I thing Ose is my guardian demon (thats how i saw this thread, i just searched Ose on forums) in trance when i tried to see as you wrote Her, i saw her as him, is it possible? I mean my astral sences are still not working 100% as they should, im working on it, i saw her in white robe, golden hands, something like a month ago i saw my GD without head, like he dont want to show me his face, levitating hairs over her body. Yesterday (or more days ago?) I saw her face, it was golden too, like hands, by this gold i dont mean color of gold bar, just gold, if you know what i mean. Also i saw he had black painted waterline of the eye. And long hairs, something like yellow but really light yellow. Is it possible i saw her in a male form?