This path can be quite difficult, can't it? I have been dealing with the beliefs we've been programmed with since birth, such as Xianity. When you decide to practice another religion, you can find tens of thousands of people out there for discussion. Spiritual Satanism? You have the Jos site and...

Thank you for the advice. I'll follow up with HP Baghie to see if I can glean a few pearls of wisdom.

Greetings Everyone, I'm posting here and now because I made a bit of an error some years ago- I did a dedication ritual to Father in 2005, but did not realize how programmed and naive I was at the time. I had some (what seemed at the time) VERY frightening spiritual experiences, but I believe...