During a period of my Life i did a lot of Rituals, and meditation. I did a raum meditation before every Ritual, but i think i have burned my brain. I haven't seen help from gods, and now i have depression because all have left me alone because i feel me different. I have also a thought Which adfirms i'm God, but in christian sense and this give me very borings. I never asked something tò Lucifer, how can i be helped by him?
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Focus on His seal, and ask.