You could try programming free positive gold colored energy with: "In a positive manner for me, this energy is improving the quality of my sleep". I'm unsure exactly how quality/quantity works when it comes to sleep, but the fact that you spend about 1/3 of your life there: it's important, so...
A.k.a Intermittent fasting: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Intermittent_fasting
I do it, just one day a week: not eating till dinner time. Sometimes I go for longer.
Try "positive energy" rather than "energy" in general:
"Imagine and will, with each inhale, not only your lungs are breathing, inhaling air, but also your whole body is breathing in *[positive] energy. You inhale with your entire body. The breath acts as a focus for absorbing energy. " -...
Does it have to be clozapine? I mean if it's just for sleep, there are other meds out there, I used to take zopiclone.
I'm not a doctor but my understanding is that clozapine is for treatment resistant psychosis, and they should try the safer stuff first like quetiapine and olanzapine, if it's...
Should they be both opened up for good? Or should they have their natural cycle (if this is what you're referring to): https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nasal_cycle
Personally I don't know.
Free positive gold colored energy energy could be programmed with, "In a positive manner for me, this energy...
You could try programming free positive gold colored energy with, "In a positive manner for me, this energy is improving my will/willpower".
Meditating on the will, like building up mind-body connection for muscles, might help...
Just fake it? If you need the job and there's no other way.
I don't consider it betrayal, it ain't like you are willingly doing it.
It's just the way things are on this planet right now, it was worse in Europe historically than now.
Could it be PTSD? You may like to try healing yourself, free positive gold colored energy (from the sun) programmed with: "In a positive manner for me this energy is healing me". Cleaning might help too.
I know when I really push myself, bad shit from my childhood can show up.
If it is an...
By securing yourself and reflecting attacks. Focus on where you want to go and why (what's in it for you): reconnect with your values. Take action.
Having routines: When are you going to be productive/creative, when are your going to have recreation/relaxation/rest.
Growth: You'll get better...
It's your life, if that's what you want. (But is it what you truly want or does it come from something else? Some people avoid relationships because of trauma or brain issues for example, in which case it would be a matter of finding the strength to heal.)
It certainly isn't disrespecting other...