not. And only you can see it, and no one else.They've done...

They threaten just to scare us from Lord Satan and Satanism. I wouldn't worry about it. They thrive off attention and fear. So don't think about it. Or worry.I agree with Light.Be sure to do aura of protection and affirmations before you go to sleep. From: Light Yagami...

Aquarian Clown,your dream sounds heavily symbolic. Try breaking it down further and see what you think the symbols mean.For example, the goldenish tall pyramid. The apples, which are a symbol of immortality, the 3 coins (3 being a symbolic number.) From: noxinflux <noxinflux@... To...

I am sure you have close friends and family who will understand your situation and can lend you  money. Good luck. From: Saul Hinojosa <hinojosasaul@... To: Sent: Friday, April 5, 2013 1:56:26 PM Subject: [JoS4adults] My Awful Trip.......Saul Hinojosa  ...

If you summon Them, ask Them what They would like in return. I can offer some examples of gifts to offer:writing a poemartworkspiritual warfare (handing out anti-tracts, posting comments and links to  JoS and Exposing Christianity on youtube, etc.) What you agree on, make sure that you can do...

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... MONSI.html Please scroll down to read about Lord Mammon. Hail Satan! From: abraham172 <abraham172@... To: [email protected] Sent: Thursday, April 4, 2013 1:25:15 PM Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Greek Mythology  ...

"apply baby"? Um, I think  you made a typo. lol. From: magus_igni <magus_igni@... To: "[email protected]" <[email protected] Sent: Thursday, April 4, 2013 1:11:27 AM Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Hiatal Hernias-Please read! Important!  ...

There's a mixed bag with pit-bulls. Many claim they are gentle creatures, while others say they are vicious, and can attack and kill small children. And that they have been docile and gentle but out of nowhere they attack kids, who do not provoke them.These dogs are bred to fight ("pit"...

Yeah, it was rhetorical. :p I guess words sound different over the Net, different from what I intended.I only wanted to bring it up to Aquarian Clown, to make them think and reconsider. Hail Satan! From: siguarddraconis <siguarddraconis@... To: [email protected] Sent...

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... Spell.html Have you seen the above link? It's under Satanic Witchcraft on the JoS site. You could also program the guy's aura to repel all females away from him except for you. (Be sure to state your name and your affirmations in the present tense.)...

http://groups.yahoo.com/group/JoyofSata ... sage/63259 I also found this post by HPS Zildar Rassi, about the Fae. Hail Satan! From: Light Yagami <tapapakiastinseira@... To: "[email protected]" <[email protected] Sent: Monday, April 1, 2013 4:19:42 PM Subject...

About 10 years ago, I had an Bulgarian boyfriend, whom I lived with. He would go back to his home country, to the capital Sofia to visit his two uncles every summer. I didn't go with him, but he would bring back stories of these gypsies. The gypsies, recognizing that he was an tourist by the way...

Willing to be sued? Have you thought about the authorities using your REAL name with your REAL picture?What if this makes the local or international papers? You KNOW that the media, if they find out that a Satanist(s) or a Satanic Bible was involved, will have a field day with it.How will...

That's great news! Hail Satan! Hail Asmodeus! From: Celina <lovingbelial@... To: [email protected] Sent: Tuesday, April 2, 2013 9:15:22 AM Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Lord Asmoday   I asked Lord Asmoday for his help in saving my...

Greys and Reptilians like to interfere a lot when one is meditating.My understanding is that one's incubus and succubus is quite beautiful and attractive. They do not frighten us in anyway. Hail Satan! From: EvaS <classiclady5225@... To: [email protected] Sent: Sunday...

Hello :) Nice to see you here! Have you read through the entire www.joyofsatan.org and www.exposingchristianity.com sites? The more knowledge one has, the more understanding one has. As well as the truth.The sermons by HPS Maxine on the JoS site answer a lot of your questions that you stated in...

Hello, I am unsure what kind of music would interest you. But I am very fond of Vivaldi, Beethoven, Mozart, Tartini, J.S. Bach. Wagner is good too. If you like movie soundtracks, Hans Zimmer and Trevor Morris are quite good.I really liked the Skyrim soundtrack (there are four cds) by Jeremy...

Most people, who do not know what TRUE Satanism is, disagree with it because the only exposure they have for Satanism in the media has been blasphemous, negative and incorrect.Hollywood and the majority of occult books on bookshelves (and online) today especially. They have nothing or little to...

Be sure that this is what you really want, and you feel in your heart and soul this path is for you. Have you gone through the entire Joy of Satan site yet? Yes, do it when you feel it's right. Be sure to shower and wear clean clothes before your dedication ritual! Hail Satan! From: yves...

Just keep the fact that you're a Spiritual Satanist under wraps. Tell no one. Just keep up your yoga and power meditation programs. Hail Satan! From: Jason Noyes <noyesj30@... To: "[email protected]" <[email protected] Sent: Friday, March 29, 2013 8:24:35 AM...

Responsibility to the responsible.Be aware that your actions have consequences. Hail Satan! From: BlueDragon68 <h.will18@... To: [email protected] Sent: Sunday, March 31, 2013 1:15:08 PM Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Alcohol   Hey...

Get involved in this? What do you mean, exactly? Can you be more specific? Hail Satan! From: Carla <carla_meow@... To: [email protected] Sent: Saturday, March 30, 2013 7:12:39 AM Subject: [JoyofSatan666] I am new here.  ...

Yes. For some who live in Christian or Muslim families, it's not a good idea to have ritual items of any kinds, if it would raise suspicion or cause trouble for them.Lord Satan understands our situation, if we cannot acquire the items.  Hail Satan! From: jeramyahbaxtron...

Use the search engine on the JoS Yahoo groups. The question on Lord Satan's seven sons has been answered before. Hail Satan! From: felix_valentine_000 <t.ulanowicz@... To: [email protected] Sent: Sunday, March 31, 2013 7:53:51 PM Subject: [JoS4adults] Satan's five wives...

It's important to shower before rituals. And wear clean clothes. Like keeperofstone said, it shows respect.It's like going out to meet family or friends at their place or having them come to yours. You would be clean, dressed neatly and have a clean space. It's no different for the Gods. Hail...

Make the spirit swear in the name of Satan that they are of Satan. And if they are not, make them swear that they invite Beezulbub and Satan to tear them apart. If they don't do it, they aren't of Satan. Lots of "spirits" can claim to be Demons or pretend to be our Gods. Through experience and...

Is it wise to meet someone off the Net? Or give out personal information? Hail Satan! From: Aquarian Clown <cape.tsoe@... To: [email protected] Sent: Monday, April 1, 2013 2:20:43 PM Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: LaVeyan, looking to transition  ...

Teach her the aura of protection. Be sure to be firm in telling her to do it everyday, at least twice a day. She should also clean her aura, really clean it.  Please see the below links:http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... _Back.html http://www.vovimbaghie.com/satanic-serm ... -emotions/...

http://www.freewebs.com/eridu666/Familiars.html Be sure you research everything you can about taking care of a snake, as you would with any animals before buying one as a pet. Be sure you are up to committing to them, for the rest of their natural life. Hail Satan! From...

Envision your space with the fire of the sun, and the light of the sun. See it really hot, burning, flaming. Imagine it burning away everything. Feel the fire of the sun. Hold it for as long as you can.Do the same with Satanic blue fire.Put up several layers of aura of protection before you...

Don't let fear get the best of you. It's what the rapist wants. To feel that his actions had an effect on you and that he is "winning" and "in control" of the situation.Also, change your line of thinking. You have the strength and courage inside you to overcome it, to be stronger in spirit and...

This is off the top of my head. So it's a bit vague, and by no means exhaustive. It might help you a bit in getting started. I am sure there's lots of articles you can find on Google if you want to research more. Be mindful of what you eat and drink. Try to get enough greens, vegetables and...

http://groups.yahoo.com/group/HellsArmy ... sage/10216 ^ I am unsure if you have seen the above post, but you might find it informative. I am unsure what Pixies are, and what they do exactly. Yes, Faeries are known to be mischievous. I am not talking about the Sidhe, the Tuatha De Danaan. But...

HP Vovim Baghie has written a bit about the Kundalini serpent and his experiences with his awakening and true rising. www.vovimbaghie.com If you go through the archives in this group (using the group search function), you might find more useful info. Please see fukndetermined's posts. Hail...

Or our faces :p I think a lot of us got some haters hating on us in these groups. Can never be too careful! Hope you are doing well, Brother.  Hail Satan! From: Enkiss'on Descarte <enkisson_descarte_666@... To: "[email protected]" <[email protected] Sent...

One of our HPs is black, HP Mac Friday. He has some sermons, if you want to look in the archives using the search function in these groups. Hail Satan! From: High Priestess Myla Limlal <limlal8@... To: [email protected] Sent: Sunday, March 31, 2013 12:29:18 PM Subject...

I guess I am just paranoid. You're right though, we do need to vent. I cannot tell my friends on the social networking sites I frequent because they don't get it. I cannot tell my doctor because he doesn't get it either. I am glad I can talk to you guys though. Hail Satan! From...

t.ulanowicz,maybe get your astrology chart by HPS Maxine? It's on the JoS online store. I feel it may help you a bit. From: En Haradren Amlug <hecktic_shadow@... To: [email protected] Sent: Thursday, March 28, 2013 7:04:37 AM Subject: [JoS4adults] Re: Archangels...

The spirits he works with are Greys and/or Reptilians, masquerading as "demons." I know because I bought one of his books out of curiousity. I would be wary of this guy, no matter how legit he may seem. From: condemnedbyothers <cornuabd@... To: [email protected] Sent...

I keep getting the nudge to do more exercise, maybe take up some form of martial arts. I feel it would probably help me too. I am glad to hear that music and athletic activity help you. I tried taking up the violin for a time but my fingers and hand were not up to it. Thank you for reading my...

I hear you. What I desire is to see the great old churches in Europe, where they have the Gargoyles at the very top, at the balcony, looking over the entire city. It's not enough for me to look at it in a book. I imagine the majesty of those places can only be seen and truly appreciated in...

One time I called Them to help me out. I was in a jam. It's a bit embarressing, I don't want to mention what the jam was for. They came and sat on my couch, and I asked Them for help.One of my Guardians told me what They wanted was for me to participate in spiritual warfare.It seems logical for...

I imagine about 4-6 of Them flying into my room and landing on my couch, or wherever I need Them at that time. I then respectfully ask Them for help. They are very quiet and do not speak or have communicated to me.When I was very new and the Greys were harassing me, or Christians were praying...

This just came to me. So I will ask: When you can, why not get some video equipment and make videos, like commentaries? You have been a Satanist for some years now, and are experienced and knowledgeable. You can ask Lord Satan and your Guardians what to talk about, what issues to cover, and see...

That's really great. I will check it out.Just a word of warning though: don't show your face. As the enemies of Satan seek out our real names, faces and any other information about us. Hail Satan! From: Allison P <apocalypseofjon@... To: [email protected] Sent: Monday...

That's really amazing. Thanks for sharing! Hail Satan! From: Allison P <apocalypseofjon@... To: [email protected] Sent: Monday, March 25, 2013 9:46:57 AM Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Lord Andras   this one night, I had a...

From my experience, the Messenger Demons are about 1.-1.5 feet tall, with black fur and a red muscled chest, bright red. And They have black leathery bat-like wings and almond shaped red eyes.This is just my interpretation though, when I see them astrally. Maybe others have a different...

Congratulations on your dedication. Nice to meet you ! Welcome!  Hail Satan! From: Allison P <apocalypseofjon@... To: [email protected] Sent: Monday, March 25, 2013 5:19:44 AM Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Joined yesterday evening and here are my experiences so far...

Awesome ! Thank you for this link, I shall get some peppermint essential oil soon. I have an empty spray bottle already. Hail Satan! From: blackkat_411 <egret23@... To: [email protected] Sent: Sunday, March 24, 2013 5:32:32 PM Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Spiders &...

But if I don't kill them on sight, they might lay eggs in the vents or in the corner of the ceiling. From: Igor Bedzor <igorbedzor@... To: [email protected] Sent: Sunday, March 24, 2013 5:11:13 PM Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Spiders & Insects  ...

I understand what you mean about the empathy and the compassion. I feel this towards animals more then people also, especially people that I am conversing with in person. I found that the Kundalini Serpent has awakened this in me. Before my awakening, to put it bluntly, I was selfish...

Haha, you're welcome Shannon. I listen to these when I meditate. These songs change my mood and make me feel better when I am hurting or down, and soothe the pain when it hurts physically. I read once in a study that listening to music lessens the effects of physical pain. Hail Satan...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VmGDFVgE ... cg&index=4 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VniEODE4 ... QyKm3kXRcg http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wVi5NeY3 ... QyKm3kXRcg http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aq-CKdT6 ... QyKm3kXRcg Enjoy. :) Hail Satan! From: Allison P <apocalypseofjon@... To...

Thanks Keeperofstone. You're right.I have you guys here in the JoS group. It helps a lot to read others' posts and sermons from the JoS clergy.I suppose I just want more human interaction outside the Net. It's a need to be social, loved, accepted. To have close human relationships. Hail Satan...

I adore cats, I think they are most perfect creatures in all ways, lol. That is the thing with cats, I find that they always want to run out and escape. In my experience, I find that they have longer lives when you keep them indoors. When I had a house, I would let my cat Smokey outside (we had...

Thanks Shannon. ^.^ Hail Satan! From: Shannon Outlaw <soutlaw92@... To: [email protected] Sent: Sunday, March 24, 2013 12:30:07 PM Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Healing at the Soul Level-Thoughts and Advice?   Very...

I am not super-experienced or knowledgeable in this, but I will just state my own experiences and thoughts as contribution.Sometimes it's just our subconscious sorting things. For example, you watch a tennis game or play tennis. Then later that night you dream of tennis balls coming at you.Or...

I understand and agree with you completely, about the differing energies between our Gods and the enemies of Satan.I think that's awesome that Lord Andras came to visit you! And the songs that came on that had meaning, that's really cool!I love hearing how the Gods and Goddesses come to visit us...

Our gut and body gives us signals sometimes when it comes to people, places, things, that may or may not be good for us. Trust them. Hail Satan! From: Sven <belthazorthemighty@... To: [email protected] Sent: Sunday, March 17, 2013 2:18:20 PM Subject: [HellsArmy666] Re...

http://astralartsofthegods.weebly.com/godsdemons.html Have you seen this link? Tanya.Azazel (from these JoS groups) put up this website. I believe a picture of Lord Andras is on there.You can meditate on His sigil. When I want to build a relationship with one of the Gods/Goddesses, I just pray...

If someone is a Christian and prays for me, I tell them not to. Because it is my wish, and shouldn't they respect that? Praying for me also goes against my free will. And isn't that what their "god" is about? -sarcasm-Just keep up your aura of protection and continue programming it to reflect...

I agree. Putting up a strong aura of protection before going to these fairs or places and cleaning our aura afterwards would probably help a lot.Before I would go to the occult shop downtown, I put up several layers of protection on my aura, did affirmations and envisioned runes and vibrated...

I agree. :) I have experienced some of these pleasurable states in meditation.  Hail Satan! From: High Priest Mac Friday <macfriday@... To: "[email protected]" <[email protected] Sent: Sunday, March 24, 2013 4:42:22 AM Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re: My...

Thank you for reading it, and writing back.I find that getting rid of people in our lives that are not helping us in any way helps tremendously. No matter how lonely we might get.I am glad to hear you are getting rid of your roommate. I won't touch marijuana again, or any drug. It's just not...

Do you keep a journal? You can keep track of your progress that way. It might seem slow, if you look at it day by day. But if look over the weeks that has passed, you might be surprised at how far you have come. Hail Satan! From: misza2 <misza2@... To: [email protected]...

If you can afford it and your parents are cool with it. But are you finished high school yet? Be sure to finish high school first, that education is important.Even if you live in a monastery, and do the meditations from JoS, eventually you have to leave the monastery and come back to the real...

Yes, we are protected if we are dedicated to Lord Satan. But He and the Powers of Hell are VERY busy right now. Let's not give Them more work, especially when it's something as simple as taking the precautions to protect ourselves. And when things are in OUR power to do, and we don't have to go...

I have a bunch of Satanic tattoos, and I regret them. I got them two years ago.Now I have to cover them up, it's a real nuisance. If you want Lord Satan to be proud of you, be consistent with your power meditation and yoga. Participate in spiritual warfare, and build a close relationship with...

Sometimes I read some books and they are so cringeworthy I want to fling it across the room. I only read up to 45 pages in this book and the guided meditation on the chapter about the Birch tree is so new age, love and light...I winced. The correspondences are interesting though. I paid $10 for...

Just be careful who you tell you are a Satanist, because people, even if they are not Christians, react violently or immediately change how they act towards us. They can spread the word like wildfire and this can give you trouble in school, give you trouble finding a job, etc. Christians will...

Hello, and welcome. :)Everything you need to help you get started on your path is on Joyofsatan.orgLook under  Meditations for trance.Start opening your chakras and beginning a power meditation program. Hail Satan! From: chris <numberonejuggalo20@... To: "[email protected]"...

^.^ I am just grateful and glad that Lord Satan and our Guardians look out for us.  I look forward to the day when us Satanists don't have to hide anymore for our safety, and be open about our beliefs and build temples to Lord Satan and the Gods, and none of us has to be lonely any more. I see...

I find that the Greys, Reptilians and Nordics (if they don't come after you themselves) often work through others who are without, to come after dedicated Spiritual Satanists to physically and psychically harm us, like you said.Often these people think they are "chosen ones" or are doing the...

There are Jewish women who look Gentile. Like Mila Kunis, Natalie Portman, Bar Rafaeli, Amanda Seyfried, Blake Lively, Lea Michele, for example...they don't have the long face or hooked nose or beady black eyes, but their aura and energy give it away, even if they are deemed "physically...

They will regret their decision and be begging Lord Satan to take them back after a few months.  From: blackkat_411 <egret23@... To: [email protected] Sent: Thursday, March 21, 2013 6:29:25 PM Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: prayer  ...

Worship is nice,  but studying and meditation is more important. Empower yourself, seek knowledge and wisdom, and gain experience.Have patience with yourself and your path. It's not easy but rewarding. Spiritual Satanism is not like the RHP religions.Keep close to Lord Satan. Build a strong...

There's this stone shop downtown that sells stones and some cds and books. Once I was in there, looking at stones, and I could hear the woman behind the counter communicating with her angels. I could not hear the conversation, but sensed she was talking to them. I also knew it was about me...

What is everyone's opinions on Vitamin Water ? I drink a lot of that. From: C Y <yc28@... To: [email protected] Sent: Thursday, March 14, 2013 8:28:14 PM Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Sodas?   I only drink water from now on.

Take your books on magick or your laptop and go to a quiet park or the library. And read there. You could tell her that magick wasn't the reason for the separation, and explain why. Tell her to let you speak and explain, don't let her interrupt you unless she needs clarification. Or else you...

One time I summoned Lord Anubis to help me with something. This was over a year ago. As I am not that open in the third eye and other "seeing" psychic centres, I did not see Him, although I felt Him strongly. He showed me one of His legs (I was kneeling, He was standing) and He's REALLY muscled...

This is wonderful, Allison. I love hearing what the Gods have to say, about Themselves. And what They have to tell us. You are truly blessed to have Him speak to you!Hail Lord Satan! Hail Lord Sorath! From: hailazazel <hailazazel@... To: [email protected] Sent: Thursday...

I am no HP but I am sure that it is possible.Lord Asmodeus had a human mother and His Father is a God. Hail Satan! From: Aquarian Clown <cape.tsoe@... To: [email protected] Sent: Monday, March 4, 2013 11:21:49 AM Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: sex with the gods...

I know you weren't asking me, but I will give my input here as I feel it may answer your questions.Over a year ago, I started looking into musical composition as I felt Lord Satan wanted me to do this. This goal has fallen by the roadside, for quite some time now. But I don't want to get into...

Thanks, Hoodedcobra. :)I try to keep level-headed and modest. Before I became an JoS SS I had many dealing with Nordics and Greys who paraded around as Demons and Gods, and I trusted them, believing everything they said. They puffed up my ego and self-importance by telling me many lies and kept...

Thanks for clarifying that, En Haradren Amlug. I understand better now. :) Hail Satan! From: En Haradren Amlug <hecktic_shadow@... To: [email protected] Sent: Tuesday, February 26, 2013 1:39:12 PM Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: A message from a fellow Satanist to...

I have noticed this too HP Don. An artist friend of mine who lives in LA recently graduated from art school. He paints many pictures of the Gods, and has shown me his work. I know he will only get better with time and experience. This is one of his callings in life. He's quite good.Over a year...

I would like to consider myself a true SS. However, I have posted about the Gods before, through dreams I received, or experiences with Them. I have posted about these experiences on the group to share with others what the Gods are like, and because of my enthusiasm and happiness, lol. This way...

How are  Brian Gibbons and Raven true Satanists? Haven't you been following the posts today and the past few days? They have been outed as infiltrators and Raven as a jew, from her past behavior. Please see the posts in the main JoS group. Hail Satan! From: Aquarian Clown <cape.tsoe@...

I tell things to Lord Satan that I wouldn't trust my psychiatrist with, in prayer and ritual. I feel it does help. Knowing that He listens and understands is helpful and healing for me. From: aldric.strickland <aldric.strickland@... To: [email protected] Sent: Saturday...

Study as much as you can, starting with the JoS and the sister sites. Open up all your chakras, major and minor, and do consistent power meditation. That way if the Gods speak to you or come to you, you will be able to hear and see Them, if They wish it. If you are open and psychic enough.Fight...

How does the kundalini serpent come out of the crown?I know the serpent can hit the crown and fall back down to one of the chakras but I never heard of it coming out of the crown. From: High Priestess Myla Limlal <limlal8@... To: [email protected] Sent: Tuesday, February...

Are you taking lessons from a good teacher? From: "jayvon.smith@..." <jayvon.smith@... To: [email protected] Sent: Tuesday, February 12, 2013 2:43:55 PM Subject: [JoyofSatan666] I am in need of help from a musician of hell.  ...

Likely these people are also communicating with Greys, Reptilians and Nordics,thinking that it's the Gods when it's obviously not.These methods stink of them. From: enemyofjezzuz <denniswhicher@... To: [email protected] Sent: Tuesday, January 15, 2013 9:54:11 AM Subject...

The Celts did. I read this when researching the Morrigan, that there were women warriors on the battlefield too.Hail Satan! From: Raven Lythrum <lilylavycrowley@... To: "[email protected]" <[email protected] Sent: Friday, January 4, 2013 2:13:47 PM Subject: Re...

Hi Christine,I live in Toronto, Ontario. There's a huge Chinese population here, but I feel that I cannot relate to anyone. Most are xian or Buddhist. I also have mixed feelings about being Chinese. I feel the racial tensions everytime I am in the USA, in small towns. And even here, in Canada...

Alright, I will. Thanks HP Don. :) Hail Satan! From: Don <mageson6666@... To: [email protected] Sent: Wednesday, January 2, 2013 1:08:44 AM Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: I am ashamed of my race. How can I remedy this?   Ask...

Thanks Shantikami, I ordered some books and dvds from the library. :) I know I will find many gems in my future studies of Chinese culture and history. Hail Satan! From: Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... To: "[email protected]" <[email protected] Sent...

Haha, thanks Wargamer44. :) I am glad I am here too. Hail Satan! From: wargamer44 <jefftoe@... To: [email protected] Sent: Thursday, January 3, 2013 1:05:19 AM Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: I am ashamed of my race. How can I remedy this?blca  ...

HP Don, thanks for your post. I appreciate it. It is informative. And it gives me an outline of things I might come across when I start my studies.I want to do something for my people. But I am unsure where to start, other then study. I know Lord Satan and my Guardians will guide me.Sometimes I...

lol. Thanks Brother. :)I was thinking of taking some martial arts, going to look around for classes soon. I used to do Kendo and Iaido a few years ago, but left the dojos after a few weeks because the sensei's noticed something different about me. A dojo should be like a second home. It felt...

That's true. However, even in the most populated city in my country (Canada), there are few Satanists, especially of JoS. And probably few to none that are Chinese. I wonder how many will leave Xianity and come to Satanism, and find their way here. I hope many come in the following years in the...

You're right. I guess I am sick at how spiritually degenerated my people are. Most Chinese in my parents' social circle or family are Xian or Buddhist. Something is bugging me about all of this and I have to get to the bottom of it. It's a little nagging right now but I know that as the years...

Powerful and well written. Thanks for sharing! Hail Satan! From: anikeanime <anikeanime@... To: [email protected] Sent: Tuesday, January 1, 2013 2:39:04 PM Subject: [JoyofSatan666] HAIL SATAN!   It's hard to breathe, When...

I will borrow some books from the library and see the beautiful architecture and history that Chinese people have built over the many thousands of years. I will work on my pride.Thanks Hoodedcobra. :) Hail Satan! Hail the Powers of Hell! From: hoodedcobra666 <hoodedcobra666@... To...

I feel the same way too, Paul. From: Paul Pseudonym <paulpseudonym@... To: [email protected] Sent: Monday, December 31, 2012 2:54:06 PM Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: I have a lot of anger.   I used to get so angry when...

You're right, I should not be ashamed. Your brought up very good points.I am a Canadian born Chinese, first generation Canadian. I speak Cantonese and English. Why do you ask? Hail Satan and the Powers of Hell forever! From: hoodedcobra666 <hoodedcobra666@... To...

http://www.freewebs.com/eridu666/Conversation.html ^Please see the above link, thanks. Hail Satan! From: Aquarian Clown <cape.tsoe@... To: [email protected] Sent: Monday, December 31, 2012 10:22:08 AM Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Question about hell (Duat)...

Just say it's for relaxing and meditation. Use incense if you are allowed. If they ask what kind of meditation, say you got some ideas off the Net that are Hindu or Buddhist. Like chanting or simple void meditation. Say that it's relaxing since you are so stressed, and that you read meditation...

Your Baphomet tattoo sounds really cool, American_Soldier_nc. :)Hail Satan! From: Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... To: "JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups com" <[email protected]; "american_soldier_nc@..." <american_soldier_nc@... Sent: Monday, December 31, 2012 8:12:47 PM...

Blessings to both you and Raven, Brian! Hope you had an awesome night, and shall have a great 2013! Hail Satan and the Gods of Hell forever! From: Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... To: "[email protected]" <[email protected] Sent: Tuesday, January 1, 2013...

There are no mediators in Spiritual Satanism.From personal experience, I know that the Gods hear my thoughts (because I have thought things and They acted on them, without me praying) see my actions, and certainly hear my prayers.Open your minor and major chakras, and empower them. Meditate on...

Hi, please check out www.joyofsatan.org and www.exposingchristianity.comBoth answer the majority of newbie's questions and if you have more after reading these sites, thoroughly, please come back and ask us. That's what we are here for.Hail Satan! From: r6_guy90 <idurbs@... To...

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... EPING.html HP Maxine has written about faith in Lord Satan in the above sermon.Myself, personally, Lady Marchosias has come to me and told me to have more faith in Lord Satan, even guiding me to read old posts and sermons that I had collected in a JoS...

That's a great and touching story! Thanks for sharing! Hail Satan! From: "lydia_666@..." <lydia_666@... To: [email protected] Sent: Friday, December 28, 2012 10:08:40 PM Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: THANK YOU SATAN! <3   This...

Thanks for writing this, Hoodedcobra. I really needed to read this, at this time. Even though reading it, still the enemy whispers in my ear that Satan loves everyone else but not me. They make it so believable. But a small voice inside me says that He loves me too. I have a lot of doubt. I wish...

Don't give up. And don't be so hard on yourself. Keep trying. There may be a thoughtform put there by the enemy Greys on your third eye. They do this to me, and stick thoughtforms on my head on top of my minor chakras. Clean your aura thoroughly and clean yourself with Satanic blue fire and the...

Don't stand up too fast, then. lol. And make sure you eat at regular intervals and drink enough fluids. I am no doctor, but these are the first things that came to mind. Maybe you should see a doctor, they can tell you what's up. From: "kornnuts@..." <kornnuts@... To...

I have this issue too, klmalfoy. I see the air particles as round, and everything as you say: "It's like watching a black and white scrambled tv channel, but in colour." I thought it was something with my eyes at first because I am -10.75 in both eyes, nearsighted, but I had them checked out and...

This is interesting. From: Raven Lythrum <lilylavycrowley@... To: "[email protected]" <[email protected] Sent: Friday, December 7, 2012 8:21:32 PM Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] Re: Question Of Love?   Also on another...

But it was worth it in the end, right? You two are now together and have a family started. :) Hail Satan! From: Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... To: "[email protected]" <[email protected]; "diaboluswrath@..." <diaboluswrath@... Sent: Friday, December 7, 2012...

I wish I could help you. I don't know what to tell you though. Good luck on your search. Keep us all updated though on what you find. I am curious!Hail Satan! From: Exar <exarkuun1991@... To: [email protected] Sent: Friday, December 7, 2012 7:39:20 PM Subject...

Welcome! Hail Satan! Glad to you're here. :) From: saeljasmua <saeljasmua@... To: [email protected] Sent: Friday, December 7, 2012 11:58:50 AM Subject: [HellsArmy666] Hello All   Hello. I used to be a Christian but I have...

Thanks, I should. That's a good idea. But I need to get outside more and not be a hermit. Probably he lives in the same city as me, and I might bump into him once I get more social and not be a recluse.Hail Satan! From: "diaboluswrath@..." <diaboluswrath@... To...

I agree with Emily. We don't know what those who are without may do upon hearing the truth. I have met others who were merely curious, to the angry, ignorant and fearful. But I am an adult, and can defend myself.  Once you come out as a Satanist, everyone will know, even if you back up and say...

People have privacy to take a piss, shower and go to sleep. That's when they can do meditation, even if it's 5 minutes to start. They can do it lying down in bed, before they sleep at night and before they rise in the morning. And they can do the chants in their minds, after doing it aloud a few...

I remember being a beginner and I had trouble meditating too. Just keep at it. Persistence and patience. Which ones have you started?I also need a friend, lol. I look to Lord Satan as a friend too. Of course He wants you. He wants all of us to be close to Him and to be strong, to empower our...

Knowledge dispels doubt. Keep reading the Joy of Satan website to know more and to dispel fear, nervousness and doubt.What is making you nervous, exactly? From: James Cosgrove <cosgrovejames@... To: "[email protected]" <[email protected] Sent: Friday, December...

No, I don't believe so. Everyone has to work on their own soul to raise their vibration and to become more aware. No soul is simply rises in vibration simply because some new-ager says that it will happen on a certain date. That's silly. From: Djinn Draconis <xxrygelxx@... To...

I agree. These times will come again. I hope in our lifetime or in our children's. Hail Satan! From: Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... To: "JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups com" <[email protected]; "damnplanetsaturn@..." <damnplanetsaturn@... Sent: Friday, December 7, 2012...

Your words are very inspiring, DamnplanetSaturn. I have had doubts about my position in Hell and what I mean to Lord Satan and the Powers of Hell. Even as I was reading it the enemy was inserting thoughts and emotions that I thought were my own. You're very lucky to have had the experiences you...

I have experienced much of the following that you listed. I thought it was me, all along. That I was a loser, my parents are disappointed in me and that I have no purpose in life. They also try to steer you away from Satanism. They even went as far as to try to get me to dedicate for life and be...

If you contact Them through prayer or telepathy, you might have to wait up to a few days for an answer. Just be patient. I contacted Lady Lilith about something and it took Her about 4 days to get back to me. That's because She's such an important and busy Goddess. They are all very busy right...

Much love and respect to you too, DamnplanetSaturn. :)-hugs all around- Hail Satan! From: damnplanetsaturn <damnplanetsaturn@... To: [email protected] Sent: Friday, December 7, 2012 2:47:55 PM Subject: [JoyofSatan666] We Grow Strong! The Enemy Grows Weak...

I will have to see a doctor then, when I can. Maybe it is too much bioelectricity in the brain. Maybe they will refer me to a specialist. I have lots of energy right now. I sometimes get insomnia, but not recently. I am shaking with energy.To be honest, in the past, I wasn't super consistent...

Yeah, I was thinking the same thing. :p I do basic aura of protection, life affirmations, and cleaning, as a clean aura and soul is a happy aura and soul, lol.Once I stop getting these kriyas, I will have to start as a beginner with meditations again. I plan on doing the chakra opening exercises...

To be honest, the only thing I can do is SPEAK my meditations: affirmations, programming, and cleaning. Even just concentrating on any part of my body makes me twitch and whip my head around. Right now, my ear is pressed to my shoulder in an awkward pose. I don't think I can work on my chakras...

I think that it's great that you and Raven have a child on the way. I did a lot of drugs too in the past, and made a lot of mistakes too. Thankfully those days are over.I have a theory that Lord Satan plans when we have children, when they are meant to come into our world. I wonder if the soul...

I have  a question, though. If you could help me with my meditation program.Currently, I am going through a kundalini awakening. I have mentioned before that I have kriyas, which are spontaneous and involuntary movements, vocalizations, twitches, jerks. I have not been able to sit still. Even...

Indeed. His strength is our strength! Hail Satan! From: Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... To: "[email protected]" <[email protected] Sent: Friday, December 7, 2012 9:26:53 AM Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] Question Of Love?  ...

I agree with you Anand.Especially the part about the Kundalini Serpent.Hail Satan! From: Anand Bon <anandbon@... To: "[email protected]" <[email protected]; "[email protected]" <[email protected] Sent: Friday, December 7, 2012 3:33:38 AM...

The last sentence really spoke to me Brian. I won't give up on that part of my life. I am 30 though, and still waiting for my soul mate. Hoping to start a family with him before it gets too late for me, as a woman! Yeesh! I feel like I have a ticker in me or something.Hail Satan! From...

That's awesome.I have two best friends, one of JoS and one Satanist who is not. I think they were both my husbands in past lives. We are so close. They are a bit younger then I. But in this life, we live in different countries and talk mostly through text and FB. But if they were the same race...