Thank you very much High Priest, talking to you always makes me feel stronger and hopeful, like a bit of your Virtue rubs off. I know what I need to do and will keep moving forward, and I'm sorry again for what I said, truly I do not want to ever leave the Company of our Gods. I'm just so...

Thank you sister. I am blessed to still have my two jobs, staying busy definitely helps. My situation is starting to improve, although it will take a lot of work and I periodically backslide. Thank you very much High Priest. I do always remember the kindness you have shown me and I'll never...

Thank you all very much...I may not deserve it at the moment, but your kindness means a lot to me. And I promise I'm not as worthless as I currently seem, while I'm far from perfect I do genuinely care about our Cause and have done things in the shadows to help when able, and I sincerely love...

Thank you to everyone who replied, even if I haven't responded directly I am still looking over your posts and appreciating the meaning. I'm really sorry I suck so much...I just have been suffering in silence for a while, and I got pushed over the edge (of course, I understand now that this...

I'm very sorry HP...I don't mean to say anything bad about the Temple...I've just been spiraling with paranoia and negative thoughts, all the abuse I received previously [from people outside of the Temple]. I keep getting obsessive thoughts that someone from here is going to curse me and destroy...

It's not important, and people won't care, but for purposes of closure I wanted to post this. As of tomorrow I will no longer consider myself a member of the Temple. I have no malice towards anyone here, and certainly no wish to oppose you or your mission, but I can't consider myself a true...

One can't expect these dirty muslim pieces of shit not to rape, it's what they do. But the authorities who betray their own kin...that is unforgivable. I hope to do whatever is possible to bring such pieces of filth to their deserved spiritual punishment.

Regardless of what they say, the strong majority of women don't want a virgin man. If they did, men wouldn't claim more bodies than they have. A ton of men are virgins now, if women wanted them they'd be easy to find. But past a certain point, if a man is a virgin into adulthood, it becomes...

The most ethnocentric people will always accuse other people of being bigoted but seldom turn that critical view on themselves. What would they see if they had the courage for such self-reflection? I don't really think there's much to gain from Whites arguing with highly ethnocentric groups...

Thank you comrade, and to the others who replied as well. It is true what you say. I know I need to focus on the essential truth and tune out the garbage propaganda. It's just hard as it seems specifically designed to hit me where I'm least confident. But I will keep fighting.

I apologize for my emotional outburst, it is grotesque and shameful. I don't really want to abandon my People. And I don't think women are bad. I have just been in a very dark place regarding these issues.

Thank you. I need to focus more on spirituality/my Dharma, I don't want to become completely nihilistic. Hopefully the Gods won't be mad at me if I'm unable to directly work on the political issues.

I wish this wasn't true, but I'd say the only way most White males will ever see genuine female sexual excitement is in int porn, so that's one thing in porn that isn't available in real life. I tried to avoid this realization for years but there were too many coincidences. One example out of a...

I've been a White Nationalist for about 12 years now but I think I'm going to hang it up, just too demoralized. There's no point working to defend and provide for a People who will hate you for doing so. Our women/children hate us and no one will mourn when we're gone. I still believe I have a...

Most problems have simple solutions. Most men don't have to worry about this as they're not going to have sex anyway. And women won't care as long as it turns them on, the only issue will be convincing Tyrone and Jamal that it isn't gay.