Thanks for giving me a better understanding, HPS Lydia.

IF I DID NOT HAVE FAITH IN THE GODS ID PROBABLY BE WICCA OR SOMETHING, BY NOW. MY FAITH IN THE GOD'S IS EXACTLY WHAT STRENGTHENS ME TO BELIEVE IN MYSELF.

I can understand what you are getting at. Dearly I value your input. But I have faith in the fact that the Gods are there to guide me. That faith however is not enough. Also I have faith in myself to be receptive, of their guidance. Please don't understand me wrong that I just sit back, and have...

I agree with you April. Harming people on a whim, can cause alot of regret latter on. In many cases it's not worth the revenge. Forgiveness can sometimes be beneficial to even yourself. However you should not tolerate constant abuse, from anyone.

We'll if that's the case, then in many cases I could have meditated alot more.

In my opinion cleaning your aura, removes bad energy, Right? Anyone one around might unknowingly draw that in. Any meditation can make a link to anyone or anything, in close proximity. I fully understand. Sometimes when we have the time, being alone is hard. Praying to Satan for insight into the...

Good day brothers and sisters in Satan. In my life I was unfortunate enough, to get into christianity. I've been told to have faith. I had faith, but as circumstances worsened, faith diminished. Finally I stepped away, cause all of this made no sense, but only makes one confused. As many know...

My personal opinion is this_ In regards to any Form of interpersonal attraction, there are many factors, all depends on individual personalities. Factors such as; shared interests, appearance, or in the the case of complimentary the key is reciprocity. I'm a homosexual male, and I'd like to...

God🙏... I cannot wait for the proper conditions to do some rituals.. In many ways, we are experiencing the same battles. May the God's be with us all Hail Satan!!

Thanks HPS Lydia... Now this is something I'll definitely try out in 2days. 🤗

Great thanks dearest april

In correction of any misconception- I am know there is no quick magical fix to any of this. Right now time and patience is my greatest defence. I consider myself strong and enduring. Great things is what I put my entire faith and effort in.

Thank you April. Yes I'll consider a therapist. You yourself are a great catharsis. Alot of reading I think can also aid in healing my mind. I'm now reading through Jos. In any case can you suggest any mind blowing books I can download. HAIL SATAN!!!!

And yes I'll keep track on my advancement. I keep rereading that first reply to my post. Right now I'm doing aura cleaning, foundation, and aura of protection. Tomorrow I'll add void. The foundation is extremely pleasant, though it now starts to cause a wild shaking that's uncontrollably scary...

"How weird" I should be more careful I presume, I'm being written like a book here. True I had alot of childhood trauma, and neglect. Mostly my father. Some therapist told my mom I'm being manipulative. I don't have any faith in that. Regarding my sexual preference_ I need to get a balance...