I'm getting rid of insecurities about my body and face, I don't want to have plastic surgery as much as I'd like to, some things are harder to accept than others but even so I have faith that I'll get rid of them. I'm still not 100% rid of them but I'm more okay with a lot of things that I wasn't, but sometimes (literally out of nowhere) I get extremely insecure and start thinking about them again every time, is that an attack?
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AskSatanOperator wrote: I'm getting rid of insecurities about my body and face, I don't want to have plastic surgery as much as I'd like to, some things are harder to accept than others but even so I have faith that I'll get rid of them. I'm still not 100% rid of them but I'm more okay with a lot of things that I wasn't, but sometimes (literally out of nowhere) I get extremely insecure and start thinking about them again every time, is that an attack?
I think thoughts and feelings like these can also be scripts that are triggered to run when you experience events(even minor ones) that tie into unresolved trauma/karma. I have had this happen. It seems to relate to the natal saturn.
But yes, that does sound like an attack. They try to attack us where we're vulnerable. Give yourself a pat on the back for pushing on, and stay strong.
Probably, this is the effect of social/cultural "pressure", wich is not easy to defeat, along with a low self-confidence.
kepp working on yourself.
It is possible that it's your own mind attacking you. Do the void meditation regularly and pay no attention to unwanted thoughts. If you don't give attention to bad thoughts they will disappear on their own.