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    Relaxation

    This is a softer version of "Tavern", designed for sleeping, with the same Delta/Theta entrainment, less ambient innkeeper sounds, more desert wind and palm fronds.
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    Relaxation

    I am very pleased!
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    Relaxation

    You might like the one I just posted.
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    Relaxation

    Any Conan fans here? I modeled this track on "Shadows in Zamboula", a small tavern in the desert. There is a very subtle entrainment embedded, slowing down the left hemisphere and exciting the right. I use similar tracks for sleep aids, as it really zonks me. In this one you hear the innkeeper...
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    Relaxation

    Thanks. I thought I had to use zip. I'll try the next one as a straight MP3.
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    Relaxation

    I will certainly post some more. Very pleased to get such a positive response!
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    Relaxation

    Try this one...(y)
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    Relaxation

    If you like I can do that.
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    Relaxation

    This may not be everyone's cup of tea, and that's fine. I have noticed a lot of stress in the world, due to events, and I wanted to offer something to the community that I find useful. I make my own meditation tracks, been doing this for years, and something I find very relaxing are Nature...
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    This is why I drink...

    Well, not really. This is just a great example of the mindset that opposes enlightened humanity. Looking forward to when sanity returns to the Earth.
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    This is why I drink...

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    What would you do if you were me

    Holy Gods, triggers for me while reading your story. That's nearly exactly what happened to me back in 2000. I had a total nervous breakdown after my mother died suddenly. I nearly went bankrupt, just awful, total mental breakdown. On a friend's recommendation I bailed out of Florida for Las...
  13. Rodulf

    Poem to Pan

    Hail, the Trickster, in all His forms! Hail Great Pan!
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    Do drugs open portal

    Your experience sounds a lot like my own with Complex PTSD. I was having depersonalization episodes and very bad intrusive thoughts, just the worst things I have ever seen or heard of. I was very frightened I was going insane. I was tempted to go on psychmeds, but that scared me, too. So...
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    Article: "Do Zeus and the other gods require worship? In the relationship between humans and the gods, is it necessary for humans to worship them?"

    In 1997 I lost my last close family and had my ego destroyed in a huge nervous breakdown. A few years later the Gods awoke inside of me and led me out of the Pit. I have always seen Them as companions, fellow travelers in a mysterious universe, Elder Kin that have been here and experienced human...

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Shaitan

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