Other #80697 I cursed * and now the news says he's dead.

[Ask Satya Operator]

Just as the title says, I cursed him and now I'm partially responsible for his death because I heavily wished it on him. This was before the liturgical terms updates and my understanding of living according to Maat. I had so much hate in my heart and I let it out on him as target practice. I don't know what to do to make amends before my soul is judged on Maat's scales for this. In my heart it was done so on my misconception of his "race" and envy of his wealth that I felt he didn't deserve so I'm sitting here feeling I messed up after reading the Death & Slaying Ethics page.

 

[Yurei]

I'm sure you had good reason

 

[Flamma Bellum]

Just as the title says, I cursed him and now I'm partially responsible for his death because I heavily wished it on him. This was before the liturgical terms updates and my understanding of living according to Maat. I had so much hate in my heart and I let it out on him as target practice. I don't know what to do to make amends before my soul is judged on Maat's scales for this. In my heart it was done so on my misconception of his "race" and envy of his wealth that I felt he didn't deserve so I'm sitting here feeling I messed up after reading the Death & Slaying Ethics page.

No time on any negativity. What is Best you can do is to become lighter in your heart.

By walking the path. Focus on climbing Tiers of HoO MAINLY. Translations, outreach project, studying, helping community, Donations. And else. Burn bad karma in big amounts and replaces it.

So mainly climbing Tiers in HoO. All the contributions makes you get higher in them, and suddenly in Tier 4 you can find a Sacred Ritual which is 42 Confessions of Maat. Which can take away all what was done even in your past lives.

These Rituals by default should be aspired by all Serious Zevists, but it would help you with overall wellness of your Soul.

Whatever you have done, don’t take this on yourself only, things are happening alright? But if this is truly a case that it was you, for me this would only mean One thing - to walk the path now with all force. And that’s only way out.

But you also have to understand that such events is not there only to make us truly seek, but that life is about it striving to become best in overall by default for us. Take this as a fuel now, and for a boost of your efforts.

And forward.

Life is too short on doubting or whatever.

 

[Flamma Bellum]

No time on any negativity. What is Best you can do is to become lighter in your heart.

By walking the path. Focus on climbing Tiers of HoO MAINLY. Translations, outreach project, studying, helping community, Donations. And else. Burn bad karma in big amounts and replaces it.

So mainly climbing Tiers in HoO. All the contributions makes you get higher in them, and suddenly in Tier 4 you can find a Sacred Ritual which is 42 Confessions of Maat. Which can take away all what was done even in your past lives.

These Rituals by default should be aspired by all Serious Zevists, but it would help you with overall wellness of your Soul.

Whatever you have done, don’t take this on yourself only, things are happening alright? But if this is truly a case that it was you, for me this would only mean One thing - to walk the path now with all force. And that’s only way out.

But you also have to understand that such events is not there only to make us truly seek, but that life is about it striving to become best in overall by default for us. Take this as a fuel now, and for a boost of your efforts.

And forward.

Life is too short on doubting or whatever.

P.S. https://ancient-forums.com/threads/my-experience-with-the-42-confessions-of-maat-ritual.300354/

 

[Stormblood]

If I may advise, I would suggest starting with Lord Anubis's ritual. You can do the ritual, then establish communication with the God, explain the situation, especially how you acted, and your reason. Then admit what you think your shortcomings in the situation are, and what your learned from it, and ask that any lingering negativity that is still on their soul be taken away.

Next, I'd hold a ritual to Lady Ma'at, and ask Her what you can do to grow from this.

Making amends is learning from your mistakes, and taking action to alleviate a situation you caused, which may take time and effort. You already recognising you didn't do it for legitimate reasons and are trying to understand the situation, which are good first steps in the right direction. Focusing on what you can do now (i.e. the positive) will help you more than dwelling on guilt and of amplifying the weight on your heart.

So, if you think you messed up, you just own up to it, and set course in the right direction.

 

[AFODO]

What was your reason? And also, to k1ll someone with spiritual force before he was meant to d1e, a lot of energy is needed.

 

[The Alchemist7 [SG]]

Just as the title says, I cursed him and now I'm partially responsible for his death because I heavily wished it on him. This was before the liturgical terms updates and my understanding of living according to Maat. I had so much hate in my heart and I let it out on him as target practice. I don't know what to do to make amends before my soul is judged on Maat's scales for this. In my heart it was done so on my misconception of his "race" and envy of his wealth that I felt he didn't deserve so I'm sitting here feeling I messed up after reading the Death & Slaying Ethics page.

This was an extremely irresponsible act and total abuse of spiritual powers. If I understand correctly:
1. You had hate that you let out on this person "as target practice", as in, random? What this says is that there was no real conflict or even connection between you and him.

2.

This was before the liturgical terms updates and my understanding of living according to Maat.

You needed to learn life and death ethics in order to understand that it is wrong to attempt to slay someone with magic, on completely unjustified reasons? Secondly to this, it seems that what you care more about is saving your backside from Gods judgement. Based on the Ethics of Ma'at this incurs the heaviest weight as it represents murder from hate and envy.

Death & Slaying Ethics

This person could have been someone's father, husband, son, brother etc. Since we are all people living together in this world, it does not matter whether it is your father/husband/son/brother or someone else's, but many people have the mindset that "nothing bad will happen to me and my family".

If you felt his wealth was undeserved, as in, acquired illegally, what you should have done is a working to inflict justice on him. If his wealth was legal then there was no justice to instill.

I am not the one to judge but the only thing I can recommend based on the severity of the above is that you need to reach out to the Gods directly and receive understanding about the above, and if there is anything you can do to amend based on what They instruct.


As a general advice for everyone, if you have hate on someone big enough as to motivate you to curse them, there are two things you must do in order to not ruin your karma and future:
1. Don't cause harm, cause justice. If you are attempting to curse a person that has caused you no injustice, but you know they are doing something immoral or illegal (stealing bullying, scamming others etc), instill justice on them, not harm. Justice is going to manifest into ways that are right for the said person to pay for their misbehavior.

2. If a person has caused you harm, cause them proportional harm or strong enough that it will discourage and disarm them from causing you any extra harm, in a responsible and humane manner.

If there are extreme cases of rapists, murderers, paedophiles etc. that you have developed hate for and willing to curse, the best thing to do is to decide based on the Death and Slay Ethics linked above.

When it comes to cursing others you need to treat spiritual abilities as guns and other weapons. They can cause fatal harm but they can also get you into serious trouble. The laws of Ma'at have always been enforced on our souls across humanity's existence, is just that only now people have gotten to read about and discover these laws.

 

[Edward Lonsa]

Greetings!

We can't always be sure about the exact race because DNA tests are not always right, and no one will do them at our will of course.

Hatred is natural and good thing it protects Motherland and our Loved ones. I am ready to go to Tartar and everywhere protecting my Love and avenging them, pay with my Soul and with everything else. Yet I do not think death is always the best revenge. Life is endlessly more tormenting than death so I would not recommend death at all if you really want to torture. They must experience what they caused to our Loves. They must pay. Dead person can't pay. R*pists must be r*ped themselves and t*rn apart, devast*ted, imp*led with other people having breakfast watching how they are slowly d*ing. Those who used physical force against sensitive non-warrior sex or caste should incarnate into the similar situation (despite of their soul specifics) and experience everything what they gave to others. These wounds they caused do not heal - so why should theirs do. The one who caused fire to the innocent must d*e in fire. Everyone who applied medicine to this world must try their own medicine. But to try they have to live at least one more life. Life is torture so sometimes it is the worst punishment for someone asking for death.

Good idea would be to program all the evil you or your Love experienced because of them to go out of your Soul and to return to them and that it hit them themselves so that they got their evil back and experience themselves what they have done.

If you wish to help someone on the astral you have to pray to Gods to teach you to heal and fix what you did if you did. They can teach everything and show you any technic. But you have to really deeply desire it.

 

[justvoid]

Don’t blame yourself; instead, keep moving forward and follow the path of Zevist. By wallowing in negativity and self-blame, you’re only making things worse for yourself. If you’ve wronged Maat, the Gods will give you a chance to atone for your sins as you continue on your path of growth.