Temple of Zeus — The Assembly of the Gods

Memorable Experiences With/From the Gods

HailMotherLilith

HailMotherLilith
#1

Okay, so this just came into my mind. Please, do share your own experiences!!! I would LOVE to hear them all!!! :mrgreen:

My own memorable experiences were these two:

The first one, was when I was like 2-3 months new into Zevism and I've gotten into a pretty heated and nasty argument with my parents that resulted in me storming off and then breaking into a very deep sob and crying and then, I felt like I was surrounded and visited by the Gods and they were singing in my mind. It was very beautiful. The most I can remember is this:

"If you ever feel alone,
Just remember, you always got us and we're always here for you."

My second memorable experience was this one:

It was last year around August btw.

I was in a very rough, traumatic and stressful experience and after waiting it out at my great grandmas place, I felt and "saw" in my minds eyes my three GD's (Lord Phenex, Lord Hael and Commander Abigor) looking at me,turning away, then looking again and repeating this process for a few more times.
It made me laugh and giggle and blush and hide so much!!! It was really awesome!!! I LOVE THEM!!!! :mrgreen:

HAIL FATHER ZEUS FOREVER!!!!!!!

Discussion

Powstanie Pogańskie
#23
absolute13 wrote:
Powstanie Pogańskie wrote:

I'm not entirely certain that this is an outright "experience," but then again perhaps it came from a subconscious, spiritual connection, I'm honestly not sure. I still have progress to make before I can start expecting and picking up on blatant signs.

Regardless, I spend a lot of time lost in my own daydreams much like Ol argedco luciftias was saying, and one of the concepts I ended up developing was a Satanic institution that focuses on, to encompass it all in one word, "wellness." Biological and nutritional research, wellness programs to instruct people in meditation, yoga, healthy eating and exercise, youth programs for children to go out and have enriching experiences that they'll remember fondly later and will hopefully impart good lessons and future passions, things of that nature. I eventually settled on naming this idea "Instytut Życia i Zdrowia," The Institute of Life and Health.

It wasn't until later that I realized the abbreviation for such a name would be IZiZ. May not be exact, but the similarity in spelling to Isis instantly made me think of Astaroth, and I felt so satisfied and happy with that that the name stuck for all future daydreams I had involving this institute. In an ideal world I would like to see to the creation of at least something approaching this concept, and maybe that time will come.

This is an awesome experience in itself as Lady Astaroth name popped up. You can do so much in this overall development daydream by bringing this into reality and gaining more truth and experience in Zevism with just the name that you have alone. What other things, people, Gods Goddesses of Hell come to mind as you expand or go a long this name and the institution name. This is definitely a sign that Lady Astaroth is with you as well. This as well since the Z vibration ties Into the serpent meaning your name of Astaroth is actually a window/ chant to bring his about in however many ways.

That's quite exciting in and of itself, if I could actually bring about some manner of institute that follows Satanic teachings and principles and honors our Gods, I would be awash with pride. Nothing has so far really come up in regards to these daydreams other than ideas for what this institute could do and how could it be done; I hadn't even noticed that it abbreviated to IZiZ until I abbreviated it. But I'm thinking that the further I go along with the meditation program and the more I spend time thinking about this as an actual goal rather than a fantasy, more little insights and "coincidences" will manifest and I'll further shape the idea into something tangibly possible.

#24

Reading about all of your experiences makes me jealous haha I'm not sure I've had any experiences myself. I tend to doubt things a lot because I'm told I'm gullible, which is a vicious cycle.

So maybe i have had experiences, but i can't be sure. Because of that, i get frustrated. It sucks.

But i realized something today, and i figure I'll share it. Maybe it is a genuine experience, or maybe not.

So, here goes:

The other day, i was at the store with my mother. We were walking down an isle, and i noticed this cute stuffed animal cat. I have a weakness for stuffed animals, so i bought it.

But then, earlier this morning, i was going through some pictures i saved from this post: https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=12233

And i noticed Buer's picture. The cat in that picture looks just like the one i bought. It sounds silly, but my initial thought was "Goodness, i have Buer's cat!" Maybe it was a coincidence, or maybe it was Buer. I don't know for sure. But it made me excited to think me buying the cat had something to do with Buer because I've been trying to figure out who my Guardian is for a while. I'm hopeful that i finally found my Guardian, but I'm not certain.

So, yeah. There's that haha

HailMotherLilith
#25
SilentSeeker wrote:

Reading about all of your experiences makes me jealous haha I'm not sure I've had any experiences myself. I tend to doubt things a lot because I'm told I'm gullible, which is a vicious cycle.

So maybe i have had experiences, but i can't be sure. Because of that, i get frustrated. It sucks.

But i realized something today, and i figure I'll share it. Maybe it is a genuine experience, or maybe not.

So, here goes:

The other day, i was at the store with my mother. We were walking down an isle, and i noticed this cute stuffed animal cat. I have a weakness for stuffed animals, so i bought it.

But then, earlier this morning, i was going through some pictures i saved from this post: https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=12233

And i noticed Buer's picture. The cat in that picture looks just like the one i bought. It sounds silly, but my initial thought was "Goodness, i have Buer's cat!" Maybe it was a coincidence, or maybe it was Buer. I don't know for sure. But it made me excited to think me buying the cat had something to do with Buer because I've been trying to figure out who my Guardian is for a while. I'm hopeful that i finally found my Guardian, but I'm not certain.

So, yeah. There's that haha

That's so awesome!!!!!

You could always summon him directly just to make sure that you get his full attention, not some enemies and talk to him, ask him for signs that he is your GD, anything. I did this with Lord Hael and he turned out to be my GD! :mrgreen:

#26
HailMotherLilith wrote:
SilentSeeker wrote:

Reading about all of your experiences makes me jealous haha I'm not sure I've had any experiences myself. I tend to doubt things a lot because I'm told I'm gullible, which is a vicious cycle.

So maybe i have had experiences, but i can't be sure. Because of that, i get frustrated. It sucks.

But i realized something today, and i figure I'll share it. Maybe it is a genuine experience, or maybe not.

So, here goes:

The other day, i was at the store with my mother. We were walking down an isle, and i noticed this cute stuffed animal cat. I have a weakness for stuffed animals, so i bought it.

But then, earlier this morning, i was going through some pictures i saved from this post: https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=12233

And i noticed Buer's picture. The cat in that picture looks just like the one i bought. It sounds silly, but my initial thought was "Goodness, i have Buer's cat!" Maybe it was a coincidence, or maybe it was Buer. I don't know for sure. But it made me excited to think me buying the cat had something to do with Buer because I've been trying to figure out who my Guardian is for a while. I'm hopeful that i finally found my Guardian, but I'm not certain.

So, yeah. There's that haha

That's so awesome!!!!!

You could always summon him directly just to make sure that you get his full attention, not some enemies and talk to him, ask him for signs that he is your GD, anything. I did this with Lord Hael and he turned out to be my GD! :mrgreen:

I plan to try to summon him haha It's just that i don't feel very open yet, and i have a hard time catching subtle hints and stuff. Would it be too much to ask him to be more obvious, like to move an object or mess with candle flame? Or are the Gods purposely subtle?

HailMotherLilith
#27
SilentSeeker wrote:
HailMotherLilith wrote:
SilentSeeker wrote:

Reading about all of your experiences makes me jealous haha I'm not sure I've had any experiences myself. I tend to doubt things a lot because I'm told I'm gullible, which is a vicious cycle.

So maybe i have had experiences, but i can't be sure. Because of that, i get frustrated. It sucks.

But i realized something today, and i figure I'll share it. Maybe it is a genuine experience, or maybe not.

So, here goes:

The other day, i was at the store with my mother. We were walking down an isle, and i noticed this cute stuffed animal cat. I have a weakness for stuffed animals, so i bought it.

But then, earlier this morning, i was going through some pictures i saved from this post: https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=12233

And i noticed Buer's picture. The cat in that picture looks just like the one i bought. It sounds silly, but my initial thought was "Goodness, i have Buer's cat!" Maybe it was a coincidence, or maybe it was Buer. I don't know for sure. But it made me excited to think me buying the cat had something to do with Buer because I've been trying to figure out who my Guardian is for a while. I'm hopeful that i finally found my Guardian, but I'm not certain.

So, yeah. There's that haha

That's so awesome!!!!!

You could always summon him directly just to make sure that you get his full attention, not some enemies and talk to him, ask him for signs that he is your GD, anything. I did this with Lord Hael and he turned out to be my GD! :mrgreen:

I plan to try to summon him haha It's just that i don't feel very open yet, and i have a hard time catching subtle hints and stuff. Would it be too much to ask him to be more obvious, like to move an object or mess with candle flame? Or are the Gods purposely subtle?

It wouldn't be rude! I asked a Goddess once to move the candle flame a few times and she moved it all those times! :mrgreen:

#28
HailMotherLilith wrote:
SilentSeeker wrote:
HailMotherLilith wrote:

That's so awesome!!!!!

You could always summon him directly just to make sure that you get his full attention, not some enemies and talk to him, ask him for signs that he is your GD, anything. I did this with Lord Hael and he turned out to be my GD! :mrgreen:

I plan to try to summon him haha It's just that i don't feel very open yet, and i have a hard time catching subtle hints and stuff. Would it be too much to ask him to be more obvious, like to move an object or mess with candle flame? Or are the Gods purposely subtle?

It wouldn't be rude! I asked a Goddess once to move the candle flame a few times and she moved it all those times! :mrgreen:

I'll try it then! Haha I tried to ask for signs like that before, and i didn't get anything. Maybe the God i was trying to summon was too busy?

HailMotherLilith
#29
SilentSeeker wrote:
HailMotherLilith wrote:
SilentSeeker wrote:

I plan to try to summon him haha It's just that i don't feel very open yet, and i have a hard time catching subtle hints and stuff. Would it be too much to ask him to be more obvious, like to move an object or mess with candle flame? Or are the Gods purposely subtle?

It wouldn't be rude! I asked a Goddess once to move the candle flame a few times and she moved it all those times! :mrgreen:

I'll try it then! Haha I tried to ask for signs like that before, and i didn't get anything. Maybe the God i was trying to summon was too busy?

Could be. While you meditate, feel if you can summon that specific God/Goddess or if you should wait a bit.

#30
SilentSeeker wrote:
HailMotherLilith wrote:
SilentSeeker wrote:

I plan to try to summon him haha It's just that i don't feel very open yet, and i have a hard time catching subtle hints and stuff. Would it be too much to ask him to be more obvious, like to move an object or mess with candle flame? Or are the Gods purposely subtle?

It wouldn't be rude! I asked a Goddess once to move the candle flame a few times and she moved it all those times! :mrgreen:

I'll try it then! Haha I tried to ask for signs like that before, and i didn't get anything. Maybe the God i was trying to summon was too busy?

Well, i tried to contact Buer to see if he is my Guardian. I lit a small black candle (the last one i have) and right when i was about to try to contact him, the hour became Mercury. Since Mercury is his planet, i figured it was a good sign.

But for that entire hour, i got nothing. Did i do something wrong? I wasn't sure if i needed to do a formal ritual or simply call out to him. I figured the formal method of summoning a Demon wasn't necessary because i was just trying to see if he was my Guardian, not trying to ask for help or a favour. Maybe that's where i messed up? Anyway, forgoing the formal summoning, i pulled up his sigil on my phone and tried calling to him, both in my head and out loud. I didn't expect to hear anything, and i assume the Gods can hear us even if we can't hear them. I did have the candle burning and asked if he could mess with the flame, since that seemed like the best way to get a clear response i couldn't miss. But nothing happened. I tried for the entire hour of Mercury.

This is the fourth time i tried to contact a God and got no response (that i can tell). But this was my first time contacting Buer. The other three were actual formal rituals to ask Andromalius for help with something.

I know the Gods are busy, and i know my lack of openess is gonna be an obstacle, but is there something I'm doing wrong? Or have i just been unlucky enough to try to contact the Gods when they're really, really too busy? Is there some reason other than being busy that would cause the Gods to not respond to me?

HailMotherLilith
#31
SilentSeeker wrote:
SilentSeeker wrote:
HailMotherLilith wrote:

It wouldn't be rude! I asked a Goddess once to move the candle flame a few times and she moved it all those times! :mrgreen:

I'll try it then! Haha I tried to ask for signs like that before, and i didn't get anything. Maybe the God i was trying to summon was too busy?

Well, i tried to contact Buer to see if he is my Guardian. I lit a small black candle (the last one i have) and right when i was about to try to contact him, the hour became Mercury. Since Mercury is his planet, i figured it was a good sign.

But for that entire hour, i got nothing. Did i do something wrong? I wasn't sure if i needed to do a formal ritual or simply call out to him. I figured the formal method of summoning a Demon wasn't necessary because i was just trying to see if he was my Guardian, not trying to ask for help or a favour. Maybe that's where i messed up? Anyway, forgoing the formal summoning, i pulled up his sigil on my phone and tried calling to him, both in my head and out loud. I didn't expect to hear anything, and i assume the Gods can hear us even if we can't hear them. I did have the candle burning and asked if he could mess with the flame, since that seemed like the best way to get a clear response i couldn't miss. But nothing happened. I tried for the entire hour of Mercury.

This is the fourth time i tried to contact a God and got no response (that i can tell). But this was my first time contacting Buer. The other three were actual formal rituals to ask Andromalius for help with something.

I know the Gods are busy, and i know my lack of openess is gonna be an obstacle, but is there something I'm doing wrong? Or have i just been unlucky enough to try to contact the Gods when they're really, really too busy? Is there some reason other than being busy that would cause the Gods to not respond to me?

Have you summoned him using this: http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/DEMONOLATRY.html

If you haven't tried it, THERE is your problem.

#32
SilentSeeker wrote:
SilentSeeker wrote:
HailMotherLilith wrote:

It wouldn't be rude! I asked a Goddess once to move the candle flame a few times and she moved it all those times! :mrgreen:

I'll try it then! Haha I tried to ask for signs like that before, and i didn't get anything. Maybe the God i was trying to summon was too busy?

Well, i tried to contact Buer to see if he is my Guardian. I lit a small black candle (the last one i have) and right when i was about to try to contact him, the hour became Mercury. Since Mercury is his planet, i figured it was a good sign.

But for that entire hour, i got nothing. Did i do something wrong? I wasn't sure if i needed to do a formal ritual or simply call out to him. I figured the formal method of summoning a Demon wasn't necessary because i was just trying to see if he was my Guardian, not trying to ask for help or a favour. Maybe that's where i messed up? Anyway, forgoing the formal summoning, i pulled up his sigil on my phone and tried calling to him, both in my head and out loud. I didn't expect to hear anything, and i assume the Gods can hear us even if we can't hear them. I did have the candle burning and asked if he could mess with the flame, since that seemed like the best way to get a clear response i couldn't miss. But nothing happened. I tried for the entire hour of Mercury.

This is the fourth time i tried to contact a God and got no response (that i can tell). But this was my first time contacting Buer. The other three were actual formal rituals to ask Andromalius for help with something.

I know the Gods are busy, and i know my lack of openess is gonna be an obstacle, but is there something I'm doing wrong? Or have i just been unlucky enough to try to contact the Gods when they're really, really too busy? Is there some reason other than being busy that would cause the Gods to not respond to me?

I performed the ritual, but the Demon didn't show up
Answer:
I have gotten many e-mails from people who, after several attempts at summoning, the Demon finally appeared and after this, all attempts at contact went fine. Often the reason for this is one is new and/or not psychically open enough to sense the presence of the Demon. Persistence and patience pay off in results. Satan is strong on one having patience. Consistent meditation, breathing exercises, and if one is able to, Hatha [physical] Yoga will open your mind and soul.

Quote is from https://templeofzeus.org/FAQ.php

#33
HailMotherLilith wrote:
SilentSeeker wrote:
SilentSeeker wrote:

I'll try it then! Haha I tried to ask for signs like that before, and i didn't get anything. Maybe the God i was trying to summon was too busy?

Well, i tried to contact Buer to see if he is my Guardian. I lit a small black candle (the last one i have) and right when i was about to try to contact him, the hour became Mercury. Since Mercury is his planet, i figured it was a good sign.

But for that entire hour, i got nothing. Did i do something wrong? I wasn't sure if i needed to do a formal ritual or simply call out to him. I figured the formal method of summoning a Demon wasn't necessary because i was just trying to see if he was my Guardian, not trying to ask for help or a favour. Maybe that's where i messed up? Anyway, forgoing the formal summoning, i pulled up his sigil on my phone and tried calling to him, both in my head and out loud. I didn't expect to hear anything, and i assume the Gods can hear us even if we can't hear them. I did have the candle burning and asked if he could mess with the flame, since that seemed like the best way to get a clear response i couldn't miss. But nothing happened. I tried for the entire hour of Mercury.

This is the fourth time i tried to contact a God and got no response (that i can tell). But this was my first time contacting Buer. The other three were actual formal rituals to ask Andromalius for help with something.

I know the Gods are busy, and i know my lack of openess is gonna be an obstacle, but is there something I'm doing wrong? Or have i just been unlucky enough to try to contact the Gods when they're really, really too busy? Is there some reason other than being busy that would cause the Gods to not respond to me?

Have you summoned him using this: http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/DEMONOLATRY.html

If you haven't tried it, THERE is your problem.

I did that for Andromalius. I'll try with Buer too.

#34
Reckoned666 wrote:
SilentSeeker wrote:
SilentSeeker wrote:

I'll try it then! Haha I tried to ask for signs like that before, and i didn't get anything. Maybe the God i was trying to summon was too busy?

Well, i tried to contact Buer to see if he is my Guardian. I lit a small black candle (the last one i have) and right when i was about to try to contact him, the hour became Mercury. Since Mercury is his planet, i figured it was a good sign.

But for that entire hour, i got nothing. Did i do something wrong? I wasn't sure if i needed to do a formal ritual or simply call out to him. I figured the formal method of summoning a Demon wasn't necessary because i was just trying to see if he was my Guardian, not trying to ask for help or a favour. Maybe that's where i messed up? Anyway, forgoing the formal summoning, i pulled up his sigil on my phone and tried calling to him, both in my head and out loud. I didn't expect to hear anything, and i assume the Gods can hear us even if we can't hear them. I did have the candle burning and asked if he could mess with the flame, since that seemed like the best way to get a clear response i couldn't miss. But nothing happened. I tried for the entire hour of Mercury.

This is the fourth time i tried to contact a God and got no response (that i can tell). But this was my first time contacting Buer. The other three were actual formal rituals to ask Andromalius for help with something.

I know the Gods are busy, and i know my lack of openess is gonna be an obstacle, but is there something I'm doing wrong? Or have i just been unlucky enough to try to contact the Gods when they're really, really too busy? Is there some reason other than being busy that would cause the Gods to not respond to me?

I performed the ritual, but the Demon didn't show up
Answer:
I have gotten many e-mails from people who, after several attempts at summoning, the Demon finally appeared and after this, all attempts at contact went fine. Often the reason for this is one is new and/or not psychically open enough to sense the presence of the Demon. Persistence and patience pay off in results. Satan is strong on one having patience. Consistent meditation, breathing exercises, and if one is able to, Hatha [physical] Yoga will open your mind and soul.

Quote is from https://templeofzeus.org/FAQ.php

Yeah, i know. I need to work on my patience when it comes to spiritual things.

HailMotherLilith
#35
luis wrote:

...

Brdredr wrote:

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Guys, please chill out, let that person find the truth on their own.

Do not prolong this heated argument.

I don't care who is right, either stop or get out.

#36
luis wrote:

I have to ask you sorry, i rarely a act like a dumbass and this is not the place. Anyway what i was trying to say is that to me it looked fake, now i can compleatily be wrong, the thing is there are been another "Zevism" in here that was trying to sell his music and acted all Holy and stuff. If what you are telling is the true then i'm really Sorry, i really don't know what i acted like that.

Anyway the story of my past lifes dose not matter and if what you are telling is the true it's better to be careful, saying that you are such a old soul could open for more attack from the enemy. I was warned another time to shut my mouth for such things. I hope you are not mad at me! I really don't know what i acted like that...

I feel I need to apologize as well, I initially thought you were trying to come off as very disrespectful. And I'm not "selling" my music, if you go to my thread you can see I have provided it for free but if people wanted to pay for it, that's fine too. Not like I made much off of it anyway.

#37
Powstanie Pogańskie wrote:
absolute13 wrote:
Powstanie Pogańskie wrote:

I'm not entirely certain that this is an outright "experience," but then again perhaps it came from a subconscious, spiritual connection, I'm honestly not sure. I still have progress to make before I can start expecting and picking up on blatant signs.

Regardless, I spend a lot of time lost in my own daydreams much like Ol argedco luciftias was saying, and one of the concepts I ended up developing was a Satanic institution that focuses on, to encompass it all in one word, "wellness." Biological and nutritional research, wellness programs to instruct people in meditation, yoga, healthy eating and exercise, youth programs for children to go out and have enriching experiences that they'll remember fondly later and will hopefully impart good lessons and future passions, things of that nature. I eventually settled on naming this idea "Instytut Życia i Zdrowia," The Institute of Life and Health.

It wasn't until later that I realized the abbreviation for such a name would be IZiZ. May not be exact, but the similarity in spelling to Isis instantly made me think of Astaroth, and I felt so satisfied and happy with that that the name stuck for all future daydreams I had involving this institute. In an ideal world I would like to see to the creation of at least something approaching this concept, and maybe that time will come.

This is an awesome experience in itself as Lady Astaroth name popped up. You can do so much in this overall development daydream by bringing this into reality and gaining more truth and experience in Zevism with just the name that you have alone. What other things, people, Gods Goddesses of Hell come to mind as you expand or go a long this name and the institution name. This is definitely a sign that Lady Astaroth is with you as well. This as well since the Z vibration ties Into the serpent meaning your name of Astaroth is actually a window/ chant to bring his about in however many ways.

That's quite exciting in and of itself, if I could actually bring about some manner of institute that follows Satanic teachings and principles and honors our Gods, I would be awash with pride. Nothing has so far really come up in regards to these daydreams other than ideas for what this institute could do and how could it be done; I hadn't even noticed that it abbreviated to IZiZ until I abbreviated it. But I'm thinking that the further I go along with the meditation program and the more I spend time thinking about this as an actual goal rather than a fantasy, more little insights and "coincidences" will manifest and I'll further shape the idprogress something tangibly possible.

Dont let anything stop you. The more advanced you get from your meditation from your program the more you can do for yourself and others. As on the Temple of Zeus website, preliminary workings are best before the main working. You can use what you have as a beautiful step up like going small and working on the smaller things which your meditation program plays a part in.

#38
Brdredr wrote:
luis wrote:

I have to ask you sorry, i rarely a act like a dumbass and this is not the place. Anyway what i was trying to say is that to me it looked fake, now i can compleatily be wrong, the thing is there are been another "Zevism" in here that was trying to sell his music and acted all Holy and stuff. If what you are telling is the true then i'm really Sorry, i really don't know what i acted like that.

Anyway the story of my past lifes dose not matter and if what you are telling is the true it's better to be careful, saying that you are such a old soul could open for more attack from the enemy. I was warned another time to shut my mouth for such things. I hope you are not mad at me! I really don't know what i acted like that...

I feel I need to apologize as well, I initially thought you were trying to come off as very disrespectful. And I'm not "selling" my music, if you go to my thread you can see I have provided it for free but if people wanted to pay for it, that's fine too. Not like I made much off of it anyway.

#39
Brdredr wrote:
luis wrote:

I have to ask you sorry, i rarely a act like a dumbass and this is not the place. Anyway what i was trying to say is that to me it looked fake, now i can compleatily be wrong, the thing is there are been another "Zevism" in here that was trying to sell his music and acted all Holy and stuff. If what you are telling is the true then i'm really Sorry, i really don't know what i acted like that.

Anyway the story of my past lifes dose not matter and if what you are telling is the true it's better to be careful, saying that you are such a old soul could open for more attack from the enemy. I was warned another time to shut my mouth for such things. I hope you are not mad at me! I really don't know what i acted like that...

I feel I need to apologize as well, I initially thought you were trying to come off as very disrespectful. And I'm not "selling" my music, if you go to my thread you can see I have provided it for free but if people wanted to pay for it, that's fine too. Not like I made much off of it anyway.

Like i already said i'm sorry, just be careful to not say too much about your past life's and be careful with the entity you talk with, the enemy likes to confuse Zevism. There is a Zevist here that for many years he talked with enemy entity beliving it was our God's, it can happen, especially if you are not that advanced. Now as far as i know this member was pretty advanced and still it happened to him, just be careful and again i'm sorry i really don't know why i acted like that i just care about our Satanic family!

#40

It happened on Tuesday of this week and I think I'm going to remember it fondly.
I had an involuntarily prolonged piano class and I left the school when it was completely dark outside.
I took the fast route home by a tram, but knowing how cities can be at night, I was worried that something could happen to me, even in the non-center parts of the town. I usually go home on a road with a very slim sidewalk and busses and cars pass through frequently. There also was a possibility I could've met someone not so pleasant on my way in the dark curves of the roads, which made me anxious.

I asked Satan and my Guardian Daemon (of whom I don't know the name yet) to protect me. I'm still quite spiritually deaf, but I felt much more reassured and certain after asking.

On my way, I "saw" flashes of some energy (I presume) in front of me in a certain shape, later on I found out that it resembled the Algiz rune. I was also inclined to visualise a lot of light around me, so much that I could feel it! When I was nervous, I started to hum "Lore, lore" spontaneously, although this I think is an already build-in habit I had for a longer time.
I made it home in safety and I'm extremely grateful to Satan for protecting me ^-^.

#41

I know I've already posted in this thread but I felt like sharing again.
It seems I regularly encounter the Gods in my dreams. More recently I've received a sort of "prophecy" about my future from Father Zeus. Though I'm still trying to grasp what exactly was meant. :? It's difficult to express what being in his presence is like as words feel like they fall short. It's overwhelming acceptance and positive energy, power that is firm and absolute, natural and kind.
Another time, I believe I was with Ose. He's... an interesting fellow. He led me to others of the ToZ. Which was appreciated as at that time I had been yearning to connect with others on the same path.
Most other Gods I haven't been able to identify, as they match none of the descriptions from the list on the ToZ website. But in their presence I have felt pure bliss and acceptance, power unlike any other, a sort of grounding and understanding that no matter what the physical world throws my way I am not alone and it can not destroy me.

HailMotherLilith
#42
Cyn666 wrote:

I know I've already posted in this thread but I felt like sharing again.
It seems I regularly encounter the Gods in my dreams. More recently I've received a sort of "prophecy" about my future from Father Zeus. Though I'm still trying to grasp what exactly was meant. :? It's difficult to express what being in his presence is like as words feel like they fall short. It's overwhelming acceptance and positive energy, power that is firm and absolute, natural and kind.
Another time, I believe I was with Ose. He's... an interesting fellow. He led me to others of the ToZ. Which was appreciated as at that time I had been yearning to connect with others on the same path.
Most other Gods I haven't been able to identify, as they match none of the descriptions from the list on the ToZ website. But in their presence I have felt pure bliss and acceptance, power unlike any other, a sort of grounding and understanding that no matter what the physical world throws my way I am not alone and it can not destroy me.

This is interesting! :)