Thank you so much! Yes, thats exactly the way of thinking I aim for, letting go the goal but remaining on the way. Its a huge change on my perspective, sometimes even painful letting my old ego go, but the other way was not liveable.

Yeah😁 Maybe in the next 10 or 20 years it will be finished. It would be a perfect solution

Yeah, and chasing unobtainable goal gave me pretty severe depression, and nearly drove me to suicede. Twice. Its easy to stay motivated outside, but have any idea how devastating each failure feels? When you dont just see, but feel in every bit of your flesh and nerves that all your years work...

Sadly with the honeymoon phase end, I lost my positivity. No hope, sortof. I did tremendous amount of workings, insulin dependance just deepened as its written by medical books Not really genetic in my case, noone in my family tree had it, up to the last 140 years.

Greetings! (I know, I getting this up again, last time.) I know, supposedly everything can be fixed and cured. And I also got a lot of tips what to do, but most of them is for type two diabetes. Major difference is, that at type two, you have beta cells, and your body produce insulin, so you...

Greetings! Since I got a new job, I spend half of my day in front of a monitor, and even phone on the breaks, and at home, is easily 12+ hours screentime a day, wich started really dragging me down and draining my energies. Any idea, or just go completly cold turkey until I get used to it?

Also, Zarathustra got a literal Caduceus as a staff from his aoprantices

Greetings! Recently I slowly but surely started enjoying the road, instead of fixing my eye to the destination. I dont exactly know how I did it, since I was only focused on achieving things, but I did ask the gods a few months ago, "Great Gods, please, help me, so that my journey is not a...

Thanks! The thing is, only the fact hurts that I have a serious illness, that I cant cure. I wanted to fix it and worked in the last years, but no progress yet, wich really hurts tbh, and it broke down my motivation oretty badly. Managing it isnt a problem at all, and its rather stable.

Maybe its the reason why detox goes so hard. My old life (and sadly porn) remind me so strongly of the time before getting diabetes.

I dont really have goals anymore... I wanted to advance as much as possible, but got diabetes. Wanted to cure it and fix myself, it decayed just as it would to any basic human, despite my best efforts. Just a cruel reminder that Im not enough. I continue the detox because I started it, but I...

I know, and it did made me better, both physically and mentally, since it forces me to improve and punishes lazyness harshly. I do the whole detox for the same reason. But its an awful state of being. I felt a lot closer to my goals while I was healthy, or while I hoped to cure it. I dont really...

I was a lot less pessimistic before diabetes. My mentality havent recoverd since. Its pretty rough to watch things positively, when you constantly reminded that you become more fragile and you couldnt fix it, and a small mistake makes you feel like youre not yourself and youre dying. Sure, I...

I do, but it would mean that my life was always shit... Objectively, we can only meet at weekends, if everything goes well, but it rarely does. Last weekend we couldnt meet and I feel very bad because of it.

I just recently switched from chasing goals on meditations, for a while it feels a bit different. I used to meditate a lot, for big results, until it turned into a second job. I try to do it slower, enjoying it(I dont yet, as I dont enjoy woking out either), taking my time but its still...