I dont have insulin resistency, I literally dont have enough beta cells to produce enough insulin to keep me alive

Thanks, but... honestly, despite my best efforts, I still see myself as something lesser, because of diabetes. Since every other human can produce insulin, but I. Because in nature, I would have been dead already

Yours is type 2 diabetes, if I right. Type 2 is reversable, yet mine is type 1, wich would almost require a smaller miracle to ever be reversed. In type 2, your beta cells are unharmed, your body makes enough insulin, just cant use them properly. In type 1, beta cells are dead, and you no longer...

As always, I just have to become more powerful. Powerful enough to reverse it, or to make diabetes doesnt matter anymore

I once spended 2 hours every morning, for two weeks, to write a horror story. Just whatever I had in mind. I dare to say its the best I wrote so far, moreover I enjoyed the process. But still, I need to get money from something, dont I? I could be a writer. Would even enjoy it, making stories...

I... I just cant. This whole shit, despite all my efforts, all control, runic working, squares, just slowly but surely get worse, exactly as an anthropod with diabetes would slowly decay. Glucose? Worse than ever! Cgm? Draw nice rollercoasters all day! Insulin? My stomach filled with pins, yet...

And... suddenly I find my old post two years later, after I finished university and searching for jobs, or thinking what to do with my life. Time have a humor, I have to say

I get to gym a lot, get extra protein and all, but its significantly harder to get more miscle with diabetes(or overall get back any weight, Im still too slim, 10 kg lighter than I was before).

Before skyrim I played with fighting fantasy books and lego😅 Or lord of the rings, these days. Funny is, it actually isnt that hard to progress in lige as fast and enjoyable way, just of course took more effort than pressing buttons

Greeting So, a while back I made this and this is realted to it: https://ancient-forums.com/threads/a-little-memorial.299564/ I didnt mentioned, that when he got sick, and his conditions got worse, I asked the Gods for help. They assured me that both he and I will be fine, protected, and wont...

Nicely written sister! Yes, porn is a curse, literally. Its even worth putting porn blocker for yourself if its necessery, it can help a lot(speaking of experiment). But, as much as I agree in theory, I have so bitter experiences in practice, that even when I do all I just got used, refused...

Greetings Can the negative aspects of Pluto can be fully fixed, or is it something you always have to pay attention, and only be eased? It tend to cause me some problem over the years

Those stones likely formed way back, two years ago, when I got diagnosed. I havent ate and had lethally high blood sugar, lost 10 kg, and so on. The other reasons for stones, like low physical actuvity, poorly controled blood sugar, high cholesterine doesnt match with me. Sadly it means fsting...

So, you dont have a gallbladder anymore... does it change a lot? Read a lot of very uncomfortable(and permanent) side effects of it, and not for last, removing stresses pancreas, there are even studies removing gallbladder can lead to diabetes. Which I already have, so I really, really dont want...

Hey, some fresh information. Step one is in process. But you possibly know how much work it takes for me. But despite my last rant, Im doing progress. The new ritual also helps a lot, and the fact that health issues are in my natal chart(thanks a lot, fucking Saturn!), it helps me to not think...