Thank you everyone for taking the time out to reply. I am taking the advice and the last couple of days I have been starting to het into a routine. I still am a long way off but it's a start! Thanks again!

Hello everyone.... I've been absent for quite some time on here due to life circumstances... Anywho Im back and I'm asking for some help from anyone who wishes to give it. I feel like I've lost my way spiritually like I'm starting from scratch again.... I just don't know where to begin!!! Any...

just a wuestion, how do you know when you are under pyschic attack??

so i had an interesting dream yesterday. i wont bore you with all the details since it would require explaining too much about my past and the dynamics of who everyone is. so ill try keep it short. this is the dream: "i was living in a house with my partner and told him that i didnt like...

just felt the need to say that reply was a really beautifully written one, and it explains exactly how i feel as well. thanks indigo nation, for putting in the time to write that. :) everyone has their own way of marking their own exisitence and the only thing to do is to do what feels best...

personally i believe that this day and age we use way too many labels on ourselves and try to medicate oursleves too much. i have two brothers with aspergers (a form of austim), a cousin with aspergers, ADD and PDD-NOS, and 4 other cousins with austism and a few other mental disabilties. my...

just want to say thanks for posting this on here, its definitely something i will be refering to each day.

hey everyone, i was wondering if i could possibly get your advice on helping find my guardian demon? im at a loss as to how i go about being able to create some form of contact with them..... and it doesnt help that lately ive been doubting myself and my abilities. ive almost convinced myself...

so ive been a member here for a while, some of you may remember i used to be fairly active here. due to life circumstances i have not been overly that active on here. i posted some stuff a while ago and got some great help from everyonee but i still think im stuck. i havent been emersing myself...

ok so ive been absent from here for quite some time, due to many reasons but im back for a few- a main one is something going on that i believe others on her emay be able to help me with. lately i have been getting extremely bad anxiety attacks over small things or over nothing, i have been...

you dont have to sit in that position if it causes discomfort. sit any way you feel comfortable. another piece of advice is if you cant sit and do it, try laying on the floor instead of your bed. prehaps this will help you from falling asleep so easily. just keep a blanket handy so you dont get...

lol dont get me started on any kind of 'secret society' i love to research them. the illuminati is one that i have only briefly touched base on, but from what i have read so far, they do have a belief in Luscifer, as the "light bearer" and the society consists of copious amounts of training and...

i totally agree with all that and id also liketo add in regards to your meditation, i found it helps to not do them in bed, especially not laying down as its a lot easier to fall asleep. i used to do it lke that all the time, but now i do it sitting up, on the floor with a pillow underneath me...

i totally agree!!! as for the name.... id call it Lucifer's blessing after all the name Lucifer means "light-bearer" or "morning star".

thanks for the link. if you need help let me know. im trying to sift though my own info to piece it all together without influences from either side. so i knowthe feeling