I was like you to not to long ago, I know how you feel, One of the problems i had was I had no self confidence I had to breath in fire and red energy it help me out a lot. Also doing Satan's magickal squares spiritual help me out a lot mentally, just be strong the enemy feeds off tears and...

or are they both just puppets?

http://www.astroprofile.com/2012moonvoi ... ember_2012 is this site bullshit because the void moon dates are not the same?

I been on that site to, there's no one with real knowledge on that site, iv tryed to tell some people on there that Satan is real, and about meditation but i don't think they listen.

I know most LaVey satanist don't believe Satan is real but i was looking at some Anton LaVey videos and it seem like to me he did, he also seem like he was pretty wise and smart, I know alot of LaVey satanist and none of them seem no where near as wise as Anton LaVey was. anyways what do you...

I know what you mean I don't even hang out with my friends no more cause all they do is smoke weed and do drugs, and i'm not trying to get back to that shit. and the world around us as gotten so stupid it scares the shit out of me cause i know thats how the enemy wants it to be.

Whats the different between Wiccan, and Satanism?

I try it and the energy felt very good and powerful, I just wanted to know what are the benefits of the merkaba meditation?

Its a cartoon but i think there is a lot of truth to it take a look at it and let me know what you think. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DwCaZaSo ... 5u-n4YrAYw

I see alot of Levay Satanist on youtube, and all they really talk about is getting drunk and high, and partying, and shit like that, I don't mean any disrespect to them but it seems like most of them don't have any real knowledge, and alot of them don't even believe in the illuminati, and don't...

Is it just me or does most of the Satanist on their seem like posers, that know nothing about real satanism, and just put up their horns because they think its cool or because they see celebs do it.

Is anyone else getting this felling that something is going to happen on 911 this year. Iv been thinking something you know how bush gave that New World Order speech on 9/11/1990 witch was on a Tuesday, then the WTC attacks happen on 9/11/2001 on a Tuesday, well now 9/11/2012 is falling on a...

you search uk ultra in youtube.com for more but here's a few i saw. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kn2uwH2uLqk http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zt7r_XFMT_M http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kX6Hlk_2f6w http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qk6OOvgj ... 1346955895

I was looking at some videos about mind control, and I seen that there is a lot of main stream artiest under control of it, they are torturing them, and creating fear in there minds in order to control them, and ever notices how most the main stream artiest have multiple personalities. What do...

I know what you mean, the Media is making everyone around us dumb, and its like everyone is trying to be someone they see on TV or something.