You are making a mistake. By committing suicide so early in the journey you will only have to repeat the same karmic disturbances in the next life. Life is about work. There are working you can do to find a job that suits your needs and interests. As a matter of fact magick can basically fix...
You want to make a PACT? Maybe you should be meditating first. If you don't meditate you won't be able to feel or sense Demons.
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Aware.html
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... LATRY.html
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You can't help someone who can't help themselves. I'm sorry but telling her you are a Satanist and trying to get the person to swallow the big pills first sounds like a really bad idea.
You do not "sell your soul". You must have "stumbled" upon these groups which is understandable. What you need to do is a lot of studying in order to actually grasp what we do here. Please read all of www.joyofsatan.org When you are more studied please watch the video below to begin. Also, if...
What you should do is immediately begin a meditation program as well as do reverse torah rituals.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=vINO8PprjsM
http://www.angelfire.com/wizard/pixie66 ... glish.html
http://web.archive.org/web/201606140101 ... 40_day.pdf
Good luck and Hail Satan
How about you do some magick. You cant just hit a punching bag all day without sparring and expect to get better at fighting. "power comes as a result of power" -Hp Hooded Cobrahttps://groups.yahoo.com/neo/groups/Joy ... ges/184587
I am going to be 21 soon. Even though I am a man I feel for single mothers. Please look through this post and consider doing a sun square or other planetary squares WITH AFFIRMATIONS. https://groups.yahoo.com/neo/groups/Joy ... ges/187795