I need help

Now you say you have Parkinson's. Now that affects the. Central nervous system which pretty much controls movement which makes you kinda tremble or do involuntary movement. I used to do heavy drugs(sober now) and id get trembles sometimes so I know it sucks. Do breathing exercises as this helped me keep these trembles under control. Parkinson's also makes your dopamine levels low... Probably why you don't feel so positive, you could probably exercise, eat more protein, sleep enough, MEDITATE, listen to music...do stuff you like that makes you feel good. Mostly do stuff to make yourself better, do workings and meditations, research on how to help yourself. It's all about what you do for yourself cause at the end of the day if you don't try then ask yourself if you really wanna get better? No one is gonna come and go poof you're healed, and if you do end up experiencing something like that send em my way cause all this work I'm putting in just to get myself to even the BASIC level of spiritual/mental/physical health is tougher than just saying or talking about it but it's something I need to do because I want be get better
I noticed that you use a translator. I did not understand at all. translate in both directions to optimize the translation.
if you know Russian, I can describe everything on it (in the Russian forum all translations from this forum cannot help there and there are no people who communicate with the Gods) but here on the forum there are a lot of Russian-speaking speakers, you would be surprised how much I understood this by building their sentences - если знаете русский я могу на нем описать всё (на русском форуме не могут помочь там всё переводы с этого форума и нет тех кто общается с Богами) а здесь на форуме много говорящих на русском вы бы удивились насколько много я это понял по их построению предложений. писать и читать без запятых это весело :)

Low Priest wrote:

luis wrote:

Low Priest wrote:

Just start with the basics of living.
This what I did and i started seeing changes:
Morning:
-Wake up

-Hatha yoga(not rushed, deep slow breaths)

-Void 5 min (my mind is still wild, but not as wild)

-Aura clean( I look at my ceiling light, sometimes I vibrate raum)
I should be doing aura protection but from my experience... breathing in energy makes my vibe intense and it makes people uncomfortable (idk if this is a delusion). So I avoid it till I can keep my mind completely silent and in control of myself and my energy.
Night:
-Workout

-cold shower

-kundalini yoga(slow breaths)

-chakra spin

-aura clean

I also learned that you shouldn't be thinking about spirituality at all times. Just try to focus on what you're doing. I call it collecting experience, like a video game...the more you collect the more you level up. The more you experience being in the moment ignoring your mind then the better you'll be at not living in your head. There's still times I go off in my head then I realize it and keep on going off in my head. That's when you gotta make a choice...let go of that shit, try to cut it out, breathe ,do push ups,focus on your sight...etc. it's a really bad habit I have. But you know whatever you do all day just don't narrate or think in your head and you'll be fine. Any anxiety just power thru it is all I can say from experience. There's no poof in ritual as you still have to put in work. Kinda like working out. You don't do it one time and poof you a swole mf. Good luck i hope this helps

This is a good beginner program but just I'm going to remember to every beginner that every time you do yoga, breathing exercises and even aura cleaning you need to use an affirmation to direct the energy if not it could empower negative karma which you do not need to empower especially if you are ill.

Unlimited Grand Architect wrote:

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Make sure you do a spell for healing with a mantra or rune if you can or just by using affirmations. If you do not know how to do it just ask here and I will answer.

Affirmation for yoga? Can I get an example? Also for breathing exercises?

After yoga and breathing exercise you raise energy that can be directed however you want, you should not leave the energy without an affirmation which can be whatever you want. For example you could use an affirmation for protection.

Unlimited Grand Architect wrote:

Low Priest wrote:

Unlimited Grand Architect wrote:

All of a sudden because of the little energy I can’t get in touch with Satan, do I need to use blood in the ritual to be heard?

All of a sudden what? I don't understand this. Not trying to be rude but can you explain what you mean.
I can't see or hear him either but I know this stuff is real because of experiences I've had with seeing/hearing people who can astral project, as they tried to help me before but I can only help them help me if I help myself. You gotta advance and open up your soul to hear/see the gods apparently which makes sense. I'm not there yet cause I used to do alot of drug so I'm kinda crazy or at least that's what everyone tells me or thinks.

I'm too weak to contact. I am underdeveloped by the brain, some functions of the brain are not available to me. I have consciously direct energy wherever I want

You want to say you put energy on something even if you dont want to? If so you must do void meditation.

Unlimited Grand Architect wrote:

luis wrote:

Low Priest wrote:

Just start with the basics of living.
This what I did and i started seeing changes:
Morning:
-Wake up

-Hatha yoga(not rushed, deep slow breaths)

-Void 5 min (my mind is still wild, but not as wild)

-Aura clean( I look at my ceiling light, sometimes I vibrate raum)
I should be doing aura protection but from my experience... breathing in energy makes my vibe intense and it makes people uncomfortable (idk if this is a delusion). So I avoid it till I can keep my mind completely silent and in control of myself and my energy.
Night:
-Workout

-cold shower

-kundalini yoga(slow breaths)

-chakra spin

-aura clean

I also learned that you shouldn't be thinking about spirituality at all times. Just try to focus on what you're doing. I call it collecting experience, like a video game...the more you collect the more you level up. The more you experience being in the moment ignoring your mind then the better you'll be at not living in your head. There's still times I go off in my head then I realize it and keep on going off in my head. That's when you gotta make a choice...let go of that shit, try to cut it out, breathe ,do push ups,focus on your sight...etc. it's a really bad habit I have. But you know whatever you do all day just don't narrate or think in your head and you'll be fine. Any anxiety just power thru it is all I can say from experience. There's no poof in ritual as you still have to put in work. Kinda like working out. You don't do it one time and poof you a swole mf. Good luck i hope this helps

This is a good beginner program but just I'm going to remember to every beginner that every time you do yoga, breathing exercises and even aura cleaning you need to use an affirmation to direct the energy if not it could empower negative karma which you do not need to empower especially if you are ill.

Unlimited Grand Architect wrote:

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Make sure you do a spell for healing with a mantra or rune if you can or just by using affirmations. If you do not know how to do it just ask here and I will answer.

All of a sudden because of the little energy I can’t get in touch with Satan, do I need to use blood in the ritual to be heard?

Did you do dedicated ritual and used your blood?
If you didnt you should know that if you want to become a dedicated Zevist you must do ritual correctly and use your blood to work.

I prayed to the gods and got a heartache. How long do I have to live?

Are you anemic? You should drink some blackstrap molasses. It has the most iron of any food, and the molecule that the iron is in is the kind that is easiest to absorb.

After that, make sure your balances are correct of sodium and potassium, and magnesium and calcium. Sodium and potassium work against each other so you need to have both to have a good balance and function correctly, and the same kind of balance is had with magnesium and calcium.

I bet you are deficient in iron and magnesium, most people are extremely deficient in magnesium. Magnesium is used in more than 600 different body processes, used in the muscles, and used in processing energy. Get a good quality magnesium supplement, but be careful because some kinds like Magnesium Oxide might make you need to go to the bathroom quickly. But you have to have a good quality magnesium supplement, and calcium, and potassium. And the iron from Blackstrap Molasses. And I assume you can easily get the sodium by eating some salt.

You will be ok just do what the hp and other's say death is something no one hear should fear when your a child of satan. I am a hospice nurse aide if you need to talk to me or a hp i am hear brother / sister . We all live and die acording to Father Zeus will but i will do a spell for you

Your sister in satan

HAIL ZEUS

Ghost13 wrote:

You will be ok just do what the hp and other's say death is something no one hear should fear when your a child of satan. I am a hospice nurse aide if you need to talk to me or a hp i am hear brother / sister . We all live and die acording to Father Zeus will but i will do a spell for you

Your sister in satan

HAIL ZEUS

what spell? when will be done?

A smiple healing spell from the times of the egyptain kings

HAIL ZEUS

Unlimited Grand Architect wrote:

HPS Shannon wrote:

Unlimited Grand Architect wrote:

I can’t use the methods that are accessible to healthy people, for example, jumping from the roof of a 17-story building or hanging myself. my strength is barely enough to print

I disapproved both of your posts because this has gone on enough. Do you really want help for your health issue?

It doesnt seem that you ars serious, or really want help. Maybe attention, which is why I stopped replying to this thread and probably why CentralForce did as well.

Your posts are a bit incoherent and strange.

I'm sorry if you are going through some sort of anguish but it really looks like you need some pyschological assistance, or you are just trolling.

Please, if you truly dont want to listen to anyone here and insist upon dying, then you please dont constantly post that here.

If you truly feel a desire to help yourself then pleass display that and stop with this.

so it should be my problem with the brain. if everything was connected and understandable to me, I would not write. even in a dream I can’t contact the lower demons. I just don’t want to die for nothing. if you do not help me with this, I will simply die without using all the energy. I agree that demons will take her from me.

You realise if you would use all your energy, this would lead to no reincarnation possibel aka second death, your soul would vanish, end ( a soul needs energy to reincarnate). I reply here because I don´t think satan does cure someones mental illnes for no reason. Stop giving in to negative thoughts (maybe greys at work) and start listen to HPS Shannon and other people who invest there time to help you.

Unlimited Grand Architect wrote:

GG Allin wrote:

Unlimited Grand Architect wrote:

so it should be my problem with the brain. if everything was connected and understandable to me, I would not write. even in a dream I can’t contact the lower demons. I just don’t want to die for nothing. if you do not help me with this, I will simply die without using all the energy. I agree that demons will take her from me.

You realise if you would use all your energy, this would lead to no reincarnation possibel aka second death, your soul would vanish, end ( a soul needs energy to reincarnate). I reply here because I don´t think satan does cure someones mental illnes for no reason. Stop giving in to negative thoughts (maybe greys at work) and start listen to HPS Shannon and other people who invest there time to help you.

I was referring to the energy of this life, because if I just commit suicide, it will simply come out, and the infernal entities will take the energy. Does this mean that I will give energy to the enemy? if the truth is nothing scary, then I will go and die right after they confirm this to me

If you kill yourself your next life when you reincarnate will be worse than this one, you will bring all the negative karma back with you and you may not have the privilege to find Zevism so that you can fix your problems. If you put effort into advancing yourself now you're not gonna want to suicide anymore and in a couple years you will be able to live a very nice life.

Unlimited Grand Architect wrote:

Aquarius wrote:

Unlimited Grand Architect wrote:

I was referring to the energy of this life, because if I just commit suicide, it will simply come out, and the infernal entities will take the energy. Does this mean that I will give energy to the enemy? if the truth is nothing scary, then I will go and die right after they confirm this to me

If you kill yourself your next life when you reincarnate will be worse than this one, you will bring all the negative karma back with you and you may not have the privilege to find Zevism so that you can fix your problems. If you put effort into advancing yourself now you're not gonna want to suicide anymore and in a couple years you will be able to live a very nice life.

Any efforts are futile in my case. no matter what I try, it is impossible to make myself healthy and healthy. I'm almost like fluff or autistic. my genome is broken due to parents suffering from alcohol syndrome. I got what is possible without elevated states of consciousness, I have no choice. if something was possible in my case, they would answer me at the beginning of this year, but no one advised anything, even from what I tried (without food and water for 40 days, saturating with energy through technology and stimulating the brain with current , visualization of the chakras and manipulation of sleep)

If you think that any of your efforts are futile then you are mistaken, I want you remind you that you are a Zevist, in case you aren’t then maybe dedicate if you are ready to put effort in curing yourself, and in Zevism we don’t have limits, we aren’t a death promoting cult like christianity is and we put effort and willpower into advancing ourselves. If you keep thinking that any effort is useless then that’s what your mind is gonna bring. You can cure anything with power meditation and yoga and a nice and healthy diet, you’ve been offered all the help you probabily never received outside of ToZ.
And let me say this, those who constantly whine about problems but do not even lift a finger to help themselves, even if they have all the methods of helping themselves(in your case ToZ) don’t deserve to get in a better position, you only deserve that when you try and lift your finger.

You have to forget about your problems, which I honestly think some are just in your mind, and just advance, do meditations and workings to free yourself from physical problems incase you have any.