Sadly this is almost perfectly what I doing. This job is probably the easiest I can get and pays well, I already draw but thinked why not and got myself a flute to learn on it, go togym, do yoga, spend lot of times with my loved ones. Its not a bad job, definitly the best I had so far but its...

Im horribly tired, and sleeping or doing anything relaxing wont really helps. The new 8 hours job tooks out a huge chunk of my overall energy level and focus, all the while Im trying to fix and advance myself, becoming better at skills and things I like, doing translations and having always some...

Thanks Henu!

I wrote jêwish, it seems the moderators changed it

*does this I still cant type on my new phone

New job, after three weeks ut turned out the one colleague who helped me so far is partly Yehuborim. Fucking disappointing! Sure, Ill keep my distance, but its like a cruel joke!

Thank you all, it feels very good to read these, especially now(its another darker period for me, but it will pass, even if my mind lie othervise).

Greeting! So, Ive been doing this meditation since jan 10: https://ancient-forums.com/threads/sex-energy-re-calibration-meditation.303714/ Also started a big detox with it, and doesnt really focused on anything else, just to keep these. But the results are more than I could have ever imagined...

Im speechless High Priestess, thank you! Thank you for this beautiful meditation. Under a few weeks, it helped me more than just willpower alone could achived in years!

That topic went to a weird way... whatever, if you want to paint your nails black because you like how it looks and you think it suits you, do it. I do it often lately, I really like how it looks on me(Im male). If you only want to do it to look like a 'fashion Satanic', then its just stupid to...

Apprecite your worry, but I experienced more than enough to not doubt it. Sure, 99 percent just delusionally imagine a sex toy, and calls it a Succubus. Im not one of them.

Better than Ive been in the past at least three years, thats why Im terrified to lose it. Just working 12 hours wouldnt be that huge problem, I did it before, but this one have nightshift, from 6 pm to 6 am, which I imagine would be devastating. And not just mentally, it would likely mess up my...

Fortunetly its not a problem here, but my country is heavily bankroupt so its not much better

Wouldnt it just be better to skip this material, money-gathering madness? Just spending the days doing what we love, instead of doing what we hate for surviving in a capitalist dystopia? I literally sacrificed five years and my health to get a degree from geology, apart that it made me hate it...

Greetings! Im in problems Im afraid. Half year ago I finished collage, and searching jobs since, and I despise it so much! Hate going to interviews, finding the least horrible option to work away my life, and so on. Not helping, that so far I only had horrible jobs that were only good when...