Apprecite your worry, but I experienced more than enough to not doubt it. Sure, 99 percent just delusionally imagine a sex toy, and calls it a Succubus. Im not one of them.

Better than Ive been in the past at least three years, thats why Im terrified to lose it. Just working 12 hours wouldnt be that huge problem, I did it before, but this one have nightshift, from 6 pm to 6 am, which I imagine would be devastating. And not just mentally, it would likely mess up my...

Fortunetly its not a problem here, but my country is heavily bankroupt so its not much better

Wouldnt it just be better to skip this material, money-gathering madness? Just spending the days doing what we love, instead of doing what we hate for surviving in a capitalist dystopia? I literally sacrificed five years and my health to get a degree from geology, apart that it made me hate it...

Greetings! Im in problems Im afraid. Half year ago I finished collage, and searching jobs since, and I despise it so much! Hate going to interviews, finding the least horrible option to work away my life, and so on. Not helping, that so far I only had horrible jobs that were only good when...

Thank you for your work Henu!

Wow, didnt expect such activity on my old post. So, sadly it didnt worked as well as I hoped, but maybe it wasnt meant to be a full absence. My screentime got just a bit less, or remained the same, but I achived some great succes on my spiritual life, got a date and finlly kissed, rediscovered...

Poor lizard get compared to jews🤣 Ah, I needed this laugh

Finally had a good idea for it, Im pretty proud of this one. (The peloponesian war by Thukydides gave the inspirations)

So, I started following how much time I spend on phone, screen, etc, and oh boy... little overreacting, but if I would have meditated in all of that time, I would have already achived godhood😅. I try to limit my phone, its not easy. I dont have much to do (still searching for a job), but I try...

Nah, I long lost hope even for a close friend, not even for a partner. Hoping is just make it hurt more. But still, in fact, it hurts

I dont enjoy the journey. I do it, because I must in order to achive my goals. Because I must advance. There is no joy in it, nor anything really, that I find joyous, except a very bad habit I try to get rid of. Noone enjoys climbing the mountian, or running a marathon, only the succes at the end.

To be honest, its been five years now since I try and fail to quit porn. And whenever, no matter how long I quit it, my life becomes significantly worse. It does not feel like quitting a bad habit, it feels like cutting out my lst source of joy from life, and torturing myself for nothing! And it...

Im more of an overachiaver. 10 Sannisvara, 10 Baumaya, 10 Surya... every day. Even this is very few compared what I could do a few years ago, when 108 repeat for each was just the first of my routine. And even into the accessory chakras. I could try the one chakra a day method, just hard to...

I just have in mind that I must hurry, and advance as fast as possible. Sure, Im in my 20s yet, and have around 50 more years, or 70 at best, but who knows if its enough time for me.