By my understanding of magick, doubting your work is the first step to undoing it. I'm thinking at this point, you should do your work over in a different way, and try to believe in it...

Who's the AOS?

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I have worked with Loki a long time ago using a chant I learned at the time... I must agree! Loki rules!

You know? I actually just got done taking a course on the old testament at the local college and I've actually read most of these stories. I'm happy to report that my wife at least agrees with me that they are nonsense and that a truly merciful deity would not do all of these things... She is...

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Doubtful... My GD told me to address him as Ra and I'm certain he's not Satan...

Well to be honest with you, if that day comes in my lifetime, I will gladly stand by you or any other brother or sister who fulfills your desires... Or perhaps I will do it... No one really knows!

I can attest to this as I have addressed father by both names... I'm sure it I was mistaken, he would've corrected me by this point...

Well try meditating on your third eye my friend! If you see a miasma of shapes and colors, then it is open. If not, then clearly you've only started to open it and you need to continue your work...

Either that, or it's the enemy messing with you... Perhaps you need more psychic protection? I'm pretty new myself, so don't take this as gospel. I'm just speculating...

Well I'll now confess that I myself have seen there... Very interesting web site. I'm not absolutely sure on them either and would be very interested to see what your little inquiry turns up. Do me a solid brother and keep me posted!

Having died before, I can honestly say that she is correct!

Hey! I'm actually married... Would sex with a demon constitute adultry or is it okay considering there's religious reasons for it?

I don't know what the official stance on evil is, but I've always looked at it this way. There is no such thing as pure evil or pure good as both ideas are man-made concepts. One must look beyond this and decide for the self what should be done and what shouldn't. One should also be aware that...

I knew a baptist once! He was the lab manager at the biodiesel plant where I worked... He had the exact some attitude!

Well I (supposedly) have mental issues that (supposedly) require zoloft... But honestly, I think my stepmother was just pissing me off to the breaking point and the zoloft was helping keep me calm with the extra serotonin... Honestly, I want to get off of this shit, but I know I need to be...

And into my keepers email folder this goes! Thanks for the help. I guess I should trust in father as I do see her general attitude changing, slowly but surely... I'm fairly certain, when she's ready to drop her hang ups, she'll look into it...

Well thank you. That certainly places a new perspective on matters. Anyway, on a good note, we're taking a class on the old testament in college when I commented on how much of a tyrant Yahweh actually is. And she agreed with me! I can see that we're moving in the right direction anyway, but to...

That is... Hilarious! Good for you brother!

Well I'm trying to get my wife to accept my new path. So as an experiment, I sent her to a Spiritual Satanist web site to read a fascinating article on one young Satanists take on Christianity. She did not go to the link and immediately questioned me about going to Satanic sites. So, I decided...

While being stupid is definitely a sin, you should never think that way about father. DO NOT CLOSE YOURSELF OFF! Just keep doing what you're doing and everything will be alright. You'll eventually get back on your feet...

Well I think the first question you need to ask yourself is, precisely what do I want to do? You can dabble in various ideas and stuff like that until you figure it out. No worries fellow brother! You're not in any sort of race here. Just take your time and find out what feels right... Myself? I...

Sounds like a magic 8 ball!

Actually you aren't the only one with these abilities... But it is neat regardless... Interesting to note that I haven't tried that trick with a candle though... I should give that a shot!

One quick question... Ummmm why?

Well I know people who go into that bullcrap on a regular basis partner... I've sent some energy your way!

You are correct! There is indeed more to life than money... My wife for instance matters more to me than any sum you could think of... However, would you mind educating me on that whole money meditation thing? I know I have some coming to me and that would help my current situation immensely...

I hear ya! Fortunately, my wife is a deist, not a zionist... The ideal time would probably then be in the day while he's at work. What I'm saying is, it shouldn't matter when you do the ritual as long as you do it AND mean it. Good luck to you! And I'll be seeing you around...

Well I dedicated myself AFTER my wedding... Though the real problem is, my wife doesn't know about it just yet and I've been struggling to find a way to tell her... I have many ideas so don't worry about that. I'm thinking a more ideal time would be after we've escaped this accursed house full...

Well I'm nowhere near NYC... But I like coffee more than is legal! So I tell you what! You can hit me up on Yahoo IM @ fonetik2003 ... It's the word phonetic, spelled phonetically!

Well that makes me think... I once had a room mate, asinine as he was who believed in the law of attraction... After careful review, I've determined that this is (probably) another form of magick. Now, as for your problems, don't worry if you can't get it right the first time! Sometimes these...

I don't know what other people do, but I've always seen that fear as a sort of weapon. Fight or flight brother! The fear alone should boost your epinephrine levels and give you a surge of speed and power. My advice is (you guessed it!) use your fear to help you in battle...

I actually dedicated myself a couple of days ago and for some reason, my post never cleared... Let's try this again! I got all my implements ready and I had an exacto razor soaking in 100 proof vodka for the ceremony. I showered and cleaned myself thoroughly while the vodka did it's work. I...

I have heard theories that the holocaust was a hoax, so if you choose to believe that, that's fine. I have also heard stories of Hitler's occult leanings, but precisely what that meant has been a mystery to me. He is an interesting man. And holocaust or not, he certainly DID do a lot of good...

Well I started with a little meal and a quick smoke before I really began. I wrote down my prayer. It was a customized version of the prayer I got from the JoS website. I then showered up while an exacto blade sat in 100 proof vodka being sterilized. I then got my effects for the ceremony. I...

Well... That has to be the most informative response so far... I think I indeed have everything I need to continue. I will continue my power meditation training and probably dedicate myself on Tuesday after I've acquired the necessary implements. Thank you for your time and consideration sir! I...

Well now that you mention it... I once requested assistance from a goetic demon named Agares. He appeared in my scrying mirror as an old man with a staff. He didn't say much. He just nodded his head... And in case you're wondering, yes he did handle the matter quite effectively. Though I'd...