Another thing is today I found the name of filthy rotten thing named "seehiah", how can I banish it from me .....
Use this ritual:
https://templeofzeus.org/Banishing.php
Maybe even ask the Orobas God for help first:
https://tozrituals.org/ritual/demon/orobas-power-ritual.html
Please advise. Should I go live on the street, so I don't have to pretend anymore, or should I just keep blending in, for the sake of my social welfare..
There is nothing wrong with passing yourself off as a Christian to avoid trouble. Satan sees what is in your heart. But at your age maybe you would like your own spaces where you can be more yourself. Living with parents is not universally wrong. Sometimes it can be motivated by wanting to take care of a mom in need, wanting to contribute to dad's household expenses, being supportive of your little brothers or sisters. But if you see that the situation is hindering you, that you're living these cohabitations badly -- at your age, try to have your own space by going to live alone.