I come from a very eclectic pagan background. Not the white light fluffy crap. I’ve read about voodoo, black magic, all types of spells, tarot, runes, etc, etc. Some of it was obvious crap. But some seems pretty legit. Can any of that be salvaged? I might cry if I find out I’ve spent thousands...

Listen sweetie, the fact that your knife was too dull IS a message. It’s Father Satan telling you that’s not the answer. I know about tough times. I’ve tried suicide a few times myself. I know this sounds like crap, but be patient, it gets better. I know it doesn’t seem like it ever will. And...

Thanks for the answer. I really appreciate it. Hail Satan! Hail Lucifer!!

Not sure if I missed it, or if it’s not been talked about yet. I ordered some mala beads on line. When they came in, I counted them, just to be sure. Well, there were 111. So I figured I’d make my own like suggested. My question is do I need spacer beads, I’d guess you’d call them, separating...

Awesome! Thanks everyone. Hail Satan! Hail Lucifer!

I’m trying to access the 40 day empowerment ritual, but I keep getting a broken link. It shows the first page, and that’s it. Is there another way to access it? As an aside, check out the video Demons Are A Girls Best Friend by Powerwolf on YouTube. Straight ahead metal, but very cool ?

I’m trying to access the 40 day empowerment ritual, but I keep getting a broken link. It shows the first page, and that’s it. Is there another way to access it? As an aside, check out the video Demons Are A Girls Best Friend by Powerwolf on YouTube. Straight ahead metal, but very cool ?

It’s been about 2 weeks since I did my dedication, and almost immediately I began getting small signs, so subtle that it actually took me a few days to notice. I’ve had the pain in my neck and shoulder from a pinched nerve, and arthritis pain in my hands and feet, for years. Within 2 days of my...

I’m sorry if you think I’m whining by asking questions. I’m completely new to this and don’t know what to expect. But if you notice, I state in a later post that I found an answer to my question on the JoS site. Not everybody is 100% up on everything on the site. There’s a lot of new people that...

Okay, I just answered my own question. Or more accurately, the JoS site did. I just finished reading the articles that talk about patience and getting your guide/teacher after much spiritual work. Sorry, I should have read more before asking questions ?

I’m not expecting to hear from Father or any of the big guys, I was just kind of hoping to get a guardian Demon or teacher. I’m working on my chakras and opening my soul with the exercises and meditations. Do I have to have them totally open before I get a guide/teacher?

My whole life I’ve unconsciously repelled spirits. I would go on ghost hunts to places that had lots of activity, and there’d be nothing. Tour guides would say things like “I guess the spirits don’t want to be bothered tonight”, and “That’s weird. They’re usually pretty active.” I’ve never been...

Last night I performed my dedication ritual. Everything went beautifully. Then this morning when I woke up, I felt horrible, like I’d been hit by a truck. If I was still in my old mindset, I would have thought that this is God, the Universe, telling me I made a mistake. Fix it fast. But after...

I am very, very squeamish about my hands and fingers (feet and toes too). Does the blood have to come from the finger? I have no problem getting it from my leg or arm. Weird, I know

So I’m starting the power meditations “course” and I’m starting with the breathing exercises. I’ve always had this problem in other meditation classes I’ve taken. One instructor called it body dismorphia, or something like that. I don’t feel the breath in my body. I can’t feel my lungs or my...