I know, problem is, this working on myself was the whole time on university, dealing with others, responsibilities, etc. Yes, I grew, but in the same time it quite literally broke me(thanks to the stress, I have type one diabetes😩). Its mostly the reason why I terrified of getting back and...

Greetings! I recently finally gratuated, and got a degree. Problem is, university succesfully destroyed all of my motivation to study the subject more, and now Im here with a degree that feels like wasted years, and almost literally no job. The facultacies mostly closed and run out of money, the...

Well, you belive me or not, this did a trick in me. I didnt jumped to carnivore diet just yet but a low carb keto-type diet, in two days I barely ate carbs or had insulin and I already feel better, not to mention my results! My bloodsugar is good, really good! And of course mentally, just the...

If it would be parasite related, I would be way more hungry and slim than already, not to mention that parasites would be visible in the waste. No, its just the fact that its strictly given when and how much I have to eat, and sometimes I mess up the balance of it(like eating something sweet but...

And I stopped selfpity

Fair point. Not to mention the countless gypsies who have ten or nine braindead offsprings. Ill work on it, even started the self hypnosis today

HPS Lydia's emotional body healing, around 140 days in two part. It did helped a lot. For the physical part I mainly used Sun squares, Uruz working and Mars and Jupiter squares when my vitality got weaker. And not so suprisingly, like last time, Saturn made an ugly transit on me, but I think I...

I do that, but after two years I barely made any progress, and nothing important change medically, which really broke down my motivation

Thank you. I will give it a try

I did, and did something similar when I had the last burnout, around january. Still, I always feel the cruel tought, that if I would be healthy, I would advance a lot easier or faster

Some genetical disises(like diabetes) skips one generation, goes down from grandparents to grandchilds

Its because I lost most of my hope, and its barely about kids. Im not even sure my existence like this worth continueing. Truth is, I, with all of my heart and all droos of my blood, do not desire to live as a diabetic. But so far, any and all healing works dont seem to help a lot

Just to be clear, I really doubting I made the right choice back then, when I choosed life. I might would be reborned already in a non diabetic body, and would not feel this horrible. But guess thats it, I had a choice then, and I dont have it anymore.

That same duality makes it difficult for me also

*couldnt really slow it down. Beta cells dies out like it would to any lowly anthropoda