By my understanding of magick, doubting your work is the first step to undoing it. I'm thinking at this point, you should do your work over in a different way, and try to believe in it...
You know? I actually just got done taking a course on the old testament at the local college and I've actually read most of these stories. I'm happy to report that my wife at least agrees with me that they are nonsense and that a truly merciful deity would not do all of these things... She is...
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Well to be honest with you, if that day comes in my lifetime, I will gladly stand by you or any other brother or sister who fulfills your desires... Or perhaps I will do it... No one really knows!
Well try meditating on your third eye my friend! If you see a miasma of shapes and colors, then it is open. If not, then clearly you've only started to open it and you need to continue your work...
Either that, or it's the enemy messing with you... Perhaps you need more psychic protection? I'm pretty new myself, so don't take this as gospel. I'm just speculating...
Well I'll now confess that I myself have seen there... Very interesting web site. I'm not absolutely sure on them either and would be very interested to see what your little inquiry turns up. Do me a solid brother and keep me posted!
I don't know what the official stance on evil is, but I've always looked at it this way. There is no such thing as pure evil or pure good as both ideas are man-made concepts. One must look beyond this and decide for the self what should be done and what shouldn't. One should also be aware that...