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Seing an animal get killed, Aïd, my experience

Goldenwings

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I am not advocating animal sacrifice or anything that goes against zevism, do not read if you are highly sensitive, im telling my experience

In Morocco since your childhood you watch the sheep being killed its normal, the moroccan way of doing it is you must use a very sharp long knife ( if you use a one that isnt that sharp you will have to push it against his throat multiple times, i saw that happen once, i hated it ) but besides this one, what i saw was the use of a sharp one and it take only 1 push or 1,5 push , and all the vessels and stuff that should be cut are cut

I even once saw a 3-4 year girl watch it lol( i never saw someone scared in my entire life , besides 1 adult) in my life watching that i always felt weird, now writing this i feel the feeling again its ln my chest, so sometimes i looked at the moment his throat is cut sometimes i didnt , last 3years , i watched from different perspective, ( still got feeling in chest whenever watching even if i watched every year and every year i watched 3-4 sheeps)

So once in the last 3 years, i led the animal to the place, put it there , let them continue, ( the elders are the one who do it) and watched , i looked at his eyes( the moment he is laying down and they rotate the neck so the throat is exposed) it just feels intense he feels real, and i always got the question " imagine the one who kills it ( mostly we pay a guy who does this) he choose to kill me instead, i watched , then the moment the throat is cut, my mind is shut im just watching

With the feeling in the chest, and it feels like if the weather is gray there are clouds and wind( my favourite whether by the way) and i start like accepting how raw existence is, i see people laughing being happy i see the animal being eaten and i eat him and it tastes delicious, and same time during almost all day i get feeling that life is not "good" and sometimes the "bad" appears, no life is just life , with both the good and the bad happening in the same time

Also i start thinking if we accept to eat a sheep because he is lower consciousness and an animal, there is a big chance someday an alien who is too much higher in consciousness will choose to feed on us, since we will be the sheep, so in my mind i think, im doing this just because we should do it , i cant not feed on an animal, but if a day somehow we surpass it , it will be good, i wont yearn for animal killing

Thinking this way if an alien want to sacrifice me i will tell him fuck you ! didnt i just said im against that sacrificing game ? Its out of necessity , slut! And im a bigger alien currently in this body now, didnt you recognise me ? Bitch! Lets find a sheep, it will also make you a good alien, on the human terms , we eat sheep anyway.( Im not advocating animal sacrifice, i just articulated thd idea) im against sacrificing since accepting it = probability of it happening to me, so i refuse that game

Also , when i watch the animal being killed , it also makes me think of how impermanent things are in life , 5min before he was alive 5min later he is meat , last year when i watched i also got same feeling , weird feeling in chest, and it feels like if its happening to me not to the sheep, i may even feel like covering my throat or angling my head down so that my throat is hidden

But thinking about this, the higher our consciousness the higher you see the "bad" and we agree that the lower the consciousness the more bad is there so the higher consciousness the more you see things from above and look down to the lower consciousness and see the bad stuff happening, so going higher you will just get used to accepting many bad as necessary evil ( in my opinion) and or get used to it and fighting it with non attachment and not getting emotionally involved

Also the good and bad feed on attention, if you overfocus on the bad it will drag you down to meet him, and if you overfocus on the good you make it grow and by consequence fight the bad
 
Sorry to hear that you and your People witness this thing on the regular. Of course, most of us know this already but hearing it firsthand is a different thing.

While I understand that witnessing something so abhorrent, so gratuitously cruel, so unnecessarily and casually evil can be damaging to one's psyche or even cause one to want to "overcorrect" in the opposite direction, I'd like to tell you beforehand that while abrahamic blood sacrifice is horrendous, we still need to eat meat purely in order to survive. It has nothing to do with "eating it because it is of lower consciousness than us", it's simply the "reality of life" that human beings, being omnivores (though, arguably tending more towards carnivorism than the other way around), simply require sustenance in the form of nutrients we can only derive from animals in order to continue sustaining our existence at an optimal state. However, the Pagan/Zevic way of looking at the matter of slaughtering animals differs wildly from how abrahamics are used to treating animals (like our "tools", "put here on Earth by "god" just for us and thus, not worthy of being considered, etc.). For more information and as a starting reference, you should refer to this wonderful sermon by High Priest Hooded Cobra.

May you and your noble People arrive at cleaner days quickly where the public can wash their hands of this sordid, bloody affair once and for all.
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Shaitan

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