Could you make me understand how the Final RIV, Killing the Tetragrammaton and Destroying the Jewish defenses works? I do them daily. Just that I don't know if what I'm doing is working and I'm afraid that I'm wasting my time and that I'm not actually doing anything. I can't meditate because I...
I will talk about how the joy of SATAN changed my life. I was a slave. I followed everyone's life concepts (of the people who passed through my life) because I didn't live in reality . I didn't even exist for me. Others chose how to live my life in my place. Because I was not aware of my...
Have I lost my right to meditate? I can't do anything anymore because I know I have a lot of mistakes. Big mistakes. My conscience is full. Questions like: What would SATAN say? What would SATAN think? I often hear them if I try to meditate. There are mistakes that I am aware that I can no...
I don't know what to do anymore, I'm stuck. I made many mistakes on my way here. My beginning is unworthy of this path. Now I don't know how to get out of my own misery. I don t know what to do. Can I start meditating without learning anything by heart and without asking for divine approval...
An advice: Treat the Gods and people from here with respect. Read the sites, study them and if you are probably in a confusion, this will help you understand things better. I say this because I made mistakes because I didn't know what I was doing. And I suffered enormously as a result of the...
I didn't know I could do it on my own, I thought I needed someone else to do it for me, before the initiation ritual I knew absolutely nothing about Satanism, I had only heard about it. I didn't even know Joy of SATAN site , the person who helped me with the ritual only presented the site to me...
I did the initiation ritual wrong. I asked someone else to do it for me, he told me that he followed exactly the steps on the site, but I'm not sure what he wrote on the sheet I only know what I wrote and I think that misinterpreted what I writed, plus I was under the influence of alcohol ...
I'm bothering ... Besides ... Maybe I should just try to somehow get out of the situation where I'm into just ... there are times when I'm just going crazy because I can't find a way out or a solution ... I'm convinced that it doesnt exist ... But probably in my case I should just shut up ...
,,If you have done mistakes, one must rectify... ,,
What if you can't rectify them anymore? If you realize that you have done nothing but make a mistake and make a mistake again and again. If you can't change anything anymore or if you know from the start that you have no chance on this road...
I know, I know that ... But don't works for me ... Nothing don't works for me ... I've been trying to open my chakras for years and I can't ... I thought it might be a curse from a person maybe from a previous life ... I don't know ... I want to emphasize this: It doesn't mean that if it doesn't...