I am working on myself as I am a sort of mess of personality cracks, vampire influences, and I'd say "myself" somewhere. Am I right if I say that higher and lower self can be perceived as separate entities inside your mind ? This is happening to me, at least I believe this is how I perceive...

I need to add, talking about personality fracture, I begin to perceive those sub-personality as thoughtforms that is what probably they truly are (cannot see with my 3rd eye, so I cannot say yet). Most likely the mind created those thoughtforms to store unwanted emotions, then they started to...

I have learned on personal experience, that the enemy (mainly greys I believe) likes to fracture your self in early childhood with traumas, one of which is sexual abuse (the worst). This creates sub-personalities hidden into your subconscious that are freezed at the age when the main trauma...

Sorry I am rarely online, I will be glad to relate my experiences as possible, need to find some time to read all posts.

I forgot to mention, I noticed an increase of recent awakening to the buried abused, for normal people. The web shows that - people remembers, some psychologists started to specialize in this kind f healing (some, does not seems jews). I take this as a positive sign, the jewish abuse vortex of...

I am glad I have been of help. I had a breakdown too years ago without knowing why; now I understood this was due to buried self-hate that manifested during a bad Saturn transit.

I just want to write a final post, resuming what I understood about inner problems, traumas, false ego and how they can steer life to the wrong direction. Hope this will help people to fix any similar problem. Also I will not use this account anymore, both because I do want to transform myself...

I am not sure what you mean, however, arguing on different point of views will bring to nothing. Freeing lands as population is rapidly growing, to grow food or other useful thing, should not be neglected. Free will, I will not debate on this, each of us has his own stance. World leaders will...

Sometimes we find in the forums a spark to help our efforts to advance ourselves, in others' messages.

Banning tobacco would deeply touch the enemy as the jews make money and damage Gentiles. Would not be easy then, but would be a big goal! Also, this will free many lands for agriculture, what's the point of raising tobacco when you could raise i.e. medical herbs, healthy food, etc.

I fully agree. Also, I noticed that once one of them attaches to a Satanic soul (like in my case) they can grow high in power as they leech from a powerful soul, not a common person. So basically you struggle against your own energies as you give them out to the vampire, also you act against...

Fully agree. My father constantly wants to project himself into me, this is something I recently figured out. This cause constant clash and will of control my life.

I also perceive external efforts to break up my relationship with my gf. We both have a vampire-control process since childhood and, in some way, we are beneficial to each other. I will not completely subdue to her vampire's will, same she will not completely fall under my vampire's will (even...

I think, child sexual abuse is a standard rule in jw as I have seen how this is a common rule in heavily xian families too. No surprise they hate children, so they can "justify" their horrible actions that end up in soul enslavement, damage and life wreckage. Of course, jw will "rescue" wrecked...

Thanks, I am working on Mars Squares and also Sun squares from time to time. Your advices are always valuable and I appreciate. I have proof the vampire weakens my Mars (2nd chakra) as years ago, when he had a Neptune transit on his Sun = weaker, I had a boost of Mars energies and I was...

This is also what I thought, I am building on myself according to my natal chart and soul, and not according to other's will, expectations or desires (that were, to be a clone of him).

Thanks, I am working on Mars Squares and also Sun squares from time to time. Your advices are always valuable and I appreciate. I have proof the vampire weakens my Mars (2nd chakra) as years ago, when he had a Neptune transit on his Sun = weaker, I had a boost of Mars energies and I was...

I just wanted to update. With meditation and visualization while in trance, I have been able to let this "child" come out from the dark room that is now lit, revealing facts to me. Still a long way to walk to re-establish emotional balance, as this child (be it a thoughtform or a representation...

Thanks, this is valuable input again. Chakra cleaning seems to work very well for me, I am doing this for every new Moon, it seems beneficial. About psychological help, this is not easy as many jews and jewish influence are involved, however this may be a further step at some level I will...

I have to say, as I am dealing with many traumas from childhood, the enemy uses those events to enslave your mind. I am still in the process to clarify but I'll relate what I found out until now. Letting emotions emerge from your mind is helpful, I did, and some very intense emotions rose and...

I have made some researchs on pedophilia, it seems most men that have been abused in childhood by males, develop serious gender-orientation issues. They are mostly straight, but they fight with their emotions and are also attracted by men in mostly non spontaneous ways. This causes issues, and...

I think this whole "child inside" issue, is related to the Moon and 6th chakra. Since I have started to raise from the shadows of the mind memories, emotions, etc. I have a sort of dark energy around my 6th chakra and I cannot properly feel it as it should be. I belive the mind sees as "child" a...

This may come from childhood, at the emotional level, it may be the action of kissing have not been elaborated and did not evolve at the emotional level. For some reason, be it traumatic or other reasons. It happened to me too.

Same here.

Isolation is a sign of possible childhood trauma diverting you away from reality. I would bet, in jw sexual abuse in childhood is a rule for enslaving people, as it seems a rule also in xian mentality. This is used to handover karmic "patriarchal family" to future generations. The father gains...

To my experience : singers do not know barely anything about the occult. They are simply unconsciously driven by te enemy / greys or so and they think they had an "idea" for a song, while that idea has been injected into their mind by the enemy. This is why pedophilia, sexual violence, etc. is...

I had some disgusting thoughs about sex and pressure on my 2nd chakra weeks before my repressed memories emerged. This was linked to childhood traumas (I will not go into details here), that may be linked to sexual or psychological bad experiences. This lowers self-esteem and self-defence, of...

Definitely we are addressing a very relevant problem here, that of controlled minds through childhood traumas and/or psychic vampires' deep links. Most often I see both facts walk together in parallel. I have also experienced being attracted to negative people; I have also been attracted to...

I understand, I am disclosing some details about me as I will close this account once I will solve the matter and the enemy will stay with a bunch of "nothing" about me once I will "vanish". Both as an account and as traumatized "persona". What i can add is, I recalled hidden memories only now...

I just want to add, I do not feel this "inner child" is a false self. It may be, the false self developed after the emotions freezed at - let's say - 5 years old. So the affected person could never develop his/her true self, but followed what the abuser/vampire commanded him/her to be. Still...

You got what I mean here. They have an "adult" ego but they react like 5 years old children. So the abuser, still holds an emotional backdoor. I have not been able to say "no" to my father due to emotional traumas. I suspect, this is a population control tool for the jews. Have a look the North...

I hope my 2 cents may help. I have been too meditating and advancing for years, with problems, but everything was under control and life was liveable. I recently discovered how my father controlled my life at the unconscious level, and began detaching him. I also most recently recalled past and...

Fully agree, this is what I am working on. He is keeping me blocked to reach the Astral, that I have been able to see only from time to time when he was weakened by Planetary transits. I used VINASA to destroy an annoying thoughtform harassing me, that was created for the purpouse of keeping me...

OK, then. As per this thread's subject, I faced and still am facing severe problems with vampiric draining from my father. After a first deep session of chakra cleaning and severing links from him, also distancing him in daily life, I found I was still heavily under his influence. So I needed to...

I read your reply and jumped to this thread. I will express some facts that I just discovered about this "false ego" and childhood emotions / abuses and so on in this thread as it somehow completes my experience with vampire and destroyed life. Hope this helps other fellows in Satan to recover...

Sorry for the slight off-topic. How did you cope with that, did this (attempted) sexual abuse cause any personality issues ? I read that sexualy abused people may develop a second self while hiding a hurt self inside, as childish personality. This is caused bu severe trauma and lost faith in...

Thanks slyscorpion for bringing up this problem. I have been and still am victim of this cord attachment to my chakras, on deep level, so I can testify how this affects your life. It is very important to discuss this on here, as I found out I was not even able to visualize and find the...

I just want to update this thread, as I managed to overcome a stall point in detachment process - that I acknowledge is slow and going on since years in waves. I fully detached the lower chakras and kundalini link, together with a general physical distance from the vampire and some help from my...

I see, living in a muslim country is even worst than xian countries due to higher psychological violence. I recently found much free time so I am working on strength more than usual, I agree with this as utmost important; I still have some empapty towards family members and thus is most likely...

I agree, I just found out I empower my family and related problems. Before my birth, my family was a very nonsensical family with no power at all, my grandparents were quite humble and living with nothing (xian style), after my birth my father began a good career and family was enriched to some...

He reacted with happiness, the usual kind of xian attitude "poor guy, I will 'help' you" - I was just caught in his trap again. It's the same for me, I have been and still are a target for the most odd people harassing me. Most often I have been submerged with harassment so I needed to change...

I read everything you posted with interest. I understand, my struggle and journey for freedom began many years ago without me consciously knowing this; I tried very early to abruptly break free from my father's dominion by emigration but everything went odds and I was forced back home quite...

First of all, thanks to both for support. Now I realize it was my GD guiding me to write on here, as it seems this will be beneficial to me and many others. I live in a heavily xianized area, so I think the "scheme" is affecting many others on here or future newbies who will find this post, for...

I attempted black magick previously, to reduce the vampiere's power and it worked as a temporary relief. Also binding partially worked. The situation got MUCH worse when my mother died; it happens a sort of projection by his side on my girlfriend, as if he wanted to revive my mother in her, this...

I just wanted to update on developments. I had success in detaching my brother (1st vampire) from all my chakras, while I am still struggling to detach my father (main vampire). This is both sad and challenging, how a family can be divided and destroyed by xianity and bad karma; I put my...

Same here. Thanks.

Just realized after typo : arm lenght top fingers-shoulder 75

Let's say my leg ankle-hip is 100, in proportion hip to head (top) is 80 and arm length is 125 (fingers top to shoulder) Fully agree, this is what I was wondering about.

I jump in this topic because I am looking to learn at least the basics of a martial arts, for self-defence and also for mind training. I read Wing Chun is aimed for weaker people. My right arm and shoulder have a nervous problem that cannot be fixed, they work 50% but are quite weak and cannot...

Thanks for your support. I do not want to unwillingly drain energy from you or involve too much attention on my personal situation. I have come to the same conclusion as well. I feel strong repressed anger towards this person, for how I have been manipulated and driven to do things I did not...

Thank you. I was looking for the best Runes and found out as well Uruz and Ansuz. As I did the study before reading your post, I overlooked Wunjo that I will consider using. I also found out with meditation, the vampire seems attached to my Pingala serpent. Would it be possible, has anyone...

Thank you both. It seems the only solution is detachment. I had other problems with vampires, I have been able to cut off with meditation. This one is really the hardest one (after years, the only goal is acknowledging mind control). I need to also physically stay far from him, as each contact...

Good day to all of you. Please excuse the long post. There is a sound problem it seems I am unable to fix since time. I got any kind of help from my GD but I feel like I need some human confrontation on this, as I am still barely stuck at ground zero, most likely the problem is somewhere in...