It only happens once and a while but it occurs for about 15-20 minutes at a time and it comes in the form of "seeds of doubt". I know its not really me saying this but in my mind I hear things like, "I need to go to church" or "God is good". These phrases will keep repeating themselves over and...

Is the Spiritual Warfare Training program on the JOS website a good guide to follow for beginning meditation? Thanks in advance for your time.

WARNING: Its kind of long so please bear with me. Hey all, I made a post yesterday asking for some advice and comments about my situation. I have returned to father after some confusion and mistakes on my part. Anyway, before I went to sleep last night, I meditated and pretty much kept it...

Well, I appreciate your input Lucius though a little harsh, maybe a bit necessary. I believe that I tried to find Jehova because I'm still a little lost in life at the moment. Right now I am just trying to be happy and in reality the only time I was really at peace was when I was meditating on a...

I have a question anyone who is willing to listen. I dedicated myself a few months ago 2 father and I was going strong in my meditation for a while and I was generally happy. I was working out on a regular basis, loosing wieght and getting stronger. My overall quality of life improved, even...

Greetings, I have been a dedicated satanist for about a month now. I have meditated on a regular schedule everyday except for this last week because I felt like I needed a break because my brain was just getting to overloaded. But anyway, I know that a lot of us a very intense dreams. Almost...

--- In [email protected], "Ramses" <a_very_soft_pillow@... wrote: Hail satan!!!!!!!!!!

Greetings all, A day or so ago I posted on here that I was playing around with what I found out to be a hell hound in my dreams, I didn't know what it was at the time. By playing around I mean like you would do with your dog, like rough housing and he was licking me and such. Anyway, I went...

Greetings, I have a question about Guardian demons. I had a dream last night where I was playing with an animal like creature. This animal was really big. It stood on all fours, had a darkish grey fur, its mane was spiked and it had bright glowing red eyes. It also had a long snout like a...

Greetings, On the JOS "constructing you astral temple" page, it states in the beginning that it must be done during a ritual to ask father to bless it, or something to that effect. Can I construct my temple and then conduct the ritual in the temple after it is constructed or how does that...

Greetings everyone, Before I dedicated to father, I wasn't that big on reading and researching things. After I dedicated myself to father, I find that I enjoy researching information, meditating, and learning more about satanism. It's like I am addicted, in a good way. I find myself playing a...

--- In [email protected], "Monie" <hecatemother@... wrote: If you look at it, we are better people than that fuck. The christians and the jews hate nazis and such but there fucking pope was one. But they hang and murder the brave veterans of the waffen ss and the Wehrmacht. He also...

Greetings, I began working out about 1 month ago and I started out normally. I was doing all of the normal stuff, weight training and cardiovascular fitness. Up until my dedication which was April 30, 2009 I was advancing at a normal rate in my excercise program and loosing weight at a normal...

Ok this guy is fucking epic. Seriously a true testimony to the xians...........lol j/k. But you do have to wonder exactly how many people are like him out there. I will bet he isn't the only one.........then again.....it does seem like more xians are like him these days. Hail Satan!!!!

Greetings everyone, I had a question that just popped into my mind and I thought it would be the perfect question for this group. I know that father and his demons are there to protect us and help us in anyway, we can ask them questions on anything that is troubling us. So my question is, Are...