Memorable Experiences With/From the Gods

Ghost in the Machine wrote:

The gods and demons depending on your devotion to the cause can watch out for you on even the little things. I can be a bit scatter brained with the sheer amount of things I need to do in a day, and earlier I forgot my phone and didn't notice that I didn't have it on me. I need my phone on me at all times because I regularly expect important calls. While working and distracted, out of no where the thought of my phone entered my head and I kind of had an "oh shit" moment.

As soon as I got my phone not even 30 seconds later I received an important call. They knew what was up and that it would've landed me in trouble had I missed this call. I thanked them as I would suggest anyone does when they give you a helping hand no matter how small it may seem.

Can confirm. Fellow scatterbrain here and I also get the occasional "random" reminder popping up in my head when I would otherwise have forgotten about something.

HailMotherLilith wrote:

I just finished talking with her....

How did you go about doing that exactly? I've been wanting to talk to her since she's my gd, but I dont know if i would do a ritual or vibrate her name 40 times or what? It's over nothing important, so would a ritual be for emergencies only, i only wanna talk to her?

HailMotherLilith wrote:

Oh btw, I just remembered one thing today.

Yesterday I was discussing and talking with a fellow Zevist brother privately and we got to the point of talking about friends.
I mentioned to him that all my female "friends" I had turned out to either betray me or just use me for their own needs or whatever, so I only had male friends and all.

And you told me this today, is this a coincidence or what? XD

I had this same issue, lerajie and inanna helped so much with that. The first time I felt that connection with inanna I just cried... and cried.. and cried. A huge emotional release. For the first time since I was a kid I was truly emotionally confiding in a woman. The Goddesses are just so wonderful and they’re not like any of the negative women I’ve had in my life. Inanna helped me realize where my self-esteem issues came from and I finally was able to move through it. Helped me build a trust I hadn’t felt in a very long time, and this helped me advance and move through attacks too. Right as we were working on this, something in me clicked and it was really powerful and anything negative anyone had to say to me had no effect. The second we worked in this and I came to a realization (literally right at that moment) an ex I had randomly contacted me with the most disgusting and hideous insults I have ever gotten from a man... and it was the SAME stuff my mom would tell me as a kid that I had just remembered and let go of with Inanna. And it had NO effect, and I told him that while none of that stuff had any meaning and it made him look very disgusting. I told him I was shocked he’d ever stoop that low and that he needed to go see a therapist. Bye. This seemed like an attack and an last resort attempt to continue to drag me under. This was so empowering and I hadn’t been so deeply whole in ages. Our ability to have positive and meaningful relationships with the same sex is just as important as the opposite sex. I still really love my male friends though, but if they aren’t gay it always ends up changing and one person has always wound up developing feelings. Girl friends are really nice and there’s never any hidden attempts at sex. Communication is more clear and the feedback is more honest because they’re not trying to steer your attention towards another goal.

Before I dedicate to Satan, I told him that I will dedicate because I want to accept who really I am, that if I’m belong to him I want to stay with him.
I have an open third eye when I was a kid but since I’m living in a Catholic country it got suppressed. I’m also an empath and intuitive. As per intuition, he told me I’m a threat because of the abilities I have.

There were times that I became astray but ended going back to him. I have this feeling that my loyalty is always with him regardless of what people say. When was diagnosed with depression, I told me him to help me and psychic attacks stopped. I realized that Satan is easy to approach, all we need is to be honest with him.

With Astarte, she approached me as Aphrodite. When I was losing my way in Zevism, she led me back and reminded me I have a Goddess within and should fight back. She’s encouraging me to connect to my feminine side which I longer have in touch. Thanks to Lydia for tips she posted regarding menstruation and spirituality.

Recently, I’m doing the power ritual to Valefor and he brought me relief from back pain due to dextrosciolosis. He’s like calling me and I have this feeling that he wants me close to him. I’m not sure yet if he is my GD.

There are times that when I was listening to Simple Plan songs, it reminded me of Zevism. It’s like some songs are for Satan.