ok so sometimes like for about a month now i seem to have two different me's , one who dabbles in negativity and hatred and bases everything he does on negativity i dont know why i do this it doesnt even feel like me im sick and tired when i feel this way, and then after like 4-5 days of this my...

so i meditat and i search for something more in life, meditate on my chakras and have a pretty fucked life i did alot of drugs in riverside and fucked myself preety good ....started meditating getting spiritual im familiar with energy and i now live with my dad in this rich white gay fagget...

hey someone help me im fucking crying everydady like a bitch because my life is shit i need some help from an advanced person who talks to satan, simply because im losing faith because  ,basically i fucked up and i meditate and familiar with energy and im depressed cry like alot and ask for...

i ve meditated for a while senstive to energys my aura chakras and do it consistently very sensitive to energie and try to summon a demon 3 times.....wtf idk let me know if its bullshit be straight forward give me a fucking awnser im tired of this shit help -robert