Question #2135: How is Satan towards mistakes

As long as you didn't give up on Satan and Zevism by mentally acknowledging you don't want to be a Zevist anymore, then everything can be corrected.

We learn from past mistakes, we correct them and we grow. Satan knows we are human beings, therefore we are not yet perfect. Everyone makes mistakes, dedicated or not, the dedication does not mean we become automatically perfect, but means we get on a path of betterment, and Father and the Gods are very patient with us.

If you feel needed, talk directly to Gods, Satan and/or your Guardian Daemon (if you don't know who your GD is, just refer to Him/Her as Guardian until you find out), and tell Them how you feel about the past, what you've learned and your hopes for the future, letting them know you're sorry. If you've made huge mistakes, something really bad, and you feel is needed, you can do this in a standard ritual.

But if what you've done is not that serious, then the above is not the case. Keep meditating, keep advancing, because as you said, you have learned your lesson, and I see you're in a process of changing for the better.

HAIL ZEUS!

We all are not perfect yet. We all have some problems. And our gods understand us. Making a mistake is not some big permanent problem, what matters is that you learn from it and improve yourself to not do it again.

Satan and his demons are very forgiving towards humanity. They know we are on a way lower level an in this low level, a lot of things can be forgiven. I read about a Zevist who was a drug diller, and he also was in prison, yet the gods did not "punish" or cut him off. We need to seek the best of ourselves, yet we might get distracted for a bit. Look at it as the past, and now is the present, you learned from your mistakes, don't do them again in the future. In fact, this is one of the way people can advance. Don't do the mistakes of the past ever again.

I did not mentally reject or quit on satan or zevism, but I had a moment where I think I was being psychic attacked and felt confused on if I wanted to be a dedicated Zevism anymore awhile back. I made a post about that months ago during a weak moment but then I read all the replies and decided to take the advice & mediate, exercise, Hatha yoga, try to self improve. Sticking with satan and clinging to him and the meditation’s and his knowledge.

But i still feel bad sometimes for relapsing back on drugs for even doing that and doing other stupid stuff. Also for not being dedicated as I was the past years. I feel like I let down my self and everyone for going back to a low level again and now I have to start over again. It’s multiple things.

I just feel like satan and everyone is disappointed in me because I have dedicated for years ago and i have basically no advancement to show for it.
For question #2135

AskSatanOperator wrote:

Break out from this unbeneficial way of thinking and focus on advancing. You might have done and do things because of your natal chart. It's not your fault. Your only fault is if you are not trying to do anything against it. If you are meditating that's already good.