Need advice

[Athena666]

I justlike to make a post here, hope you guys won’t judge. I’m still in my 40 days meditation period (26/40) and it feels like I’m doing it for a long time. I lose job last year and took 1 year rest. I’m in mid 30’s and feeling sort of insecurity with career and relationship. I already stopped taking anti depressant for long time but still taking some sleeping pills. I’m a silent type of a person, an EMPATH but still trying to mingle with people.

I tried not taking pills for a day but mind at the moment keeps on having different thoughts.One moment I’m about to cry but able to handle or stop it. I don’t know if this is something to do with spirituality or I’m just lonely and need someone to talk to.

 

[solosince1995]

Moon square for mastery over feelings and emotions, sun square for confidence , Jupiter square for an expansion in positive emotions , kriyas and mantras for all chakras mainly ground.
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There’s plenty of ways to overcome this.
You mean like out of no where you sort of feel like crying or in a sudden negative crisis? Don’t let depression sink you.

 

[solosince1995]

I’m sorry I meant to say mainly ground yourself the breathe of fire in your chakras and kriyas for your throat and sacral chakras

 

[N0b0dy]

I justlike to make a post here, hope you guys won’t judge. I’m still in my 40 days meditation period (26/40) and it feels like I’m doing it for a long time. I lose job last year and took 1 year rest. I’m in mid 30’s and feeling sort of insecurity with career and relationship. I already stopped taking anti depressant for long time but still taking some sleeping pills. I’m a silent type of a person, an EMPATH but still trying to mingle with people.

I tried not taking pills for a day but mind at the moment keeps on having different thoughts.One moment I’m about to cry but able to handle or stop it. I don’t know if this is something to do with spirituality or I’m just lonely and need someone to talk to.

Life is hard right now, it's not getting any easier any time soon. You just have to roll with the punches, whatever that looks like in your situation. I felt lonely too, so much that at times my heart would physically ache. Eventually you just get over it, and you'll be much better off for it. All you can do is do your best with what you got. Sometimes runes aren't the best tool, understanding and comprehension of WHY you feel this way and simply deciding to change your circumstances or your reaction to it is the core issue. Right now you sort of trap yourself in misery, no rune will help with that initially.

 

[Hail Lord Ptah]

Keep up with your meditations, soon your soul will become powerful and you'll use that energy to shape your life.
Also keep praying to the Gods, they help you till you become stable and able to handle things better