Thank you, everyone for your help with this. I will start these practices immediately.

First off, let me just say that I dedicated over a year and a half ago. So, that's out of the way because I know people will ask. I've been a lurker in the group for a while, never quite knowing what to say as I'm under-educated on the complexities of Satanism. But I need help and this is the...

So I dedicated after a series of excuses putting it off. Managed to somehow sneak by my roomates and do the ritual: signed my name in blood, burned the paper, and I've stored the ashes in a glass jar because I didn't know what else to do with them and they were really special so I'm just going...

I have a similar problem. I did the dedication ritual. I guess my knife was too dull because I could not make myself bleed. I've cut myself before and didn't usually have this problem (I have stopped cutting since finding JoS). I have half a dozen red-marks and even some skin that raised, but I...

Thank you everyone! I'm planning on doing my dedication very soon (waiting on some candles to arrive as I wanted to use the traditional black and I cannot find a single shop in the area that sells black candles. Found them on Amazon.) I don't want to do anything to extensive before dedicating...

Is it possible to remember past lives? One of the topics when learning more about Satanism that grabbed my attention was that reincarnation was mentioned on one of the websites (can't remember which right now). I've had vivid dreams of being a little girl (under age 10) and being killed in a...

I was wondering how long/ if I should wait before dedicating myself to Father Satan. I've found in the past few days to have become more energized. I have a few quick question, too: Two days ago I suddenly felt very scared and worried and got very light-headed while at work. I've had anxiety...

On this topic, is there a specific time/day that I should do the dedication ritual. (ie full moon, 3am, etc.)

As a little background, I have tried to search for answers from the Catholic god, but have received nothing. Lucifer's story always kind of struck a chord with me and after some time I looked at the Catholic god and said "He is wrathful, vengeful, hateful, envious, and cruel. Why do people...