Is it good to ask the Gods for harsh tests? Or it should be avoided at all cost?

[ΑΝΑΣΤΑΣΙΣ]

Sometimes when i slip, i feel shame before the Gods, and do not seek compassion from them since this will confirm their kindness and confirm my failure, instead, i instantly do something to rebalance this, i once gave some big oaths, i did not break them, i fulfilled them successfully , or i start asking for harsh tests, I am okay if they will be harsh challenges that i will either overcome or fail to pass, but i do not want events such as a car accident etc..

I have been through that its not something i fear its just something i see as an unnecessary and unhealthy event. I would be okay with tests that aligns with improving instead of ones who may destroy me. I.e. tests related to unlocking higher levels so i won’t lose anything by failing. How the Gods orchestrate the tests ? Its completly dumb to face unnecessary problems.. it will be counterproductive..

Is it good to ask the Gods for harsh tests? Or it should be avoided at all cost?

 

[Flamma Bellum]

Gods know best what is best for you at the current time.

 

[ΑΝΑΣΤΑΣΙΣ]

Gods know best what is best for you at the current time.

Yes of course. But is it good to ask for tests ? Oaths and Promises has been explained before by HPHC, i am trying to understand the test part, and how do the Gods orchestrate them..

 

[Flamma Bellum]

Yes of course. But is it good to ask for tests ? Oaths and Promises has been explained before by HPHC, i am trying to understand the test part, and how do the Gods orchestrate them..

Okay I understand that you are concerned towards most crucial part of advancement.

So Tests are there for you in many many ways already. And most appropriate is to focus on making yourself able to go through as much effortlessly as possible.

You can ask for tests. But the ultimate test is your advancement. Your ability to break through the walls of the mind, ability to keep up with power and ethics, facing fear, overcoming obstacles. Which are already in your life.

Loyalty. Trust, realisations that you have to do things for Community and Gods.

Growing in understanding. Living your life truly, not missing opportunities. Learning, willing, studying, meditating, exercising, establishing yourself in knowledge.

Brother you are in school already what tests you want to ask more?

Time is for learning, then time comes for tests.

All you should focus upon is your development and ultimate power building, the test is also in itself how you will make this way for you in the best and most effective manner which will benefit the whole.

Many years back was asking for things like “I need more fear in meditation” to overcome it, because I knew I overcome it there I will manage it everywhere, but these are my ego impulse needs based on what “I” know.

Better focus on breaking through in meditation from whatever state you are, can it be comfort, sense of “knowing”, boredom, just anything has to be learnt to be voided out for best clarity to emerge to be seen reality through to understand how to make best manner living and become closer to Gods.

 

[ΑΝΑΣΤΑΣΙΣ]

Okay I understand that you are concerned towards most crucial part of advancement.

So Tests are there for you in many many ways already. And most appropriate is to focus on making yourself able to go through as much effortlessly as possible.

You can ask for tests. But the ultimate test is your advancement. Your ability to break through the walls of the mind, ability to keep up with power and ethics, facing fear, overcoming obstacles. Which are already in your life.

Loyalty. Trust, realisations that you have to do things for Community and Gods.

Growing in understanding. Living your life truly, not missing opportunities. Learning, willing, studying, meditating, exercising, establishing yourself in knowledge.

Brother you are in school already what tests you want to ask more?

Time is for learning, then time comes for tests.

All you should focus upon is your development and ultimate power building, the test is also in itself how you will make this way for you in the best and most effective manner which will benefit the whole.

Many years back was asking for things like “I need more fear in meditation” to overcome it, because I knew I overcome it there I will manage it everywhere, but these are my ego impulse needs based on what “I” know.

Better focus on breaking through in meditation from whatever state you are, can it be comfort, sense of “knowing”, boredom, just anything has to be learnt to be voided out for best clarity to emerge to be seen reality through to understand how to make best manner living and become closer to Gods.

Thank you!