Could you make me understand how the Final RIV, Killing the Tetragrammaton and Destroying the Jewish defenses works? I do them daily. Just that I don't know if what I'm doing is working and I'm afraid that I'm wasting my time and that I'm not actually doing anything. I can't meditate because I...

I will talk about how the joy of SATAN changed my life. I was a slave. I followed everyone's life concepts (of the people who passed through my life) because I didn't live in reality . I didn't even exist for me. Others chose how to live my life in my place. Because I was not aware of my...

Have I lost my right to meditate? I can't do anything anymore because I know I have a lot of mistakes. Big mistakes. My conscience is full. Questions like: What would SATAN say? What would SATAN think? I often hear them if I try to meditate. There are mistakes that I am aware that I can no...

I don't know what to do anymore, I'm stuck. I made many mistakes on my way here. My beginning is unworthy of this path. Now I don't know how to get out of my own misery. I don t know what to do. Can I start meditating without learning anything by heart and without asking for divine approval...

An advice: Treat the Gods and people from here with respect. Read the sites, study them and if you are probably in a confusion, this will help you understand things better. I say this because I made mistakes because I didn't know what I was doing. And I suffered enormously as a result of the...

I signed in blood ...

I didn't know I could do it on my own, I thought I needed someone else to do it for me, before the initiation ritual I knew absolutely nothing about Satanism, I had only heard about it. I didn't even know Joy of SATAN site , the person who helped me with the ritual only presented the site to me...

I did the initiation ritual wrong. I asked someone else to do it for me, he told me that he followed exactly the steps on the site, but I'm not sure what he wrote on the sheet I only know what I wrote and I think that misinterpreted what I writed, plus I was under the influence of alcohol ...

I'm bothering ... Besides ... Maybe I should just try to somehow get out of the situation where I'm into just ... there are times when I'm just going crazy because I can't find a way out or a solution ... I'm convinced that it doesnt exist ... But probably in my case I should just shut up ...

,,If you have done mistakes, one must rectify... ,, What if you can't rectify them anymore? If you realize that you have done nothing but make a mistake and make a mistake again and again. If you can't change anything anymore or if you know from the start that you have no chance on this road...

Were the incantations practiced in ancient Egypt found?

I know, I know that ... But don't works for me ... Nothing don't works for me ... I've been trying to open my chakras for years and I can't ... I thought it might be a curse from a person maybe from a previous life ... I don't know ... I want to emphasize this: It doesn't mean that if it doesn't...

Are there other DEMONS who are not on SATAN's side?

If someone cursed you to not being able to advance spiritually, is that possible? If so, how can you break the curse since you have no power?

Will be updated soon?

If you still haven't open your chakras, can it still be done? Does it work? If you still can't lift up your energy? Does it work?

I face the same problem. My advice would be not to stress because you will intensify them. I ended up thinking I was crazy because of my thoughts. And I was hurting myself because I was stressed out that I couldn't keep my meditation void. I intensified these thoughts and at one point I came to...

Thank you for the link. I hope that help me

No I don't trust anyone, sometimes I don't trust myself either. But I thought that maybe it would work if I use the method of hypnotizing other people on myself if I record this method with statements and listen to them while I sleep?

Do you think it works if I try the method hypnotize others on myself? I know I could do self-hypnotize but I can't get into a trance and I need so much to fix my mind, is too sick. Would the only solution be to try the method hypnotize others on myself would it work or just waste time?

If it's too late to do all this? If your mistakes are so big? What else can you do? Should you give up? But ... You can't give up ... What else can you do? .

What is this? When I try to meditate with my eyes closed, white circles of light or light spectrums appear to me, sometimes the feeling (or maybe I really can see) that I can see inside my body. What is this? .

This month in 20 is the reincarnation of the antichrist. What this means? What works or rituals are done? .

And if your mistakes beside SATAN make you stagnate and stop you from any evolution? If you can't access the powers because you know that you don't deserve to do it and you know that you don't have a chance to meaning something in their eyes? I know, the answer would be ,,give up, anyway you're...

The only way I can do it is mentally. This is fine too?

Is there anything to help me solve problems with altered states of consciousness? Any meditation? I need a mind reset. How do I can eliminate everything that is miserable in my mind?

I'm just an idiot. It was just my mind and inability to control it. And the fact that going through those ugly things in my head I panicked because I know the consequences ... That voice is just the voice of my mind. I couldn't calm her down at the right time and I went crazy. .I kept stressing...

Should my imaginary world be considered a mental ability or a mental illness? I can say that I was born with an imaginary world. I don't know when I created it and how I created it. Or if I created it myself. I just found myself caught between two worlds. The real plan and the imaginary one...

There are no problems with watching TV or staying too much on social media. I haven't anything like that. But lately, because of uncontrollable thoughts, I've started watching movies (which is not a habit but I feel it is becoming because is the only way I can completely stop my thoughts) more...

Or when I talk to someone or watch a movie, I don't hear anything. But if I start reading something or writing or I'm just alone. It is constantly heard and is not a very nice voice. IT tells me all sorts of miserable things, attacks everything I love, and even myself. This only happens when I...

Karma? I never thought it could affect me. And I thought that if you don't think something is affecting you then it won't affect you. Until I gave up. But in the end, I think it's just that I don't have the power to control my own mind. I have no control over what is heard in my head and I can't...

I thought only I was going through this

Thank you for the answer.

Thank you for the answer.

Thank you for the answer. I was talking about violating moral rules. Can this still be forgiven?

What if our mistakes toward SATAN stop us from doing all this? Mistakes we weren't even aware of until we became aware of them. If you want to do something but you feel that it's too late? If you are so ashamed of who you are and what have you done that you are simply ashamed to meet the Gods...

I also said things like that but not because I was an reptilian but that's how some made me believe, that's how I was made to believe

Do you think that Satan could ever forgive me? I made a lot of mistakes without even realizing it or realizing it. I misunderstood Satanism. Only now do I understand how things are, is it too late? Are my mistakes unforgivable? Don't I have another chance? Talk to him? A wonderful thought, but...

How can I thank you enough for showing me how to do this? That was what I were looking for. Thank you so much.

Yes, it doesn't work i just want to close my astral hearing and I don't know how to do this

This voice insists too much on asking SATAN to release me from the covenant and keeps telling me that I am useless to HIM that I will never count for HIM that I am nothing. Before all this the blasphemies begin and then all the things mentioned above follow. If I ask for a name, he won't give me...

How does it feel when you are attacked by an angel? Can they be so cunning as to go so far as to tell you wonderful things about SATAN or even to tell you that it is SATAN just to gain your trust and then unleash chaos inside you? I'm not crazy, there is a voice that is beyond the voice of my...

I can't take it any more. I'm not crazy and I don't want to end up in a mental hospital. All my problems come from the fact that I have open astral hearing, I can't control my mind if someone hears me and always knows what I'm doing. I just can't do my job like this. Because I'm scared of fail...

Thank you.

Your answer came exactly when I had another crisis. Your post calm down me a little. Thanks, you helped me a lot. Sometimes it's good to find understanding in at least one place. Thanks for the rune advice, I'll try this. I didn' t think about that. Attacks? Can they really be so cruel?

How can beginners in meditation show their gratitude?

It can also be done by those who have just started the basic meditations

However, for everything I posted here, I expected you to criticize me hardly, but contrary to what I thought, you don't do it. Thank you for trying to help me with advice. I really appreciate it. I expected to be banned for everything I wrote, but you don't do it. Just thank you. I will stop...

I was saying that I want to delete my account so that I can't post anymore, I'm going crazy with my questions. When I get nervous, I cry here. I have no one to tell him what I'm going through, no one understands me. Many so-called friends to whom I told all this sent me to hospitalize. Leave. Do...

No, there are no attacks. Because they are not interested in attacking me in any way, I am convinced of that. It's just my retarded and dirty mind. SATAN will never forgive me. I will never represent ANYTHING for SATAN I have done too much wrong. You know ... I still appreciate the fact that I...

How I can delete my account? Or just delete my account.

I think the best decision would be to just try to win my part and stay away from the Gods. To manage on my own with everything and any difficulty I would encounter never asking for THEIR help. No matter how retarded I am. My faith, no one can take it away from me. I think I just have to deal...

And do you think that Satan could ever forgive all this nonsense and retardation of mine? We have the most wonderful Gods and I don't think my dirty mind should behave like that. I don't understand my own mind. What's her problem? I keep trying to find a logical and rational explanation for what...

Thank you for the advice. I don't know what I will do. At the moment I am not able to make decisions but I just think I have to find a way out of this madness. Maybe I should just keep calm.

If anyone who is new to Satanism and in learning process is ever reading what I wrote here, these are just my disabilities and nonsense. It does not mean that you will experience them and do not take into account what I have written here. If I can't do anything, it doesn't mean you can't.

I said wrong. I didn't mean that I had no interest. I can't find any logical and rational reason for an attack because I don't represent any interest for them to be attacked. I can't advance spiritually. I am not able to do any aura cleansing or meditation. My mind doesn't want and can't help...

I don't know what to do. I don't know where to go. I've been hearing blasphemies against SATAN for months. I dreamed of them, even at night. At first I thought they were attacks, but I realized that there could be no attack because I had no interest in being attacked. I'm spiritually dead. No...

We thank all the priests for their efforts to warn the world of all these obvious and picky Jewish games of mankind. Thank you for all the knowledge you have provided over time. You are wonderful. You have succeeded in proving to many people the opposite of everything that is said about Satanism...

How can I seal my energy and how can I close my astral hearing?

I have a big problem and I can't find a way out. 3 months ago I cleaned my mind and after that I seem crazy, I feel schizophrenic, I can no longer find peace of mind, everything around me is chaos, I am a vortex of negativity. I tried to do the meditations present on the site, they no longer...