That's because you didn't belong there to begin with. Christianity and being Dedicated to Satan doesn't mix well at all. Your on a path that Most People are Too Afraid to take because once you pick the LHP you can't turn back. That feeling you were feeling could of been Someone unseen trying to...
Well if we get chiped in 36 months we then get chipped. The Christians though are going to Freak Out just watch them they are going to start acting all scared and super paranoid like always.
You'll get better trust me my friend your not alone we are all part of the struggle so embrace suffering and good times because that's what lifes all about constantly spiritually evolving to keep yourself going don't worry it's all just a game so enjoy yourself. All Hail Father Satan!!! All Hail...
(Continued) Everything in your life no matter how vile it was doesn't matter now because once you dedicated to Father Satan you become One with him. He loves you and doesn't care what you did or how you lived your life. Just take it easy and play some music or something or meditate for 5 to 10...
I can relate man trust me I have felt as bad as you it's good your not drinking or doing drugs in all honesty I tried that approach doesn't work. There have beensome times in my life where I have tried to attempt suicide and I due to my mental illnesses I have had to shove booze down my throat...
Ok then don't tell the counsolers anything about your beliefs keep it on the down low if you decide to go see them just tell them that you believe in God but hold no denomination if they start asking religious questions and make sure not to "Volunteer" too much information. Questions that will...
There are Two things that are important in Real Satanism your vital existence because this is a sole determiner on how your spiritual existence will consist of. And like I said your spiritual existence because its a sole determimer on how your next incarnation will be so yes be Serious about...
Based on the personal information you have given yourself you have a long way to go before you reach Godhood. You have literally Eternity to live your life so don't be in a hurry or rush anything don'tworry be patient. You should look into getting yourself a gym membership because your going to...
There is nothing to correct because this is true.I've done everythig I could to get in touch to my spiritual side and based on my own conclusions on my own profile I get positive feedback even get respect from people easily but not noticed in a sexual way because I'm working on all parts of...
Everyone in my family is clueless except the fact that I am highly manipulative but have gotten so good at it they think I have stopped doing it. I have gotten so good at it that if I read up on something that's not Truthful I won't believe in it just the parts that are truthful. I even have my...
Agreed my friend agreed! I can tell you that I have Lied more times now that I'm New to Satanism then I have ever lied in my life as a agnostic Chrisitan looking a searching for a God that doesn't give a shit about me.I've lied so much that my lies sound like the Truth...I'm so good at it that...