I phoned a psychic yesterday brothers and sisters! But he pretty much told me many things I already knew. He was able to confirm that there was some sort of "guardian" around me - My GD, he told me that my meditations are sending my subconcious mind to the spiritual world and he explained...

Hi brothers and sisters, I was waiting at a bus stop today and I met a strange baby. It was laying in a buggy and it was staring at me with this intense look on its face. It wan't smiling and it didn't look scared either it was like it was observing me. I was startled by it and couldn't stop...

I want to use this energy to empower my chakra and soul so that I can become a psychic, fight for father satan and begin the magnum opus before my 20th birthday (around 19) - while being prepared to raise our gift from satan, the kundalini. All of this is VERY IMPORTANT to me. I masturbated...

Nice! I'm going to burn the bible my aunt got me for christmas with pyrokinesis (Im working towards that goal). That will be my personal sign of complete liberation from my 'old life'. HAIL SATAN! ;)

Thanks very much for your posts. I have been doing the meditation from father satan. When I do this I feel amazingly calm and cool, and my third eye goes off like a buzzer. It feels like nothing I have ever felt. I have tried sendin energy to different chakras and parts of the body (like the...

Piracetam is a drug that boosts cognitive performance giving the user better memory recall and concentration. I take it with Choline Bitartrate aswell. It alters your brain and when I take it my dreams are more vivid and I can wake up earlier too. Is this drug going to affect my...

I have been really rock these past few days emotionally. My sister has been having 'panic attacks' but the doctor suggested it may be anemia. My father can't cope and now I have to look after him alone. My mother is an asshole and is nowhere to be found, shes no help at all. Today I got...

I awoke this morning very early at around 4am after ANOTHER unsuccessful attempt at astral projection. I was very tired and still depressed [see my other post] and so I decided to have a - private moment (use your imagination)! (BEFORE that I was just searching about the kundalini and...

This past week has been horrible. My sister has started having what I believe to be panic attacks. She went to the hospital today for a blood test but their hypothesis is that she is anemic! Today I was working out in the gym and "my xian friends" went over board with the comments of my...

I feel the same way! I can feel energy and to a certain extent "tune off" parts of my body through meditation but where do I go? What do I do with this power but advance? I want to change the world and spread this knowledge of energy to everyone but I know its going to be EXTREMELY HARD! I...

I have always hated commitment, I hate marriage could be due to my 'childhood' but I won't go into that. I don't think its because I may be gay 'and not know it', Im starting to think I may have a demoness wife - but I really have no clue. So I guess I won't be paying as much tax as the rest of...

Hi brethren, I got this idea from a fellow dedicated satanist on youtube. They talked about making their own sigil. Now Ive been thinking about this a lot and I wonder if there was any reason why I should not. My sigil will be: A J; This is my first name. The J will be bubble...

--- In [email protected], Andrei Herciu <andreth666@... wrote: Thanks you. I know its working but I would like to know what exactly is causing the sensations. I read that it occurs when spirits are nearby. If this is true I would like to know more about the spirit (or demon God).

Hi brethren, My element appears to be air. I share almost all of the characteristics, in particularly callousness. When I meditate I often feel wind or some form of breeze on the palm of my hands or on my hands, etc. I want to learn how to fully control my element. I want to be able...

Hi brethren, I have been feeling pressure on my forehead on random ocassions. As I am typing this it is really intense and it is making me feel light headed (this is making it very hard for me to focus). I have done the third eye awakening meditation and I regularly focus on my third eye...